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Been home from work about an hour now, ate dinner and popped the nightly 10mg olanzapine along with 50mg diphenhydramine, now just chilling by the window, smoking a couple bowls of herb, getting ready to crash, get up and do it all over again. Yippee lol. Could be worse, though. Could damn sure be worse. 😉
 
Kratom every 4 hours like usual, 5g every 4 hours except for the dose I took an hour ago. Took 8g White Maeng Da. Just got home from work and it's my friday so wanna be able to play games for a bit and enjoy my night. Been averaging about 30 grams a day since starting journaling and tracking my Kratom dosage and times, so if I can fall asleep after my next dose I'll be under the 30g mark for the day despite taking the higher dose just now. Another excuse but I guess as long as my total grams per day keeps going down. Goddamn I hate kratom. I struggle tapering it so bad.

Nicotine thru the day
Cup of coffee, a ghost energy drink and some Dr. Pepper Zero from 12pm until now.
Gonna have Chamomile tea with probiotics at bed time.

Been craving actual fun drugs the last few days. Wish it was in the cards for me to acquire some. Still have some Methylenedioxyphenmetrazine but I got basically zero effect from it last time I tried it. Might try plugging some tomorrow if I'm desperate
 
Dreamflyer said:
Just picked up some 7mg nicotine patches and slapped one on in hopes of some lucid dreams!!!
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Let us know how it goes! I had some vivid dreams when I did the patch a while back.

I had insanely vivid dreams last night that I was using meth, which is my DoC despite being off of it for years. So I was waking up craving insanely bad. Decided to try some of that Methylenedioxyphenmetrazine that I've been sitting on. I would have preferred caffeine tbh. Zero recreational effect, just mild and aimless physical stimulation. At least with caffeine I can focus somewhat.

So my fix today has been:
Kratom 5g every 4 hours
150mg MDPM insufflated over the course of an hour or two
Nicotine and caffeine through the day
About 4 hits of Marijuana spread out over the day
 
I had a nice surprise gift on 1st Advent night: vaped lots hhc-p and synth noids to sleep and get over the tramadol come down, but didn't make me sleep so I tried to shoot a very low dose of 2-fdck... Failed. Went for i.m. then and must have hit a vein accidentally cause it hit me like a train while still inside 😅... Nice!
So sad I won't be able to repeat tho 🙄
 
SuperPsych said:
Let us know how it goes! I had some vivid dreams when I did the patch a while back.
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I had one vivid one that seemed to go on forever: I was at a dinner party in some big house with a bunch of people I didn't know. I wanted.to leave and kept asking everyone for directions home, but they all either couldn't see me or completely ignored me.

I got into my car and drove around endlessly, trying to figure out where I was. I went into a doctor's office and he gave me directions, but then I couldn't find my car or my phone. The last thing I remember is walking on the highway, realizing that it would take hours to get home.

(I woke up with bad anxiety and realized that it was from the nicotine. I took the patch off and it subsided after about 20 minutes.)
 
Split 2 blunts last night with my homeboy, not gonna lie the second one had me gone 😭
Couldn't find my homeboy in a store for like 30mins, thought he disappeared forever lmao
 
10mg olanzapine and several bowls of top notch herb, probably a cup of chamomile valerian tea here soon - I was going to have a beer, a 9.7% double ipa tallboy, but I was reminded via a confirmation call for an 8:20am doctor's appointment I have tomorrow morning, so back in the fridge it went. 🥺

Oh well, roll with it. Probably better for my chances of a good night's sleep anyway, and I have enough weed I can get stoned enough to make sure. 😉
 
Been fighting a cold so I started my day with Vitamin C, a multivitamin and my kratom. I haven't been great about sticking to a set dose every 4 hours, but I've at least been good about making sure I take less every day than I did the day before. 4 days ago I took 30g, 3 days ago 29g, 2 days ago 28.5g, yesterday 26.9g. Will probably end today at 26.6g. Other than that I'll probably take doxylamine tonight to try to get to sleep at a decent time as I slept in late today. Will also have some chamomile tea tonight around bed time
 
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Been fighting a cold so I started my day with Vitamin C, a multivitamin and my kratom. I haven't been great about sticking to a set dose every 4 hours, but I've at least been good about making sure I take less every day than I did the day before. 4 days ago I took 30g, 3 days ago 29g, 2 days ago 28.5g, yesterday 26.9g. Will probably end today at 26.6g. Other than that I'll probably take doxylamine tonight to try to get to sleep at a decent time as I slept in late today. Will also have some chamomile tea tonight around bed time
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How you feeling with that taper?? I’m in the exact same boat right now
 
pnillyg said:
How you feeling with that taper?? I’m in the exact same boat right now
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So far fine :) It's much easier on my workdays because I keep busy but it becomes difficult on my weekends and I often slip. I started off before deciding to taper taking 6-8g every 3-4 hours. Started my taper at 6g every 4 hours and am now down to 5g upon waking and 4.7g every 4 hours after that. I'll sometimes take a little higher dose before bed so I don't have to wake up in the middle of the night and take a dose to get back to sleep. So I haven't been very good about it, but I'm making slow progress. Overall it's been easy physically but it's the constant craving of a higher dose that's been giving me the most problems.

I plan on getting some Agmatine soon which is available as a supplement and it's a NMDA receptor antagonist. It's supposed to help lower tolerance and from what I've experienced in the past, Agmatine drastically reduces any sort of recreational effect from Kratom. So my hope is that if I take agmatine I'll be able to fight the urge to take higher doses because they ultimately wont do anything for me in terms of getting me high.
 
SuperPsych said:
So far fine :) It's much easier on my workdays because I keep busy but it becomes difficult on my weekends and I often slip. I started off before deciding to taper taking 6-8g every 3-4 hours. Started my taper at 6g every 4 hours and am now down to 5g upon waking and 4.7g every 4 hours after that. I'll sometimes take a little higher dose before bed so I don't have to wake up in the middle of the night and take a dose to get back to sleep. So I haven't been very good about it, but I'm making slow progress. Overall it's been easy physically but it's the constant craving of a higher dose that's been giving me the most problems.

I plan on getting some Agmatine soon which is available as a supplement and it's a NMDA receptor antagonist. It's supposed to help lower tolerance and from what I've experienced in the past, Agmatine drastically reduces any sort of recreational effect from Kratom. So my hope is that if I take agmatine I'll be able to fight the urge to take higher doses because they ultimately wont do anything for me in terms of getting me high.
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Word! Never heard of agmatine.. sounds interesting though! The physical part sucks but the mental part is real tough.
 
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