20mg Fluoxetine
600mg Oxcarbazepine
30mg Mirtazapine
~100mg Cocaine
Coming down from the 2cb I took yesterday, took about 38mg, but it was staggered over multiple doses spread apart by a couple hours. It was a really mellow easy going day chilling with a friend at the river.
If you're wondering, why remeron in the damn morning? Well that last line was the end of my gram of cocaine I had started on about 20 hours ago, and my activities for today will include sitting on my ass.
This was probably the best cocaine I've ever had. Was tested over 90% pure. Clean cocaine is a completely different high than the standard powder you find on the street. It is just so fucking smooth. It doesn't necessarily wham you with euphoria immediately, it creeps in over a couple minutes and the dopamine rush feels relaxing, akin to an opioid high, you just feel good, all over.
The positive effects last so much longer, and the cognitive and physical stimulation is so much more focused and stable. I had done my first tso lines just starting the bag and then ran an errand, I checked the time and I still had a clear buzz and mild euphoria, TWO HOURS LATER!!!! There is no bothersome side effects, you don't get scatterbrained super easily, and the hangover/crash isn't any more intense than like too much caffeine. I'll have a moment where I'm like, yo I kinda wish I could do more of that! But it passes quickly and then it's just a smooth wind down.
Anyway, all of that tangent to say, I think it is kind of a tragedy what the drug war has done to cocaine. I believe cocaine is a great drug that could be used responsibly, socially, and recreationally. Maybe that's wishful thinking, but I feel like, due to the trash quality of cocaine hcl, most tweakers basically use meth now, more bag for the buck. And I do think meth brings you to a delusional state way more reliably than coke. I do think the next progressive move for drug policy would be to basically make a safe supply for cocaine. Well work up to it lol
But yes, many people just react better to amphetamines than to reuptake inhibitors like cocaine or methylphenidate, but I would definitely not base your final opinion on cocaine until you have bomb ass pure shit.
My name's dr rockso. I do cocaaaaainnneee
