Yeah αMT is good fun once in a while, especially shared with some good friends, makes for a nice social evening, lots of good discussions and good vibes all around. Sadly as we all get older, less and less of my friends still want to use empathogens or psychedelics, we are all in the mid to late 40s by now...
Back in the late 1990's and early 2000's we all did a lot of MDMA, went partying every two weeks at least, from Friday till Sunday afternoon and when none was available from our trusted plug, we simply drove 90 minutes to the Netherlands to buy some αMT and some quality weed. αMT is the better MDMA anyway, at least in my eyes, it has that very long effect, is less pushy overall since it is a more balanced monoamine releaser than MDMA(more NE) is and has that unmistakable tryptamine flavor, a bit like shrooms but not really.
Technically it isn't even explicitly listed as illegal where I live, but 5-IT is and since αMT(3-IT) is an isomer, it is as well, but it is still available as it remains legal in the NL, even after the big phenethylamine ban last year.
I'm really sorry to hear that serotoninergic drugs do not work well for you. Is it the comedown and perhaps even depression that makes you not like those substances?