Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[paranoid android]

Update: July 1st through July 3rd I fasted "3" days and "3" nights without food and drink. If anyone is wondering how I'm doing or feeling, I'll give you the same answer I gave my Mom June 30th, "I'm perfect, victorious, and relaxed." I love you all. Have a wonderful and blessed day. Peace and love!

P.S. It's so amazing fully feeling my emotions. I feel so true, and you will, too.

"Happy" 4th of July. It's 12:34 a.m.

Did you atleast drink water and maybe something with vitamins? That is not healthy at all. Why would you intentionally starve yourself anyway? There is no medical evidence anywhere saying that is at all healthy. You need both food and water to survive

 

[paranoid android]

No reasonable person would gamble with a fate worse than nazi level torture + death.
@paranoid android with such AP you might not get side effects instantly, rather it might build up over months and years, especially if you are taking a low dose. I've seen such cases. If I were you, I'd not gamble with such fate, much rather I'd never recommend someone to try it.

I have been on zyprexa since january 2023. I think if i was going to get any nasty side effects i would have already. Most people dont get the shitty side effects that people go on about in this thread. I got them from invega and abilify but not from zyprexa which works great for me.

As tro why i take it i had cotards syndrome and spent 6 lobg goddamn months in the psych ward. 3 of which completely unmedicated despite the fact that i was in severe opiate and benzo withdrawal and had full blown psychosis and cotards. So fuck that psychosis and cotards are both far worse then any medication ever could be/ \being locked up in the psych ward is no picnic either let me tell you. Personally i prefer jail.

 

[fenec]

I think my libido is coming back, I slept with my wife without coming quickly but the excitement was there and I had seminal fluid during foreplay whereas before I had no seminal fluid I think that my libido and coming back I had desire and pleasure but a little worse than before but I feel that it will come back like before

 

[t_xeplionhell]

Benzodiazepines used to combat anxiety or to facilitate sleep are sometimes associated with reduced sexual desire, difficulty achieving orgasm in women and delayed ejaculation in men.7 Nov. 2005

I took it (and not every day) for 2 months at such low doses (0.25-0.5mg) that it summed up to less than 10mg total. It couldn't do any impact at that amount, and I didn't notice any difference after taking it and after stopping it. This was before 2.5 years anyways. I used it to add ~3h of sleep.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

you eat well you hydrate well you drink enough water ? are you sleeping well? Have you at least regained your feelings of hunger or thirst? You don't have a libido but have you regained your morning erection and are you having sexual intercourse? can you reach orgasm? can you be sad happy laugh? THANKS

I eat well, I'm also not underweight (or overweight) and I'm physically built well and highly endurable. I drink sufficient water and my sleep is good. I always wake up at the same time and take a cold shower every morning. I regained the feeling of hunger and thirst long ago. I have almost normal libido but I don't care much. I can perform properly, there's still anhedonia, some restlessness, and a lack of peace. Also, everything gets boring too fast. Emotions are still numbed down and it's rare or harder to have cleaner emotions.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

we'll look back on many of these pills and shots the same way we look back on surgery without anesthesia.

No, we'll look back at that as we look at nazi genocide.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

I have been on zyprexa since january 2023. I think if i was going to get any nasty side effects i would have already.

For some people at low zyprexa doses, it takes 2-3 years for terrible side effects to appear. That's actually common with lower AP doses.

 

[paranoid android]

No, we'll look back at that as we look at nazi genocide.

Jesus fucking christ how can you compare this to the fucking holocaust! Wtf even. Not being able to get a hard on because of invega is not comparible to the holocaust ffs

For some people at low zyprexa doses, it takes 2-3 years for terrible side effects to appear. That's actually common with lower AP doses.

I have never read that anywhere. I havent gained a pound because of invega but i did put on 30lbs of muscle lifting weights. So i think im good

 

[t_xeplionhell]

Jesus fucking christ how can you compare this to the fucking holocaust! Wtf even. Not being able to get a hard on because of invega is not comparible to the holocaust ffs

You saying this makes it sound like you had it easy. But you are a moderator anyways, moderators here have to pick their words carefully .
Please add yourself to my ignored list.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I understand that antipsychotics make us feel a certain way. I've also been on plenty. Sounds like invega is one of the harder ones, especially since it is often court ordered and an injection.

Hope everyone recovers. It will take time. Don't give up.

 

[paranoid android]

You saying this makes it sound like you had it easy. But you are a moderator anyways, moderators here have to pick their words carefully .
Please add yourself to my ignored list.

I would be the last person to say i had it easy. Invega however was nowhere near the worst thing that happened to me though being locked up in a psych ward and having cotards syndrome and psychosis was far worse.

However i wouldnt compare that to the fucking holocaust

 

[Cheshire_Kat]

You saying this makes it sound like you had it easy. But you are a moderator anyway .
Please add yourself to my ignored list.

Dude, if you are not dead along with all those who have been given Invega it is literally not a holocaust or genocide. Words mean things, they have definitions.

genocide; plural noun: genocides
the deliberate killing of a large number of people from a particular nation or ethnic group with the aim of destroying that nation or group.
"a campaign of genocide"

The word 'holocaust' comes from ancient Greek and means 'burnt offering'. Even before the Second World War, the word was sometimes used to describe the death of a large group of people, but since 1945, it has become almost synonymous with the murder of the European Jews during the Second World War.

Are you dead? NO
Are all people given Ingeva dead because they were given it? NO
Were people given Ingeva chosen due to their nationality or race? NO

Not genocide!
I'm sure you don't like Ingeva and don't think it's a good drug but that's not a holocaust or genocide... Even the fact that you were forced to get these treatments doesn't make it genocide.

Your request to have someone put themselves on your ignore list is incredibly misplaced. Get some agency and put him on and put him on ignore yourself. It's not that hard and you, yourself have that capability.

I hope everyone recovers as well, but please at least make an attempt to keep things in perspective.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

God please return my cognition to the way it was pre Invega.

God please cure my blank mind. my mind is so blank I can't even conversate with family or friends, there are literally no thoughts in my head.

God please cure my anhedonia so I can enjoy my old hobbies and music again.

God you warned me not to touch drugs and me messing with marijuana is what got me in this position and gave me psychosis.

God I will never touch marijuana again just heal me to the way I was in 2022. My brain was so healthy I didn't even realize it.

 

[Youwillrecover]

Its unreal this sadistic practice is happening in 21 century

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

God please return my cognition to the way it was pre Invega.

God please cure my blank mind. my mind is so blank I can't even conversate with family or friends, there are literally no thoughts in my head.

God please cure my anhedonia so I can enjoy my old hobbies and music again.

God you warned me not to touch drugs and me messing with marijuana is what got me in this position and gave me psychosis.

God I will never touch marijuana again just heal me to the way I was in 2022. My brain was so healthy I didn't even realize it.

If I remember correctly, you used high THC cartridges. This is a man made shit.
Regular weed will never make you psychotic.

 

[Harmedbypsychward]

Is it normal to not be able to focus on fucking anything

 

[fenec]

Is it normal to not be able to focus on fucking anything

it's going to come back my brother consumes Omega 3

 

[foodcrisis]

If I remember correctly, you used high THC cartridges. This is a man made shit.
Regular weed will never make you psychotic.

regular weed can cause some people to go crazy or experience dellusion, whatever you want to call it... i hear the low thc or no thc and high cbd stuff works for some people. i'm sure there are some people that don't even need that though... there are tons of stories on reddit schizophrenia about people have terrible times with flower weed.

 

[fenec]

Selem alaykum Already tell yourself that you must have smoked shit that was cut with things not very good for our mental health.
Yes everything will come back but you have to be patient and keep busy to kill time.
As soon as you have sorted out everything administrative.
You do what you can with your energy.
After 2 years of stopping you will almost become better and better.
You will recover but for me it's different I already had a heavy treatment of 200 mg in haldol.
As soon as you can run, do it! It's important so that the blood circulates around your body, in fact the blood will go everywhere in the brain when you do cardio.
After a tip try taking 2 or 3 St. John's Wort tablets
You will feel good like before but becoming aware of your condition.
You will be more lucid for activities at home or outside.
It's a great product but you really feel the difference after a few days.
Afterwards try doing sports even at home.
So that it benefits you too.And hab saoud important to help you because it is full of omega 3 already iron and other good things to help the body continuously.
I mixed it with honey and turmeric and also made lemonade juice. You buy that and make it at home. Vitamin C plays a huge role in helping the body heal itself.
Inshallah it will be fine but I know it is cruel of them especially today's medicine. this guy received 8 months haldol injection 4 ampoule

 

[Harmedbypsychward]

can someone chat with me