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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Perhaps you guys should focus on the sucess stories and not the people who never get better. I am in the best shape of my life aad so is my friend whos also on10mg's of zyprexa. She bulked up quick. Doing only pushups. Sure if you sit around and do nothing you wont see many improvements but if you start working out like a motherfucker like me and my friend did you will. She just does push up's not weights like me and shes bulked right up.
 
Life would’ve been so good right now if it wasn’t for Psychosis and Invega.

I just can’t get over what’s happened, every day I keep thinking I should’ve done something different and I would have avoided all of this.

If I stopped smoking weed the moment I started hearing voices or actually taken the pills they were giving me in the Hospital I could’ve gotten out and stopped taking them and avoided the injections.

Life feels horrible, like a really bad nightmare situation I can’t wake up from. Sleep is the only relief I get so I stay in bed almost all day.
 
Life sucks for me big time.
I have absolutely nothing to live for.

No joy, no pleasure, no hobbies anymore, no desire to do anything, absolute boredom, no passion, no memories, lack of thoughts, no sex drive, almost no appetite, no inspiration from listening to music, no emotions etc.

That's too much to handle.
I have hope for recovery, but most likely I'll never be the same person ever again.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Life sucks for me big time.
I have absolutely nothing to live for.

No joy, no pleasure, no hobbies anymore, no desire to do anything, absolute boredom, no passion, no memories, lack of thoughts, no sex drive, almost no appetite, no inspiration from listening to music, no emotions etc.

That's too much to handle.
I have hope for recovery, but most likely I'll never be the same person ever again.
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I guess the past is just that. But we can build much better lives for the future. I believe in you! It's not easy, it takes work, but you'll get there.
 
AlphaMethylPhenyl said:
I guess the past is just that. But we can build much better lives for the future. I believe in you! It's not easy, it takes work, but you'll get there.
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Thank you for the kind words.
But unfortunately, the reality is, that I'm damaged beyond repair, I received too many injections.
Even during my last recovery, I wasn't fully back to what I was, it's just a fact.
I have no bright future with all these problems.
Nothing to live for like I said.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Life sucks for me big time.
I have absolutely nothing to live for.

No joy, no pleasure, no hobbies anymore, no desire to do anything, absolute boredom, no passion, no memories, lack of thoughts, no sex drive, almost no appetite, no inspiration from listening to music, no emotions etc.

That's too much to handle.
I have hope for recovery, but most likely I'll never be the same person ever again.
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Did you try to meditate? Perhaps it's not only invega but a deeper issue. It doesn't have to be, but try to go deep within and work with your inner self, then allow to let you feel whatever comes up. I think that meds stop burried emotions from coming to surface. They are stuffed down below. Durring my Schizophrenia period I also had extreme emotions, which I never thought I had for the first time I felt alive that it overwhelmed me. That all is in you too you just need to know how to carefully unleash it
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Thank you for the kind words.
But unfortunately, the reality is, that I'm damaged beyond repair, I received too many injections.
Even during my last recovery, I wasn't fully back to what I was, it's just a fact.
I have no bright future with all these problems.
Nothing to live for like I said.
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I feel the same way. I think I'm damaged beyond repair as well. I have become a lobotomized vegetable with no future, and im only 20. Too many problems with not enough answers. If i had taken the risperdal pills i wouldnt be in this situation, but its in the past now.
 
Shadowheart said:
Did you try to meditate? Perhaps it's not only invega but a deeper issue. It doesn't have to be, but try to go deep within and work with your inner self, then allow to let you feel whatever comes up. I think that meds stop burried emotions from coming to surface. They are stuffed down below. Durring my Schizophrenia period I also had extreme emotions, which I never thought I had for the first time I felt alive that it overwhelmed me. That all is in you too you just need to know how to carefully unleash it
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Can't meditate, everything is dead, boring etc.
It's only the injections that caused all of this, never had any issues before in my life.
Meds are to blame, seriously.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I applied to four jobs, 3 are budtender jobs (a plentiful and well-paying type of job I don't need to get another degree for) and the other is a seasonal greenhouse job. Both possibilities pay a similar wage. I'm hoping for the greenhouse job, I would be better at it and I don't have to commit to it so I can visit my best friend next fall. They got into a car accident and while they're fine, their car isn't and it could be a while until I can see them.
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Good luck
 
Hey guys i have been given 2 shots of invega sustenna 9 years ago... i tried to take no meds but the invega has so many negative effects on me like death fears that lame me..

I cant move anymore when i have These effects... i know its coming from the invega its a sideceffect that never left my Body... so whenbi figured that out i started taking seroquel and zopiclon. I tried to come off These meds but the withdrawal was unbearable... i am working part time at a preschool...twice a week.. i volunteer as a preschool teacher... when i am outside the anxiety attacks are worst... i told my boss but she has no understanding...i really dont wanna lose my job... i love the kids... my side effects from seroquel are bad heartpreassure tiredness, i have endometrioses, Back issues, butvthe rorst is the fear... i am disabled because of it and i need accompany all this because of invega andcthe other meds... its just i cant live without the other meds cause i cant stand the anxiety invega has caused
 
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