What kind of paranoia do you get?Im on cocaine right now, clean shot of sodium bicarb made crack, salted with citric acid. Current activity : paranoid inner monologue rambling, just heard my sober housemate vomit badly. Tweaked, but my bell indeed doth been struck ☆
That my housemates, family, or girlfriend is looking for me and that they will see my needles and blow when they walk in on me. If im outdoors alone like i sometimes am when i use, i get less paranoid but when i do its of police or police-calling families of young children calling out my name. In both settings i hallucinate my name being bellowd out with anger or fear from my life's people and its been like this withought much outliers in symptoms across multiple sourcses and ROAs (crack does it too)What kind of paranoia do you get?
Benzos, if i had them. I would chew 3mg alpraz or clonopin while salting in my crack in the hotspoon with citric to get it water soluble, 10 mins overall for my rig to be ready to go and the belt in my teeth, then poke, register, loosen leather, slam, enjoy a less hyperaware less tweaked out bellringer and ignore the voices with ease and while still numb but steadilu dexterous id start prepping my next shot without even thinking to check if i locked the door for the dozen'th time.I get paranoid too! How do you deal with it?
I ve shooted coke just a couple of times and I hated the experience, the only thing you can do is.....shoot again, pretty much like crack I guess. But to each his own, btw is not like bleeding from my nostrils is that better.....Im on cocaine right now, clean shot of sodium bicarb made crack, salted with citric acid. Current activity : paranoid inner monologue rambling, just heard my sober housemate vomit badly. Tweaked, but my bell indeed doth been struck ☆