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What do you like to do high on cocaine alone at home

huevoo67

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Im interested in the people that take cocaine alone at home, i did it one time and the only thing that i like was smoking hash, it gives me like, litterally pleasure.

I want to know if theres smething good to do
 
Try pornogrophy if you want to kill time. I never enjoyed music much made me paranoid, i had to wear earplugs to keep outside noises from startling me for the days i smoked crack
 
I write, or I play guitar , or I m here on BL, |I smoke a shitload of cigarettes , but I mix the things with either morphine or oxy or at least some benzos, if not I would walk on the wall screaming
 
Im on cocaine right now, clean shot of sodium bicarb made crack, salted with citric acid. Current activity : paranoid inner monologue rambling, just heard my sober housemate vomit badly. Tweaked, but my bell indeed doth been struck ☆
 
Im on cocaine right now, clean shot of sodium bicarb made crack, salted with citric acid. Current activity : paranoid inner monologue rambling, just heard my sober housemate vomit badly. Tweaked, but my bell indeed doth been struck ☆
What kind of paranoia do you get?
 
What kind of paranoia do you get?
That my housemates, family, or girlfriend is looking for me and that they will see my needles and blow when they walk in on me. If im outdoors alone like i sometimes am when i use, i get less paranoid but when i do its of police or police-calling families of young children calling out my name. In both settings i hallucinate my name being bellowd out with anger or fear from my life's people and its been like this withought much outliers in symptoms across multiple sourcses and ROAs (crack does it too)
 
I get paranoid too! How do you deal with it?
Benzos, if i had them. I would chew 3mg alpraz or clonopin while salting in my crack in the hotspoon with citric to get it water soluble, 10 mins overall for my rig to be ready to go and the belt in my teeth, then poke, register, loosen leather, slam, enjoy a less hyperaware less tweaked out bellringer and ignore the voices with ease and while still numb but steadilu dexterous id start prepping my next shot without even thinking to check if i locked the door for the dozen'th time.
 
Im on cocaine right now, clean shot of sodium bicarb made crack, salted with citric acid. Current activity : paranoid inner monologue rambling, just heard my sober housemate vomit badly. Tweaked, but my bell indeed doth been struck ☆
I ve shooted coke just a couple of times and I hated the experience, the only thing you can do is.....shoot again, pretty much like crack I guess. But to each his own, btw is not like bleeding from my nostrils is that better.....

I use ti hallucinate a lot with stijs in general and coke in particular, now I dunno if thats because I ve access to better stuff, or because I m older and I have some experience, or because I ve never ever use blow without benzos AND opioids, I don t anymore. My wife on the other hand can get messy, to the point that I m not doing stuff at home anymore and I also had a crazy conversation with her shrink. She usually thinks that our cats are dying.
 
Fuck. Do more blow. Watch porn. Make more $. Do more drugs.

If I'm shooting I'm shooting it till it's gone. Done deal.
 
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