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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Nina2021 said:
Yes, that was Bojana. She was famous in Serbia and there are many news about her passing. It's heartbreaking that she took her life also for her two young daughters. Psychiatry has blood in their hands.
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I think it would be meaningful to bring her story to light. People need to know how dangerous these drugs are and how traumatic it is to be on these injections.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
Guys, what do you think about Lion's mane mushroom for healing?
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Be careful with it, it can mess with hormones and cause bad reactions. Test your ferratin first, having low ferritin can cause an adverse reaction. I had low ferritin at the time I took lion's mane and I still don't know if it caused my PSSD or if I just have straight PSSD from Prozac.
 
praying said:
When you got no other choice, it's the only choice.
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Bojana had a choice. She could have held on for another year and I'm sure she would've been feeling better. Trinza sticks around forever, it wasn't even out of her system yet.
 
I have so many messages from Bojana. I can’t believe she’s no longer with us. The fear of hell and leaving my daughter had me block every negative thought about ending it. Just think she was famous where she came from. They gave her almost the same disgusting poison. Had I followed my thoughts I wouldn’t be here.
That would suck because I’ve made a complete recovery. I would’ve never met my granddaughter had I given up. I plan on writing a book about my life including my whole Invega experience.
 
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InvegaAnon said:
I think it would be meaningful to bring her story to light. People need to know how dangerous these drugs are and how traumatic it is to be on these injections.
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Bojana was beautiful and beloved by her two daughters Zoja, 14 and Iskra 10, by her twin sister Ivana, 2 brothers and boyfriend. She was beloved and respected in her community. She had wide and strong support. Because of these nonsense she read here she rejected to take antidepressants and psychotherapy. Basically she was poisoned with all this negativity and hopelessness on this forum. Why she believed to all of you unknown and meaningless people in her life is beyond my comprehension
 
stefan1 said:
Bojana was beautiful and beloved by her two daughters Zoja, 14 and Iskra 10, by her twin sister Ivana, 2 brothers and boyfriend. She was beloved and respected in her community. She had wide and strong support. Because of these nonsense she read here she rejected to take antidepressants and psychotherapy. Basically she was poisoned with all this negativity and hopelessness on this forum. Why she believed to all of you unknown and meaningless people in her life is beyond my comprehension
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Okay, which one of you assholes is anti-therapy? (antidepressants don't work on invega, I know from experience)

Don't look at me, I told her she will be fine and will start healing in 4 months. I knew Trinza was still in her system.

Yeah, this is an incredibly shitty place to go to and it seems like the only place. That's sad. When I get better, I'm determined to create something better. Fuck this place. It hurt me too.

It would be really fucking hard to build a positive community made of people on/effected by a drug that blocks happy thoughts and pleasure.

I think people who are still having problems over two years should just leave this place for the safety of others coming off of the drug. Don't hang around. I have persistent effects too and I don't want to hang around here in fear that my presence will scare people. I'm taking medically supervised measures to fix my hormones and maybe that will make me feel well enough to write my recovery post soon.
 
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Don’t give up guys. Keep fighting this fight.
I still believe we can all heal because I did.
I think sitting around ruminating about Invega all day prolongs the healing process. I believe we can retrain ourselves by placing the focus on something else.
Nina2021 said:
No, he is still not sleeping. He says he got used to it. He is now on holidays alone. He is fine besides for the sleep.
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losing sleep was the worst part for me outside of not having emotions
 
stefan1 said:
Bojana was beautiful and beloved by her two daughters Zoja, 14 and Iskra 10, by her twin sister Ivana, 2 brothers and boyfriend. She was beloved and respected in her community. She had wide and strong support. Because of these nonsense she read here she rejected to take antidepressants and psychotherapy. Basically she was poisoned with all this negativity and hopelessness on this forum. Why she believed to all of you unknown and meaningless people in her life is beyond my comprehension
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Don’t blame this thread for her taking her life. I’ve always encouraged her. I have so many messages between the two of us. Bojana probably hardly ever had a conversation with you before. I considered her a friend of mine. I’m grieving her loss. We all feel something for her. None of us wanted her to end her life. That was her choice. I’m a mother just like she was. Some of us was her support system too. She’s encouraged me at times. We don’t need your ignorance or negativity here.
 
stefan1 said:
Bojana was beautiful and beloved by her two daughters Zoja, 14 and Iskra 10, by her twin sister Ivana, 2 brothers and boyfriend. She was beloved and respected in her community. She had wide and strong support. Because of these nonsense she read here she rejected to take antidepressants and psychotherapy. Basically she was poisoned with all this negativity and hopelessness on this forum. Why she believed to all of you unknown and meaningless people in her life is beyond my comprehension
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Don’t blame this thread for her taking her life. I’ve always encouraged her. I have so many messages between the two of us. Bojana probably hardly ever had a conversation with you before. I considered her a friend of mine. I’m grieving her loss. We all feel something for her. None of us wanted her to end her life. That was her choice. I’m a mother just like she was. She was older than me. Some of us was her support system too. She’s encouraged me at times. We don’t need your judgment or negativity here. Basically she was poisoned by how the medication made her feel. She told me that she couldn’t even feel feelings for her children. Why you chose to say anything about her is beyond my comprehension. You didn’t know her or any of us to even make a rude comment like that. Find something else to do. We don’t want or need your judgment here. Maybe you should’ve encouraged her to live. Don’t blame anyone here for whatever happened.
She can’t speak for herself on this thread anymore. Please don’t come here like you cared so much about her. You speak like we are all nothing compared to her. We’re all in this together. Had you experienced what we’ve experienced you wouldn’t be so quick to judge. I pray that wherever she is that people like you don’t get to go.
May her soul be at peace. She surely was unhappy here. I do wish you well. I’ll never ever respond to anything else written by you.
 
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InvegaAnon said:
I hope you get away from her. My grandma is NPD and my mom has narcissistic traits. It sucks and I hope you will be safe soon.
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Thank you yeah she is evil. Doing it 4 times to your son knowing he aint schizophrenic but he will be forced on these drugs is evil. All for power and control. I will never talk to her again i almost killed myself because of how traumatic it all is
 
InvegaAnon said:
Be careful with it, it can mess with hormones and cause bad reactions. Test your ferratin first, having low ferritin can cause an adverse reaction. I had low ferritin at the time I took lion's mane and I still don't know if it caused my PSSD or if I just have straight PSSD from Prozac.
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I'm pretty sure Prozac messed you up, and not a mushroom...
 
stefan1 said:
Bojana was beautiful and beloved by her two daughters Zoja, 14 and Iskra 10, by her twin sister Ivana, 2 brothers and boyfriend. She was beloved and respected in her community. She had wide and strong support. Because of these nonsense she read here she rejected to take antidepressants and psychotherapy. Basically she was poisoned with all this negativity and hopelessness on this forum. Why she believed to all of you unknown and meaningless people in her life is beyond my comprehension
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Antidepressants could hurt her even more! She didn't need any medications, invega is what destroyed her.
 
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UnluckyXeplion said:
Antidepressants could hurt her even more! She didn't need any medications, invega is what destroyed her.
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She wasn't "destroyed", it wasn't even out of her system yet.

People really do get better without any help as long as they don't have any other medications.
 
Kiaf852 said:
Don’t blame this thread for her taking her life. I’ve always encouraged her. I have so many messages between the two of us. Bojana probably hardly ever had a conversation with you before. I considered her a friend of mine. I’m grieving her loss. We all feel something for her. None of us wanted her to end her life. That was her choice. I’m a mother just like she was. Some of us was her support system too. She’s encouraged me at times. We don’t need your ignorance or negativity here.
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Bojana reacted badly to this particular therapy. As you all probably know it's largely hits and misses with pharmacotherapy. Unfortunately she somehow found this forum read all this threads and because of it rejected further therapy. By our law we cannot hospitalize her without her consent. We tried to get her off this forum and to convince her to listen to her family. How on earth is possible that she trusted threads she read here instead of us who sacrificed our lives to help her.
I'm not trying to blame anyone but think of this and whether these here are all delusions. You're all in a dark place, just like she was, you're neither rational nor accountable
 
stefan1 said:
Bojana reacted badly to this particular therapy. As you all probably know it's largely hits and misses with pharmacotherapy. Unfortunately she somehow found this forum read all this threads and because of it rejected further therapy. By our law we cannot hospitalize her without her consent. We tried to get her off this forum and to convince her to listen to her family. How on earth is possible that she trusted threads she read here instead of us who sacrificed our lives to help her.
I'm not trying to blame anyone but think of this and whether these here are all delusions. You're all in a dark place, just like she was, you're neither rational nor accountable
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Its the drugs that did damage not our emo mentality dude. Bojana was victim of these neurotoxic drugs just like us
 
Youwillrecover said:
Its the drugs that did damage not our emo mentality dude. Bojana was victim of these neurotoxic drugs just like us
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No, actually. She had mental issues that could have been successfully treated and allowed her to live happy and fulfilled life until she rejected any further treatment
 
stefan1 said:
No, actually. She had mental issues that could have been successfully treated and allowed her to live happy and fulfilled life until she rejected any further treatment
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If she never got injected with Invega she could have lived normally. It stays in your system forever and basically strips away all the joy from your life, nothing interests you anymore and depressed all the time.

More drugs would have done nothing, I’ve tried everything and still can’t heal from it. I don’t have any other options in life now, no one can help me. I suggest you read all her posts and I can give you messages too if you like.

Please don’t blame the forum as this is a place for us to discuss our problems, my family hates me complaining about symptoms so I have no one to talk to about it besides here.

Google “Invega ruined my life” there’s many people on Reddit that have inactive accounts now said they were going to kill themselves because of this dangerous drug.

Be angry at the Psychiatrist / Doctor who prescribed this poison - not us.
 
You wouldn't believe how beautiful she was. She was considered the most beautiful woman in Belgrade. Everyone knew her in the city. Her death was a headline in news for days. No one here knows it was a suicide. Family successfully managed to hide cause of death despite media interest. She was successful, popular, she had everything she ever wished for. Unfortunately everything collapsed after her husband started an affair with our young and famous actress. She couldn't accept that, couldn't pick her live after that and found it convenient to blame some medicine for it, that is the true.
We didn't manage to help her, I didn't manage to help her, but perhaps it could help someone here to reexamine its stance on own mental disorder.
 
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