SoCalShordie
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I absolutely had to get high to do it. And I’m really good at compartmentalizing.Did you have to get high to do it?
I absolutely had to get high to do it. And I’m really good at compartmentalizing.Did you have to get high to do it?
You an actor ?I would have loved to do some of his coke, that’s for sure. @SoCalShordie was his coke pure fire?
I definitely could make a lot of money, but I won’t. I’m trying to set an example for my daughter and I don’t agree with doing that kind of work unless you’re a single mom with no other way to feed your kid. I’m not gonna be doing anything I wouldn’t be cool with my daughter doing.Now u a mom u no longer want to do porn but would u do only fans (not naked)
U could prob make a lot of money
That’s really the only stupid question posted here. How am I supposed to know why someone committed suicide? Come on bro.Why do so many pornstars comit suicide?
Did you ever do a scene with Johnny Sins lol
Lol they look A LOT bigger on your computer screen bc of angles etc. there’s lots of tricks of the trade to make booty and dicks look bigger lolthat guy's got a giant cock![]()
I have one dick pic that adds about 2 inches to its real size due to a good angle and a trick of the hand. Can't imagine what wonders can be achieved with all that movie magic tech available. Scorcese made 140 year old actor Robert DeNiro look like a young, healthy and almost believable 92 year old!Lol they look A LOT bigger on your computer screen bc of angles etc. there’s lots of tricks of the trade to make booty and dicks look bigger lol
U got no clue why such a large percentage of pornstsrs top themselves?That’s really the only stupid question posted here. How am I supposed to know why someone committed suicide? Come on bro.
I think people in the industry have reasons to not discuss it as dhordies response demonstrates@Soso78 I agree that it's a good question. There is a website which has details on shit loads of porn performers who died and how they died. Lots of suicides, drug overdoses and murders which is fucked up.
I always put it down to many in porn coming from abusive backgrounds. A lot of porn people deny that this is as widespread as made out but come on... watch some of those videos on efukt in which pornsters talk about their fucked up childhoods and shit, there are loads. Plus the ex performers who speak out about the industry and talk about their own backgrounds. The porn industry does a lot of PR and has some good cover girls and boys that they use essentially shill for the industry. Everyone is different but I find it hard to believe that someone taking two cocks on their asshole on camera, undoubtedly on drugs due to the inevitable pain, hasn't been through a few things. Not all of them, but a significant number surely.
Ofc it isn't always the case but I think that a lot of pro-sex work people undermine the levels of trauma and mental ill health that exists within that industry.
cos it was a realistic dream?this reminds me....i had a dream that i had a small boner and i couldn't figure out why it was small![]()
I have never had 2 cocks in my asshole or anywhere near me, for that matter, at any point in time. You’re right, there’s definitely people with their fair share of issues in the sex industry. It’s not normal to be able to switch the gears on and off like that. You have to be pretty good at it and began compartmentalization techniques in childhood. However, there are a fair share of “normies” too. I was a Penthouse Pet, a cover girl, a contract star. I looked really good to the public, I’m very well spoken and come off as sweet, but it was a character I invented. I’m just good at playing the game. The person I am/was in my daily life had nothing in common with the girl on screen.@Soso78 I agree that it's a good question. There is a website which has details on shit loads of porn performers who died and how they died. Lots of suicides, drug overdoses and murders which is fucked up.
I always put it down to many in porn coming from abusive backgrounds. A lot of porn people deny that this is as widespread as made out but come on... watch some of those videos on efukt in which pornsters talk about their fucked up childhoods and shit, there are loads. Plus the ex performers who speak out about the industry and talk about their own backgrounds. The porn industry does a lot of PR and has some good cover girls and boys that they use essentially shill for the industry. Everyone is different but I find it hard to believe that someone taking two cocks on their asshole on camera, undoubtedly on drugs due to the inevitable pain, hasn't been through a few things. Not all of them, but a significant number surely.
Ofc it isn't always the case but I think that a lot of pro-sex work people undermine the levels of trauma and mental ill health that exists within that industry.