Yesterday I only took 7 tabs/14mg Loperamide and felt good throughout the day, obviously with the help of the other meds and Kratom. Took 2x2g doses Kratom in the afternoon. At night took 300mg Gabapentin then another 300mg an hour later along with a 0.1 Clonidine and fell asleep watching a movie on the couch then went to bed and I actually slept a few hours. Woke around 3am feeling restless, got up and took 3.5g Kratom and laid in bed, felt myself sweating a bit so took the covers off which solved that problem, short time later I started feeling comfortable, actually laid in bed thinking about normal things instead of the sad depressing things that would normally pop up in my mind. Decided to get up at 4:30 , made some coffee, took a 150mg XL Wellbutrin and I feel ok/normal.
Since I took 7tabs/14mg Loperamide yesterday today ill take 3 tabs/6mg. Im not sure I need any at this point but my plan was to taper so ill stick with it. My original plan was to taper by 1 tab every/every other day and see how I feel, but with the meds ive been rapidly tapering and physically have felt fine. Feb 26 I was taking at a minimum 70 tabs/140mg daily, today March 19 ill be taking 3 tabs/6mg. Going from the 140mg down to 70mg was hell since I had stopped CT with only Clonidine for 5 days. But from the 70mg to today was very comfortable.
My pupils were always pinned these past years, like almost closed. When I quit the Loperamide CT they widened a lot, they were big. But now they are still somewhat pinned, not almost closed but still small. Wonder if its still the Loperamide causing it, or could the kratom, Gabapentin, or Wellbutrin be causing it? Just curious. Im guessing its the Loperamide still in my system.