I was doing this the last couple years. My PO thankfully only tested me once a month, and even then half the time she wouldn't test me. I would take extended breaks from weed and benzos in order to pass the test. How long you on it for?Morning, y'all.
Busy one today... two appointments this morning, errands, then work. Up and at em.
Same old, same old. Coffee, nicotine, bupe, etc. Really missing being able to smoke cannabis, my p.o., bless her heart.
That's awesome man. Yeah I was just on supervised probation for a year or two. Man I really fought to get off that shit. Thought my life would get much better when I did... Boy was I wrong about that one lol
I agree completely. Don't stop talking about it.
Get some "Colosan powder" bro I swear, follow always with fresh juice 1/2 Lemon or Lime and your constipato grief will never fail to see a heaven's worth of relief.Morning, y'all. Hope everyone is having the best morning they can...
Same old song and dance:
Coffee
Nicotine
60mg dxm
15mL black seed oil
6mg buprenorphine
5mg apixaban
4mg ondansetron
RANT TIME!!!
I've been making a real effort at flushing thc from my system for my parole officer, but man I'm done denying myself the only relief I can find. I can't eat any significant amount of food, which with the mandatory bupe that I can't drop any lower for now, means what I can eat still accumulates, and I'm constipated, lowering appetite even more. And besides being miserable, I just can't afford to lose any more weight. I'm already 19lbs. skinnier than I ever was strung out cooking and shooting meth. I haven't worn the pants size I do now since I was an actual CHILD, in elementary school. I had to leave work early last night because I kept feeling like I was gonna pass out.
So yeah, I just want to live halfway okay while the doctors try to figure it out. If my p.o. wants to lock me up for that, go ahead, bitch. I'm going to pick up some green.
I know you guys are tired of hearing me bitch and moan. Sorry.
Saturday. 
True story, was strolling yesterday for some air, I actually hate walking any streets this little block of town, 15, 20 minutes near better but deters mostly.Rise and shine, y'all.
Yeah, not really, it's a solid day of rain and wind over here, good day to catch up on work at home and catch a buzz.
So it's like:
Coffee
Nicotine
Cannabis
15mL black seed oil
60mg dxm
6mg buprenorphine
5mg apixaban
4mg ondansetron
Toying with the idea of a dissociative dose of dxm later today... mebbe.
Hope everyone has a
Actually I recall now because I even astounded a Welsh friend at university, I found even in yes never a q, not even "watered down" just far from pure DXM always mixtures which whole bottle did have a fat dose, worked well on acid.Yeah, there's definitely a way to and a way not to do it. You *can* drink a syrup formulation but all the sugars and sorbitol and other actives muddle it up substantially. Not to mention that it's a compound that, from what I've seen, there's aren't a whole lot of people in the middle to begin with. You either love it or you hate it. There are certain tablet formulations here that are available that are certainly much better options than the syrup if you were looking to dose high, but the level of impact that the cleanliness has on the experience when you have a pure sample turns it into a whole nother species, and I've had some very, very beneficial insights gained while on dxm. It wouldn't make any all-time favorite lists, but it's got it's own unique flavor that I can still appreciate from time to time.
Much more valuable overall on a day to day basis as an opioid potentiator, though.
