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๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Social ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Gibberings ver. CCXIX - "what's new, c*nty chops?"

Lol. Yes, I am a notorious problem. We can laugh and that, but after a while you get siiiicรงcckk of picking up the fractured pieces of your life after your last payday ๐Ÿ˜‚
Trying to stay strong this payday though, I fell asleep at work a couple of times cos of etizolam and don't want to get soaked before Christmas. Even though I fucking hate my job and I'd probably be in a better place to sort myself out without working a desk full time.
 
Lol. Yes, I am a notorious problem. We can laugh and that, but after a while you get siiiicรงcckk of picking up the fractured pieces of your life after your last payday ๐Ÿ˜‚
Trying to stay strong this payday though, I fell asleep at work a couple of times cos of etizolam and don't want to get soaked before Christmas. Even though I fucking hate my job and I'd probably be in a better place to sort myself out without working a desk full time.
"I am a notorious problem" . Love it, lmao. Me too definitely!

Would it make things les stressful for you if the good people of EADD clubbed together to buy you a brolly? Cannae have you getting wet, especially before xmas. perish the thought!
 
"I am a notorious problem" . Love it, lmao. Me too definitely!

Would it make things les stressful for you if the good people of EADD clubbed together to buy you a brolly? Cannae have you getting wet, especially before xmas. perish the thought!
Fuckin autocorrect, SACKED you pedantic shit. But yeah, it feels like my shoes and trousers up to the crotch are soaked in diarrhoea every time I have a lapse and I have to sort out my head and my personal life. And change my shitty kecks. With no sleep for weeks. Whilst taking my A Levels and flying an aeroplane at the same time... it gets harder every time I'm sure if it.
 
Fuckin autocorrect, SACKED you pedantic shit. But yeah, it feels like my shoes and trousers up to the crotch are soaked in diarrhoea every time I have a lapse and I have to sort out my head and my personal life. And change my shitty kecks. With no sleep for weeks. Whilst taking my A Levels and flying an aeroplane at the same time... it gets harder every time I'm sure if it.

Do you play the piano and sing paveroti at the same time?
 
Izzat your daaaaggg???
It's my moms dog, she couldn't live without one.
The last one was called "Poppy" & she was such a good dog but my mom went into a deep depression when it had gone so they got Lilly-bert 4 weeks after the last one had died.

As she has really bad R.A. I have to do things to help out but I am 100% GLAD to walk to their house & take it out for a few hours along the canal or walk it to merry Hill & back again.
I have built such a bond with this dog, I have always had a deep bond with all the family dogs but this one is extra special, It's VERY RARE I'd let a dog wear my Rudraksha but this dog & me are connected in a very special way.

I feed it Prasad (Blessed food) too each time I see it, to some Hindu's this is DEEPLY OFFENSIVE but to any Hindu who really knows their Religious Texts they will know dogs are deeply worshipped by many Hindu's & dogs have a special day of worship in the faith.
 
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@Arnold
 
What a hideously awful day it was at work today. My mood and head is absolutely mashed.

Tempted to take something more than my nightly mirtazapine. But there really isnt any point as it will hit me quite hard on an emptyish stomach and I'll be asleep within an hour and able to press reset with a good nights sleep.
 
What a hideously awful day it was at work today. My mood and head is absolutely mashed.

Tempted to take something more than my nightly mirtazapine. But there really isnt any point as it will hit me quite hard on an emptyish stomach and I'll be asleep within an hour and able to press reset with a good nights sleep.
almost four years to the day since I last "went to work"

by fuck, I don't miss it

I still work, just not at a workplace or for anybody
 
Got switched to an even more remedial version of a1 French today, which feels kind of bad...but it was tough, ngl.

Brightside is that they're putting me in a full time program 5 days a week, more at my speed, with more 1 on 1 time and I at least clear half minimum wage here in France a month for taking the classes (as opposed to nothing before).

Have mixed feelings, it's a greater commitment, but at least I'll be able to pull my weight around the house for 5 months, go out a bit more, socialize, buy a little more pot etc.
 
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