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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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Invegatorture said:
I hate waking up everyday to this miserable reality
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Fucked up isn’t it … the first thing I think of when I wake up is how I’m going to kill myself , then I proceed to watch tv for 12 hours while barely being able to focus on anything through the barrage of more suicidal thoughts then I go to bed and repeat this process , again and again and again , with no end in sight . Unreal
 
Mucky said:
Fucked up isn’t it … the first thing I think of when I wake up is how I’m going to kill myself , then I proceed to watch tv for 12 hours while barely being able to focus on anything through the barrage of more suicidal thoughts then I go to bed and repeat this process , again and again and again , with no end in sight . Unreal
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The best time of the day is bedtime
 
You guys are being too hard on yourselves. I think a vacation would help. You guys are young and some unemployed idk if you can afford it but I’m telling you life is good. Not great, but certainly not shit right now.
 
I went on vacation and it was terrible. Suicidal the entire time. Meltdowns everyday. It’s impossible for me to enjoy anything at all in this state. I feel brain dead. Have zero personality. Headaches. Head pressure. Sexual dysfunction. Akathisia. Insomnia. No emotions. No appetite. Inner restlessness. Anhedonia. Bad posture. Acne. Alogia. Trembling legs. Can’t make eye contact. Fatigue. No hope. Fucked for life. Seen too many people state they didn’t recover after brain burning. Life is not good. Not for me. It’s good you can still enjoy a holiday, but I certainly can’t.
 
I will do it tomorrow. Theres no point in living like this. Sorry guys. Appreciate everyone of you ❤️
 
Rulomaner said:
I will do it tomorrow. Theres no point in living like this. Sorry guys. Appreciate everyone of you ❤️
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Your only 5 months off you will feel better at 12 months and back to normal at 15 you have to dig deep and be strong guy can do this month 3-6 are the worst then it will start gradually improving you should recover quicker from abilify it’s only a partial dopamine agonist and invega is a full agonist and does more damage you will be okay many people have recovered
 
Rulomaner said:
I will do it tomorrow. Theres no point in living like this. Sorry guys. Appreciate everyone of you ❤️
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dont do this, you are still recovering, you will feel better when more time will pass, after more month will pass u will be more aware of your feelings and emotions, and u wont be mentally retarded as u r now, u have to wait and fight, spend this time however u want, bed riden or whatever, dont bash yourself for this and dont think that u permenant demaged, u will see in future u will be better
 
Rulomaner said:
I will do it tomorrow. Theres no point in living like this. Sorry guys. Appreciate everyone of you ❤️
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Please man you have to wait it might get better ??? You might be back to normal in 6 -12 months? Then you will have decades to live a normal life … please wait before you decide to end it …
 
Baddream said:
certainly not shit right now.
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When I was 3 months off, I went on a vacation to a very exotic place where I always liked going, hated and suffered every minute of it.
I've recently been on a vacation, it was shitty but certainly not unspeakable extreme suffering as before.
 
How do you guys deal with the fact that this happend to you? How do you let go of the past?
 
Mucky said:
Fucked up isn’t it … the first thing I think of when I wake up is how I’m going to kill myself , then I proceed to watch tv for 12 hours while barely being able to focus on anything through the barrage of more suicidal thoughts then I go to bed and repeat this process , again and again and again , with no end in sight . Unreal
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Can’t remember how many injections and how long you been off?
 
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