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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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BattlingInvega said:
has anyone else felt suicidal im really struggling. i feel like my life is over
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You are not alone. I’m entering my ninth month and struggle with this. I really think we’re constantly in a depressed state of being because our emotions are blocked. I was wandering today if it’s just me having these thoughts. I was never like this pre Invega.
 
Has anyone been put on invega for depression what is your day to day like mines kinda sucks

HelpMeInvega said:
I’m in a deep depressed sadness too, I went from having everything to having nothing and not being able to function properly and just shit so I feel you! You’re not alone
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I’m the same way I had everything to having nothing I think I’m getting better from Invega my last shot was in April but I can’t seem to move forward I’m just stuck
 
BattlingInvega said:
This feels like God punishing me. I hate my life I think back on what I could do different in the past everyday. I’m getting close to ending myself but scared of sinning. Hopefully God can forgive me I’m at the end of my rope.
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You will be ok, 95% of people eventually recover you just have to give it time, don't give up on yourself.
 
Invegaishell said:
I’ve regretted taking invega since I got it. It is the worst decision that I have ever made. It has made me appreciate sobriety a lot. Sobriety is all we need. I was raised in church and in a Christian school, I am not religious anymore though. From what I know, god forgives all.
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This shit literally zapped my soul and ended my spirituality
 
Kiaf85 said:
Have any of you tried hot yoga? I read that yoga can heal parts of the brain. I want to be that person that unlocks this Invega mystery. I want us all to heal, if I get better, I’ll devote the rest of my life to helping other victims.
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If you want to do anything spiritual you have to do it when you are recovered otherwise its a waste of time someone told me to engage in spiritual activities one year after i'm recovered
 
Masterp423 said:
You think America is worse than Europe?
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Yeah...eastern europe and baltic states are pretty safet
The new streams/amounts this summer are numerous its defenitely a new bigger crisis going on
United kingdom had something like 600.000 in one year
 
apsucks said:
Yeah...eastern europe and baltic states are pretty safet
The new streams/amounts this summer are numerous its defenitely a new bigger crisis going on
United kingdom had something like 600.000 in one year
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I’m going to Spain in October. Is Spain pretty safe in these times?
 
Masterp423 said:
I’m going to Spain in October. Is Spain pretty safe in these times?
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I went to europe six months off Invega Sustenna and had the worst anhedonia and I was over weight! I tried to have fun but ended up falling asleep everywhere, I didn’t feel pretty, and I couldn’t keep up and my whole family was drinking and having fun and enjoying themselves and I couldn’t wait to go back to the villa and sit in bed lol so I would say don’t waste your money unless you feel good to be honest!
 
HelpMeInvega said:
I went to europe six months off Invega Sustenna and had the worst anhedonia and I was over weight! I tried to have fun but ended up falling asleep everywhere, I didn’t feel pretty, and I couldn’t keep up and my whole family was drinking and having fun and enjoying themselves and I couldn’t wait to go back to the villa and sit in bed lol so I would say don’t waste your money unless you feel to be honest!
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Oh fuck! Yeah that’s probably what I’ll feel like. Unless I decide to come off in July then I’ll be feeling better
 
Masterp423 said:
Oh fuck! Yeah that’s probably what I’ll feel like. Unless I decide to come off in July then I’ll be feeling better
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Yeah everything felt really blah and I couldn’t really get into the vibes of the place and couldn’t really party or anything….I tried to drink alot of coffee but really I just felt like a slug and was over weight! My whole family looked gorgeous in dresses and everything ahg just thinking about it makes me cringe to be honest
 
HelpMeInvega said:
Yeah everything felt really blah and I couldn’t really get into the vibes of the place and couldn’t really party or anything….I tried to drink alot of coffee but really I just felt like a slug and was over weight! My whole family looked gorgeous in dresses and everything ahg just thinking about it makes me cringe to be honest
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Goddamn. That’ll be me I’m sure

Yeah I went to Las Vegas and Arizona and California in May of 2021 and I felt overweight and like shit because of the antipsychotics and the Lithium but at least back then I could get a buzz off of nicotine and alcohol because I wasn’t on injectable antipsychotics (Abilify Maintena 400 mg) so that helped but yeah Satan was fucking with me bad that whole trip
 
apsucks said:
I dont know what the point of going on vacation is while you're on antipsychotics literally zero fun
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Yeah my parents go all the time and they always want to take me with them and I get isolated from being alone for so long and having nobody to talk to so I’m like fuck it I’ll go
 
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