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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

Cream Gravy? said:
My wife is going out of town this next weekend. I kinda want to do some drug of some sort, I’ve been fiending lately. I think I’ll use an opioid that won’t have me piss hot like O-DSMT and then maybe try a psychedelic on top. But we’ll see how tired I am.

Work/training has really been taking it out of me and on Thursday I’ll be getting hit with chemical agents as one of the final phases of my job training. I’ve been hit with tear gas before and it sucks. Burns your skin, your eyes, your mouth and sinuses and throat and lungs. Mucous coming pouring out. So who knows if I’ll want to do anything but have a drink Friday night lol

Wife isn’t gone often though. I work a lot now and she is always home so I want to maximize my time alone. She doesn’t mind me using but I just enjoy using more when I’m alone.
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O-DSMT can pop for a false positive for PCP in drug tests sometimes and will be positive for Tramadol. Not sure how thorough of a test they are doing but i would deff be careful if i was you. Some good news tho is the main lab in China just synthed a new batch of O-DSMT and im gonna get 25g's when i get paid to put away for the future. Will deff be giving my girlfriend some when it arrives tho, do you think 50mgs with no tolerance will be enough?
 
cosmic charlie said:
do you think 50mgs with no tolerance will be enough?
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It really depends. 50mg even with tolerance would make me sick personally.

That’s weird that it does false positives for PCP. I can’t think of any reason why that would happen.

I’ll have to look at the panel they tested me with a few weeks ago and see if it includes tramadol. I don’t think it did but I’ll double check before I do anything potentially stupid. Just really wanting something that isn’t booze. Psychedelics aren’t really my cup of tea right now so I’m mostly drawing a blank. Maybe I could try out kratom, I’ve never really given it a a solid go.
 
My policy for myself is that I will never again in my life introduce someone to opioids. Too many people like them too much and fall down the same rabbit hole I'm in. The biggest regret of my life is ever trying opioids recreationally, and my addiction to them has caused me untold amounts of damage both financial and emotional. A not-small percentage of people who take enough opioids to really "get there" end up in the same place as I am. Therefore, I won't introduce people to it. The guilt I'd feel if they fell down the rabbit hole is something I never want to have to live with.

Not telling you what to do or anything, just felt the need to say it. Imagine how fucked up that would be if she was in the middle of a life-altering addiction a year from now.

Psychedelics and dissos are one thing, those are relatively safe (dissos maybe questionable on safety, but the vast majority of people don't experience addictive pull towards them), I have introduced quite a few people to those, but opiates... a whole lot of people are mentally addicted the first time they ever truly "get there". I know I was. I've introduced people to opioids before, one of them was my best friend and he eventually went years addicted to heroin (fortunately before fentanyl), it was life-alteringly bad for him. That was when I decided I wouldn't do that anymore. I did it during my honeymoon phase and we were experimenting with stuff together so I can't blame myself too bad but I used to feel a lot of guilt over it even so.
 
She has done opioids for years at points and loves them, she had a standing Dilaudid script for ages. I wouldnt be facilitating it if she was naive, she mentioned to me in passing if i could get her Hydromorphone but that is like a damn unicorn at this point where i live.

Back in the day i sold many, many people Heroin and chunk of them destroyed their lives eventually. Its deff something that i regret doing but at the time i did it to support my habit so i kinda just went with it. Part of me wants to get some Zene's but that is just not a cup of worms i should open, obviously wouldnt give those to her.

But O-DSMT is pretty tame, id rate it with Morphine. Very safe drug if your smart about dosing it. And yeah Gravy the nausea when you take to much sucks, if i go above 150mgs at once with no tolerance the first couple hrs are rough. But when you get it right such a wonderful drug.
 
Kind lads and lasses, your thoughts on kava would be highly welcome. I, for one, find it a jolly good Monday evening wobble.

Alas, my stomach somewhat begs to differ.
 
cosmic charlie said:
She has done opioids for years at points and loves them
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Maybe an even better reason not to facilitate. No judgement from me, I gave people opiates, but I basically stopped giving drugs in general to people except as a trade or if they were experienced. I had some iffy experiences.

I gave a mate 50mg of 2c-e, but evidently didn't explain that it was minimum 2 doses. He ate the lot and ended up slicing himself up with a broken beer bottle in front of his mother who called the police and all sorts of horror ensued, ive not seen him since. Another lesson learned, don't give exotic psychedelics to suicidal people.

He did however while tripping balls mow my lawn which was kinda helpful but also horrifying because i didnt own a lawnmower. The neighbours did though. Imagine being on 2ce, ketamine, and dexamp and sort of wrestling an illicit lawnmower off a tripping madman. 😳
 
Xorkoth said:
I just had the most unsettled night of sleep. It was bizarre. First, I fell asleep reading... never a good start. Woke up at 5am with the light on and laying partially propped up. Drank a glass of water and peed, and went back to bed with my eye mask on and white noise machine. Then I had a really vivid dream where I was in my parents' house growing up, and I was in my old bedroom, with my brother, sister, sister in law and brother in law. My brother threw up on the floor, and it started spreading, and I could smell it. It was all thick and viscous, and I noticed that there were large cracks in the floorboards, enough that I could see through them to the floor below, to where the puke was plopping onto everything below. Suddenly I was really nauseous, like to where throwing up is imminent. So I ran across the hall to the bathroom (in my dream of course) and made it to the toilet just barely in time, and threw up in it. But as I was throwing up, I could see floorboards inside the toilet drain hole, with cracks in them too, and my barf was dripping down to the floor below.

So then my brother in law was lecturing me and my brother that we had to clean it up. I was like dude yeah, I know, but he kept acting like we were trying to just leave it or something (he would be like that, too). So we went downstairs... but the puke was nowhere to be seen, nor was there anywhere that looked like the area that we saw through the floorboards. The dream then took on a sort of magical feeling, like OH MY GOD, how is this possible?? But the whole time, I was really uncomfortable, because I felt bits of puke stuck in my throat and nose and I could breathe fine, but couldn't clear my throat or blow my nose, like I couldn't make myself push any force through, like those muscles wouldn't work.

But then, I woke up suddenly to my bedroom door closing because she was up for work and had put my cat in my room and closed the door behind him (so he wouldn't fuck with her cat, who he bullies, when she left for work). Immediately I noticed that I had actually thrown up, on my pillow and sheets and shoulder. I actually did have bits of puke stuck in my throat and nose, except now I could cough and clear it. I was pretty distressed, like, what the actual fuck? It was like a wet dream, but with puke (decidedly far less pleasant, and wet dreams are not at all pleasant to wake up to, either). I took my pillowcase off, and wiped up everything else with it. I was really hoping to get a really good night's sleep last night because I stayed up all night on Saturday at a friend's birthday party and only slept 3 and a half hours once I got home, so no way was I going to stay up and wash everything right then, at the crack of dawn, with the sky not fully light. I went to the bathroom to wash myself off, and came back and used a different pillow and moved to the other half of the bed, and covered the spot up with my top sheet and used another blanket and went back to sleep.

Then, I was dreaming again, back in my old bedroom in my parents' house. This time there was a decidedly creepy, nightmarish vibe to things. It reminded me of when I was a kid, that whole back wing of the house used to feel haunted to me and my brother, and my friends. My ex-wife even said she felt that there was a world war 1 soldier haunting the place, who would watch her while she showered and had done bad things in life. I was always scared back there, especially in my room, it always felt like something was watching me through the bathroom door, and from my closet. Then one night in college when I spent the night there, I woke up to a woman in white, standing at the foot of me bed, radiating this feeling of peace and protection. When I came more awake and started to be like wait.... what? She turned and walked out into the hallway, and ever since then, the feeling has been gone.

Anyway, that was in the past in real life, but in this dream, the haunted feeling was back. And at the same time, I really had to poop, like trying to hold it in. Then I started hearing rumbling, and looked outside and there were jet black clouds gathering, and lightning (my white noise machine sound I use is a distant thunderstorm, so go figure). Then wind started blowing insanely hard, and blasting in through open windows. I started running all around and trying to close all of the windows, while I was getting hit with rain and wind through them. And also I kept feeling like I was getting skid marks from holding in the poop. The downstairs floor was filed with old people from my church I went to growing up, and some of them were scared and saying this was the worst storm they'd ever seen, while others were ho-humming and saying they couldn't see any storm and everybody needs to calm down. I checked my pants at some point and sure enough, there was a bit in there. So then I was both trying to close the windows in the house, and trying to hide the fact that I had shit my pants from the old people in my house.

Then I woke up, and really had to poo. And it was also time to get up. You may be thinking that I had my second unpleasant surprise... but fortunately, my pants were clean. 😅

What a strange night. Brains are so freakin' weird.

It's disturbing that I would be able to throw up in my sleep. It wasn't a huge amount, but it wasn't a small amount, either. I had a couple of beers yesterday evening but I wasn't drunk or anything. People can die from vomiting in their sleep.
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Dude, you need to post this on the LAVA dream thread. It's epic! ❤️
 
cosmic charlie said:
My manager just called me on my way to work today and told me not to come in cuz it slow. When i looked back at my texts they never even wrote back when i called out. Im really paranoid im gonna get fired, fuck.

And i was planning on moving out in a few weeks. Think they got pissed and they arr punishing me, or maybe it is that slow. Either way im gonna have a horrible check, not good guys 😔

Went and got some Chinese food tho some Boneless Spare Ribs and Pork Fried Rice With Taro Milk Bubble Tea which is one of my favorite drinks ever now. But i have to stop spending money i bought a bunch of candy, ice pop and a vape also.
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If you know how to work a line, you'll always have a job. I worked in kitchens all my life, from washing dishes to working a line in a brigade. Loved the work and can say it very much translates to chemistry. Hope everything worked out for you.
 
swilow said:
Kind lads and lasses, your thoughts on kava would be highly welcome. I, for one, find it a jolly good Monday evening wobble.

Alas, my stomach somewhat begs to differ.
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I have to say that it's just generally not my favorite, and good lord have I had a lot of it over my lifetime. It's fine, but I have become increasingly bothered by its mild annoyances (insomnia, nausea, gut stuff, taste, etc.)

It's very nice on the tail of a taxing psychedelic, though.
 
hey im about to grab a mg scale on amazon and i don't think i wanna dish out $50 for that Gemini 20

anybody got any recommendations?
 
Pfafffed said:
I have to say that it's just generally not my favorite, and good lord have I had a lot of it over my lifetime. It's fine, but I have become increasingly bothered by its mild annoyances (insomnia, nausea, gut stuff, taste, etc.)

It's very nice on the tail of a taxing psychedelic, though.
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I find it pleasant at low doses, but agreed re: physical effects. Especially the insomnia. I will feel perfectly relaxed but just unable to sleep. I get a very strong physical aversion to it after 2 cups which prevents me from going overboard, but I do enjoy it here and there. Nicer than alcohol imo. Can't imagine how people can drink it throughout the day though.
 
Mr. Krinkle said:
hey im about to grab a mg scale on amazon and i don't think i wanna dish out $50 for that Gemini 20

anybody got any recommendations?
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This is the one i have, thirty bucks and works fine. Ive bought expensive ones before that were hundreds but it was kinda pointless cuz the gemini 20 scales work just as well. If your gonna play with most RC's you deff need one.

Pollux Gem 20
 
swilow said:
Kind lads and lasses, your thoughts on kava would be highly welcome. I, for one, find it a jolly good Monday evening wobble.

Alas, my stomach somewhat begs to differ.
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I got a bottle of extract off Amazon last year and enjoyed it.
I finally got the real thing (some instant kava from a well-known site) last week, and it is infinitely better than the Amazon extract.
I took 50-60% of the recommended 1tbsp dose on the package and it hit me like a truck.

I find it to be a good substitute for benzos to use occasionally for dealing with CPTSD, insomnia, & anxiety.
Just be aware that heavy/daily use can have serious consequences for your health, as with most substances.
 
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