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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

I did 50 mcg of 1P-LSD at it was just like the real thing! Felt like "honest" and "clean" 50 mics of classic acid. I was pleasantly surprised by the power as I had "100" mics off DNM that were weaker than this before. We went for a beachside walk with my friend after the peak stabilized and it was fantastic. Pretty glad I didn't do a full 100 mics blotter as I planned in the beggining - that would probably make walking in crowded areas an anxious horror! Clouds were pretty, the sea was beautiful, laughs plentiful and the lighthouse keeper's lone house on a distant cliff invited us to take a swim so we could partake in the fried coyote feast it's owner was preparing specifically for us. We declined that offer, however.
I feel refreshed and my senses are crispier now. Really takes a nice frying once in a while to stay fresh and energetic.
I definitely will try 100 mics when it gets warmer. Frying both on acid and in the sunshine was on my trips checklist for a long time and swimming in the sea on acid must be fantastic too.
 
Xorkoth said:
Today is the anniversary of my dad's death. I still haven't fully processed that whole ordeal. His actual death was a blessing, he had wanted to die for years. The real trauma was watching ALS change him from the strongest, kindest, most giving man I've known, to an anxious, miserable shell of himself.
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February 7th was the fifth anniversary of my dad's death already, and it still feels like it was only yesterday. Sometimes I still expect to see him sitting in his chair, and often find myself talking to him as though he's still here. You have my deepest sympathy.
 
Hey, I just wanted to say hi to everyone and sorry that I've been such a stranger. In the past few months I've had two car crashes, surgery for a broken shoulder and COVID! I haven't contributed to my LAVA Dream Journal thread in ages and I'm going to post a few right now. Hope you're all doing well.

Peace, Love and Faith,
Dreamflyer
:sleep:
 
Wow, I'm sorry you've gone through all that. <3 I hope things are starting to look up for you.

Can't believe it's been 5 years since your dad passed. I remember like it was yesterday when you were talking about that. Time is so weird...

It's been nearly 4 since my dad passed, too.
 
Damn, it is way too easy to offend people irl these days. The whole identity politics woke thing has just littered the modern workplace with landmines and the only way to avoid exploding yourself seems to be to toe the party line at all times. It's fatiguing, especially when you support much that the progressive side of politics is about.
 
Im what alot of people would consider "woke" but feel like that a silly term and would never imply it to myself. But i would also at the sametime never shove my political beliefs down someones throat. That being said tho me qnd my girlfriend will absolutely judge conservatives in ways when we are talking to ourselves after the fact, but she like me is just not a confrontational person by nature.

Feel like people who have to always lash out for that reason. Mean sure id you wanna ask a question in polite way, but to try and make others feel shitty is just wrong. But i i could also say the same thing about the right, alot of my relatives are VERY off putting for that reason and we rarely speak because of it, but i dont just out and out tell them its why. Its really a messy situation that the world is in right on now cuz of all this.
 
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Woke is a silly word but it works to describe the wild PC dogmas that seem so powerful at the moment. For me, I think freedom of expression is the master value that gives us every other right, so it's strange to see people on my "side" seemingly trying to stifle it. But I do try to avoid offending people because that's an asshole thing to do, unless they really deserve it 😉

Anyway. I did offend a colleague and I don't really think I said anything wrong, I just disagreed with something that I guess was very meaningful to them. It was awkward. I felt bad but also kinda annoyed that I felt bad. It seemed innocuous but you never know when you've hit an ideological powerline with someone until you do. Live and learn.

Have any of you guys watched Euphoria? It's very fucking depressing but quite brilliant...
 
Man i miss the days i was taking aMT, 2c-x chemicals. Really want to to back to those days but im 35 and not a kid anymore. I hate drug laws too. Makes access to shit drugs way too easy and good drugs way too hard. Finally recovering since covid. Its been 13 months. I wont lie i aint left the house properly in 3 half years. Close to killing myself. stay safe guys
 
swilow said:
Woke is a silly word but it works to describe the wild PC dogmas that seem so powerful at the moment. For me, I think freedom of expression is the master value that gives us every other right, so it's strange to see people on my "side" seemingly trying to stifle it. But I do try to avoid offending people because that's an asshole thing to do, unless they really deserve it 😉

Anyway. I did offend a colleague and I don't really think I said anything wrong, I just disagreed with something that I guess was very meaningful to them. It was awkward. I felt bad but also kinda annoyed that I felt bad. It seemed innocuous but you never know when you've hit an ideological powerline with someone until you do. Live and learn.

Have any of you guys watched Euphoria? It's very fucking depressing but quite brilliant...
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Yeah its really hard with some people to even speak casually about some topics cuz they will just dig into whatever you say. Almost seeming like they are looking for there to be a problem so they can jump in to be a righteous warrior. Your a sweet guy and i know you wouldnt mean to hurt somebody's feelings.

The fact we have these crazy trump supporters in the states is a real issue. They take it to a whole new level and become hostile verbally and even take it to physical violence if you have seen a fraction of what they speak of on the news. Do conservative groups down under act in such an extreme manner or is it only disagreements?
 
swilow said:
Hey man! How u getting on? ❤️ I'd love to see Alcest, such evocative music- although their last album was kinda underwhelming... what's news?
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I actually liked the last one a lot, but it doesn't reach Kodama's level. That one and Écailles are my faves.

Thing's been kinda stressful lately, big life changes incoming. I'm moving abroad soon, and the preparations and planning are overwhelming right now. Excited and happy regardless. Haven't posted much around here, but I lurk a lot when I need to take my mind off things, lol. Largely slowed down on drugs, but I plan to drop some acid sometime this week 😛
 
My manager just called me on my way to work today and told me not to come in cuz it slow. When i looked back at my texts they never even wrote back when i called out. Im really paranoid im gonna get fired, fuck.

And i was planning on moving out in a few weeks. Think they got pissed and they arr punishing me, or maybe it is that slow. Either way im gonna have a horrible check, not good guys 😔

Went and got some Chinese food tho some Boneless Spare Ribs and Pork Fried Rice With Taro Milk Bubble Tea which is one of my favorite drinks ever now. But i have to stop spending money i bought a bunch of candy, ice pop and a vape also.
 
cosmic charlie said:
The fact we have these crazy trump supporters in the states is a real issue. They take it to a whole new level and become hostile verbally and even take it to physical violence if you have seen a fraction of what they speak of on the news. Do conservative groups down under act in such an extreme manner or is it only disagreements?
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In Australia, conservative are really just right of centre. By all accounts, you guys are a lot more polarised than we are. But its slowly building here too. For the most part, it doesn't really feature in my life except when I encounter some ideologically driven person. I almost can't help but try to annoy them in as gentle a manner as I can...

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I actually liked the last one a lot, but it doesn't reach Kodama's level. That one and Écailles are my faves.

Thing's been kinda stressful lately, big life changes incoming. I'm moving abroad soon, and the preparations and planning are overwhelming right now. Excited and happy regardless. Haven't posted much around here, but I lurk a lot when I need to take my mind off things, lol. Largely slowed down on drugs, but I plan to drop some acid sometime this week 😛
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Sounds good, man.

I thought Kodoma was close to their best. Was good to get some of the Bm shrieking back, too. But I doubt they will top Ecailles for sheer emotion... so good. Like a sunny childhood morning dream. ❤️
 
Yeah things are terrifyingly polarized in the US. I don't see it so much in real life, but I live in a liberal mecca in the middle of a conservative area. You go out of town and there are still Trump flags everywhere. But I will say that if you're polite to people, they'll be polite to you. I mean it also helps that I'm white, probably.

But online, it's horrifying. I always wonder, do that many people really feel that strongly that people who are [liberal/conservative] are essentially sub-human, evil scum? Or is someone purposely trying to make it seem that way? Are people just not afraid to say what they think online, and they hold it in when they're face to face with me?
 
Anonymity plays a huge role here. Like road rage. We're decoupled from our identities. And can just switch off if it's gets too real.

I do think that western societies have lost a shared narrative and shared moral structure, and so we're grasping for ideology to fill that gap. Unfortunately, the ideologies we are choosing have very different moral values such that it can seem that the "others" are immoral monsters. And this disconnect is certainly of benefit to other nascent superpowers so to some extent, the current culture wars do seem somewhat manufactured. At the very least, they serve a function for those who would benefit from seeing the West in terminal decline. Although I really think you're always going to naturally get extreme tribal behaviour from a planet of 8 billion status-conscious, aggressive primates.

Makes me think that we need the liberating/value shifting effects of psychedelics more than ever. I am however nervous about the not infrequent tendency towards grandiosity and megalomania they have been know to induce.

Anyway, a great book to read, which really changed my views on left and right alike is The Righteous Mind by Jonathan Haidt. Highly recommended.
 
cosmic charlie said:
Yeah its really hard with some people to even speak casually about some topics cuz they will just dig into whatever you say.
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I hear you. That happens when I talk about being Christian, vegan, bipolar, an addict... pretty much anything. As my therapist says, "When people judge you or put you down, it has a lot more to do with THEM than it does with you!".

Peace, Love and Faith,
Dreamflyer
:sleep:
 
swilow said:
I do think that western societies have lost a shared narrative and shared moral structure, and so we're grasping for ideology to fill that gap.
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100%. Although I am not religious and in fact, I moved away from the religion that I raised in, I do think that one of religion's valuable roles is to provide a cohesive shared moral structure and world view. Since that has more or less dissolved, it leaves us disconnected from each other. This makes it far easier for bad actors to drive a wedge between segments of the population.

I also believe that humans crave a sense of connection to something greater, a sense of magic, in our lives. And so many people do not get that these days. I think a whole lot of people feel lost and adrift, and besides the depression that this can cause, it makes it much easier, again, for bad actors to sweep people up into their narrative.
 
They said my funding to be in the halfway house is being cut and i possibly have two days left. They are claiming that they are filing an extension but i dont believe a word these people say. Ontop of it i have a severe sinus infection and two big soars in my nose from all the FXE. Now i have an appointment with an ENT doctor tommrorow cuz im worried the infection could spread. Need to get on antibiotics ASAP.

Not a great day, i noticed the soars last week but thought my nose was just raw, now they are twice as big and its painful. Id advise nobody to go crazy with intranasal FXE like i fid cause its coming back to haunt me. I wouldnt suggest anything but oral/sublingual use.
 
Tried a xylene pull on MHRB after 2-3 initial naphtha pulls in order to get that red "jungle spice" but instead got a surprisingly big amount of just more relatively pure DMT. Yellowish white. No traces of red. Maybe it's different species of Mimosa, maybe in-species variance. Anyway it's a nice surprise to get like 4x the expected yield and a more valuable, although less novel, product.

I now afford binging on this stuff but i'll treat it with a bit more respect than that. Still yet to do my third experience and first breakthrough.
 
I did a xylene pull on it once... god that stuff is horrible. The smell is absolutely awful and pervasive, and it evaporates incredibly slowly. I never tried it again, although I did get a goopy red viscous gel-like liquid that smells of DMT. To do it, I pulled with xylene, and then, if I recall correctly, used vinegar to extract it from the xylene in acetate salt form. I was maybe going to rebase it, but never did. I have also never tried it yet.
 
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