☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: aLL aBoArD tHe MoThErShiP 👽🛸

[tired of crap]

I knew itd be stronger, more akin to snorting. Deciding on 28, for such an increase of BOA, was a stoned lapse of judgement and I knew it within 5 minutes lol Oddly enough though, it wasnt as visual as I had imagined it to be, given the increased BOA. It leaned more towards the body high than visuals

At one point about an hr in, I was vibrating/shaking and really cold... though tbh I was naked and wanking it lol... after I finished I laid in bed, shivering and shaking in ecstasy. Listening to some music (? I honestly cant even recall what was on the YT playlist) just watching the CEV pass... an hr later (T:2) I got up, already on my way down, and went for an hr long walk. Despite walking on the sidewalk (the thought of going on the trails at that hour was too scurry lol), the quiteness, as the burbs were rather still, save for the occasional bout of cars, was peaceful.

I came home and was already drifting back to baseline at about T3(/30?). I ate. the pizza I had prepared earlier and put on a document narrated by Sam Jackson, about the universe, on Netflix... I was asleep by t430

I was surprised by how much the duration was affected (?) by this ROA

 

[Buzz Lightbeer]

Despite walking on the sidewalk (the thought of going on the trails at that hour was too scurry lol), the quiteness, as the burbs were rather still, save for the occasional bout of cars, was peaceful.

Nice...! I also love quiet cities at night.
I used to study in Ghent and like on certain nights there'd be nobody around, you have all the lights, all the beautiful buildings and the sound from my headphones. I danced many a time in like the most well known spots lol, probably some good camera footage there. Despite all my shenanigans and troubles it really was a glorious time, so much fun

 

[Xorkoth]

Huh, interesting. I have always found that the duration of the main effects is around the same with rectal admin, but the total duration is a bit shorter, but only because the come-up is super quick and the tail end drops off quicker, too.

 

[Dreamflyer]

I came to the sad conclusion this past week that it's time for me to break up with Mary Jane.

Even if it's a low THC/high CBD Indica strain, it can still trigger a panic attack... no matter how tiny of a pinch I take. My brain chemistry seems to have changed a lot over the past 5 years or so, and I'm not sure why. Honestly, I think that I damaged my neurotransmitter receptors from all the decades of drug abuse.

I really don't mind though, because the older I get the cleaner I try to live. I've been vegan for over 3 years and I was vegetarian for almost 3 years before that. I literally smoke one cigarette a week over my friend's house.

My current problems are alcohol and benzos because they keep my panic attacks at bay. I've given up opioids, including kratom.

My antidepressants Lexapro and Remeron help quite a bit, but I wish that I felt a lot better. My sleep sucks, my appetite sucks, and my mind races to some pretty stressful places.

I'm still a work in progress, and I hope that I learn a better way to deal with my issues as time goes on.

Thanks for listening,
Dreamflyer

 

[arrall]

My brain chemistry seems to have changed a lot over the past 5 years or so, and I'm not sure why.

If you are biologically male, I’ve seen some claims that testosterone lowering with age in men can lead to more anxiety, and much greater sensitivity to the negative mental effects of cannabis.
This trend seems to be noticeable with many Bluelighters.

 

[cosmic charlie]

Cannabis kinda makes me bug out too honestly, like the beginning of the experience isnt super enjoyable but after like 30-45mins i can kinda dig it. This is when i only use it one off every blue moon, when i start doing it all day i dont get the anxiety so bad. But sadly i have Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome which is a legit curse. Because if i even attempt to start using Weed daily even short as a week sometimes i get violently ill.

Like the worse feeling ive ever known even more painful than opioid withdrawals. Legit vomit every thirty mins for 5-7 days, impossible to be comfortable or sleep. Only things that offers slight relief is being in an extremely hot bath, the last time i ran the water bill up in my apartment by hundreds of dollars. Spent by no exaggeration about 14hrs a day in the tub, having to hold my hands and feet out to not be a complete prune.

My roomate started calling me Swamp Thing

 

[Xorkoth]

Even if it's a low THC/high CBD Indica strain, it can still trigger a panic attack... no matter how tiny of a pinch I take. My brain chemistry seems to have changed a lot over the past 5 years or so, and I'm not sure why. Honestly, I think that I damaged my neurotransmitter receptors from all the decades of drug abuse.

Weed turned on me, and I'm not sure why... it started when I was n a bad period, in an abusive relationship, and had been addicted to opiates for years. At first I loved mixing weed with opiates, but slowly, I started to get more and more anxiety. I got off opiates and out of the relationship, but the anxiety never really left, it only got worse, despite my life having totally turned around and being eventually in the best years of my life. Finally, I just stopped using weed. Now I use it from time to time, but it has to be the right setting, which is pretty much exclusively if I'm listening to live music, or sometimes, playing music (if it's a creative session, not for playing shows or band practice though).

It seems to happen to a lot of people. But I also know people for whom it has never happened. So who knows what it's all about?

 

[Img_9999]

My roomate started calling me Swamp Thing

Lol, can't tell if awesome or mean

 

[Delsyd]

I still love weed. I’ve been a daily smoker for around 20 years. But in the past year I’ve started taking a break from all drugs for extended periods of time. It started with following along with Joe Rogans Sober October. That’s when I realized that being sober was a lot easier than I imagined it being. Most recently I did a month and half of no substances but when I went to California to visit family I couldn’t resist so I started up with weed again. At first it was VERY strong. Like 1 hit is all I needed to get really high. I noticed some twinges of anxiety in those first highs but like Charlie it wears off in 30 min and then I’m left with a relaxing high that I enjoy. I Jump right back into using daily and now don’t have the anxiety anymore. I’m going to take another month of sobriety in May. I’ve started to really enjoy the clarity of thought as well as the tolerance reset. And you can’t beat the dreams that withdrawing from weed gives you.
You also can’t beat the quality of sleep from a 20mg edible and a couple bong rips.
I’ll most likely continue using drugs for the rest of my life but I’ve really started appreciating sobriety as it’s own high.

 

[Dreamflyer]

If you are biologically male, I’ve seen some claims that testosterone lowering with age in men can lead to more anxiety, and much greater sensitivity to the negative mental effects of cannabis.
This trend seems to be noticeable with many Bluelighters.

My dad went on testosterone therapy around my age because it was low, but my energy, libido and strength seem very healthy for a guy in his 50's, so it's probably not that. Anyway, my cheap insurance won't cover testing so I have no way of knowing for sure.

I think it's more of a situational issue. Like, if I have a panic attack under a certain condition then it's bound to repeat itself. I had one years ago on a Ferris wheel, and now I can't go anywhere near one.

Of course, there's also the chemical aspect of the cannabinoids reacting with my neurotransmitters, and that's hard to predict. For instance, when I take Ativan with weed it relaxes me, but when I take Klonopin with weed it makes me feel freaked out.

 

[Mr. Krinkle]

If you are biologically male, I’ve seen some claims that testosterone lowering with age in men can lead to more anxiety, and much greater sensitivity to the negative mental effects of cannabis.
This trend seems to be noticeable with many Bluelighters.

that happened to me in my early 40s and i totally think it was from hormones - an uncle of mine had the same thing happen

ive been smoking herb since my teens and then really tough in my 20s and 30s, and then was i about 42, i was having panic attacks to the point that i thought i was having a heart attack - sweaty palms, chest pain, the whole thing - i just couldn't smoke weed because it was freaking me out big time - so i took about a year off from it - came back eventually but i never came back to where i was before all of that started happening - ive been pretty sensitive to it ever since....i stopped again recently but for a few other reasons too.....

now lets say i do make another comeback - i gotta start light with weaker strains - i have some white tahoe cookies bubble hash that i think is kinda weak sauce, but it works great as a primer - so that's how i work it nowadays

 

[cosmic charlie]

taking a bath on FXE......

 

[cosmic charlie]

 

[SuperPsych]

Doing the last bit of my O-PCE tonight. It's the last of my wonk for 2 weeks Not counting 3-fl-pcp which feels basically inactive, a couple doses of 3-CL-PCP which I am saving for a special occasion cuz I love that shit, powder DXM which is hard to find the time to do and Memantine, which I wanna save for the end of my suboxone taper. Probably gonna order 4 or 5 g FXE when I get paid next.

Been tripping again which has been great. Took a few years off because I developed an anxiety disorder through a few bad living situations. But now I'm living with one of my best friends who also loves to trip. The other week me, him and my other best friend partook in 2cb and DMXE. Me and other best friend (not roommate) also took OPCE and 4-HO-MET and had a swell time. Lots of good music and laughs.

Then the other day I took like 22mg of 4-HO-MET and 2 hours in it wasn't kicking in so I took 16mg 4-HO-MIPT and tripped HARD. Also mixed OPCE throughout. I had forgotten how much better my mental health seems to be when I trip frequently.

I have a 4 day weekend and am thinking of doing a psychedelic amphetamine. DOC or TMA2. Not sure. I have powder TMA2 but the notoriously mis-dosed DOx pellets.

Also, I'm curious of safety issues with 5-meo-mipt/5-meo-dipt and suboxone. Would the mild maoi effect be harmful with those? Got a batch of 5-MeO-MiPT in for the first time in years and it has a special place in my heart and I've never tried 5-meo-dipt but always wanted to amd finally have some, so debating between those and a psychedelic amphetamine.

Also, weed turned on me some years back and I'm only 28. I can smoke it if I'm tripping and enjoy it, but without a psychedelic in my head it freaks me tf out for some reason. Weed just turns on people. It sucks. I miss it. Wish I had something to turn to when craving stronger and harsher shit.

 

[Mr. Krinkle]

 

[Xorkoth]

that happened to me in my early 40s and i totally think it was from hormones - an uncle of mine had the same thing happen

ive been smoking herb since my teens and then really tough in my 20s and 30s, and then was i about 42, i was having panic attacks to the point that i thought i was having a heart attack - sweaty palms, chest pain, the whole thing - i just couldn't smoke weed because it was freaking me out big time - so i took about a year off from it - came back eventually but i never came back to where i was before all of that started happening - ive been pretty sensitive to it ever since....i stopped again recently but for a few other reasons too.....

That is exactly the same path it's been for me, although I'm just about to turn 40... I smoke weed from time to time now, and it's a very strong drug for me now, so I have to be very careful with how much I smoke (or eat)... usually just one hit, and maybe another every so often if the situation calls for it. One extra toke can bring on the anxiety, and it's pretty bad anxiety. Any amount at all will bring me anxiety if I am just trying to use it to relax at home, which sucks because as far as daily drugs to relax go, it's the most harmless and sustainable one.

I do like that I have absolutely no compulsive pull to it anymore, not even the tiniest bit. I also like that it's an actual experience, on par with a psychedelic in intensity, though much cloudier. I usually use it for seeing live music, and it has always had profoundly positive effects on music enjoyment for me, and these days it's on a totally different level of goodness for that than it was when I was a habitual smoker. I also like that I spend $0 a year on weed.

DOC or TMA2. Not sure. I have powder TMA2 but the notoriously mis-dosed DOx pellets.

I have TMA-2 powder, too, but haven't gotten around to trying it yet. But I'm really looking forward to it, it sounds top shelf. It could also be called DOMeO, as it is DOM, with a methoxy in place of the methyl. And I love the DOX family.

 

[SuperPsych]

That is exactly the same path it's been for me, although I'm just about to turn 40... I smoke weed from time to time now, and it's a very strong drug for me now, so I have to be very careful with how much I smoke (or eat)... usually just one hit, and maybe another every so often if the situation calls for it. One extra toke can bring on the anxiety, and it's pretty bad anxiety. Any amount at all will bring me anxiety if I am just trying to use it to relax at home, which sucks because as far as daily drugs to relax go, it's the most harmless and sustainable one.

I do like that I have absolutely no compulsive pull to it anymore, not even the tiniest bit. I also like that it's an actual experience, on par with a psychedelic in intensity, though much cloudier. I usually use it for seeing live music, and it has always had profoundly positive effects on music enjoyment for me, and these days it's on a totally different level of goodness for that than it was when I was a habitual smoker. I also like that I spend $0 a year on weed.



I have TMA-2 powder, too, but haven't gotten around to trying it yet. But I'm really looking forward to it, it sounds top shelf. It could also be called DOMeO, as it is DOM, with a methoxy in place of the methyl. And I love the DOX family.

Thats exactly how weed is for me too these days. I am very careful with how much I smoke and with whom. I rarely smoke at home by myself because my mind will race. I tend to handle it better with one or two close friends or while out doing something. I agree that its a full fledged experience on par with psychedelics. Got too stoned the other week while on DMXE as I was laying in bed with my lover at their place. We proceeded to have the best, most primal sex either of us have ever had. I was just so stoned that sex was the only thing that was keeping me grounded. It was superb. DMXE is a wonderful sex drug for me and weed can be too if I'm careful not to smoke too much.

It's really hard to find the time for psychedelic amphetamines. Don't think I'm gonna get around to trying any of them this weekend. I'm just at home by myself and the thoiught of trying to stay entertained for that long is daunting. At the very least I'd like to have a dissociative or two on hand to pepper in on the tail end of things. Not sure what I'm gonna do on my 4 day weekend. I took 55mg of Memantine today. Don't feel anything really but its only been 3 hours. Don't want to take too much and screw up the possibility of taking something tomorrow. I'm leaning towards 4-FMA since I've tripped 2 out of 3 of my last weekends and I don't have any proper dissociatives. Will probably take time off this summer to indulge in DOC because I've been hankering to give that another go as its been 10 years almost since my one trip with it. I look foirward to hearing what you think of TMA-2. A lot of mixed reports but the positive reports make it sound like a worthwhile chem

 

[cosmic charlie]

What a bummer this band broke up.
Their live shows look like such a good time

 

[kiely]

I love it. . I'm going to frame that. In a black frame in a corner on the wall.
You know how I love art. If not, you know now.
I laughed out loud for the smile.
Thanxx.
Von Krinkle Underground.
Fkn the best ever. heeee

 

[swilow]

Weed turned on me, and I'm not sure why... it started when I was n a bad period, in an abusive relationship, and had been addicted to opiates for years. At first I loved mixing weed with opiates, but slowly, I started to get more and more anxiety. I got off opiates and out of the relationship, but the anxiety never really left, it only got worse, despite my life having totally turned around and being eventually in the best years of my life. Finally, I just stopped using weed. Now I use it from time to time, but it has to be the right setting, which is pretty much exclusively if I'm listening to live music, or sometimes, playing music (if it's a creative session, not for playing shows or band practice though).

It seems to happen to a lot of people. But I also know people for whom it has never happened. So who knows what it's all about?

I had to stop smoking because of this. I actually feel like it's got something to do with life stresses though. I smoked a few grams over a couple of weeks about 18 months ago and it was fucking great, was absolutely living this WWII documentary series. But when my life was really shit, I would just spiral into complete headfucking anxious rumination every time I smoked. I actually get very little anxiety at all anymore since I stopped, been 3+ years since i was a dedicated pothead. No real desire to smoke again.