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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 How High Are You? V. How Much Wood Does a Woodchuck Chuck?

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Holy slight diesel, not ether, smelling pearly almost breaks into flakes, smooth feels buttery between 2 fingers, and hits like a Mack Truck flying the Concord, just a ringer that honestly for just a sec thought would end me, motor control just fucked all jerky trying to lie down, .15 banger of cocaine. All that 16 days into a 2 week bender. Anyone had coke like that? Not even feeling fatigue, WTF. New zip start small, dont just dive in per regular is good advice. When the dealer says just be careful as he hops out the truck, be careful.
 
Tryptamino said:
Well, today I made some potent PST and chewed the last bit of the leaves with some bicarb and oh boy, it’s lovely. Quite expensive though. Not sure if i should buy more coca either as it’s actually pretty physically taxing like cocaine.

The coca tea had practically no effect, but I made a coca wine type thing that worked a treat.

Adding mushrooms to that sounds interesting, in a microdose. I feel like it’d be a lot of physical side effects, the poppy+coca already has my body a bit mad at me.
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It was below a standard functionally tripping dose and a microdose.

My thinking was to experiment with psychedelic mind expansion with the 🍄 to alternatively interpret the lecture, pst because I was an opiate addict at the time + to counteract the neg side effects, coca tea to help with focus, and the honey because I fucking love weed
 
Today is my day off so besides getting my 2nd hepatitis b vaccine shot I scooped up a pack of strawberry shortcake king palms + a Canada dry vanilla cream, and hit the edibles sale at the dispensary so today im at:
1.5g lions mane extract
16mg suboxone
37.5mg adderall ir
4 - 9.5mg thc/.5mg cbd capsules
2 - 5mg thc/.25mg cbd gummies
A few king palms of GushMintz
1g Platinum Jack cart (by Magnitude. 85% thc)
50mg nicotine ElfBar
 
I feel pretty faded umm idk. I did .5mg of c-lam and plugged about 4mg hydromorphone. I’m definitely nodding quite hard and have people watching me with narcan on hand. But I feel really really good.
 
Soon it'll be 2 weeks with caffeine as my only psychoactive. No weed, no kratom, no alcohol save for one tasty beer. More profound substances can always wait for months. I trust those headspaces to remain as dear friends. I still have the occasional smoke of tobacco and CBD bud but that doesn't count. I catch myself feeling better than ever. I should spend more time like this.

I've started a new painting that is very meaningful and expressive, at least to myself. It feels like getting a lot of old junk emotion out of my system.

Throughout my adolescence and young adulthood i have gravitated towards weed as a crutch. Nothing else has come close to this allure. It is the symbol of escape and solace and dignified resistance. Perhaps i'm ready to actually be a complete person without this constant itch i've been feeling. Trying to convince myself and keep myself accountable. I've done so much work to feel better. I also have other people to thank for it.

Having my stuff readily available helps with abstaining, as i don't confuse cravings with the existential crisis of wondering if i'll ever be high again. I do not plan to ever cut weed out of my life, but if i could reduce my usage by like 95 %, that'd be good.
 
Sup great Blue yonder
Nightraver still game
300mg oxy usual roa since about ten am
Just started staggering gaba p
1200mg every twenty minutes till in sweet zone
Had a few vapes of some really tasty amnesia lemon haze as the morning progressed and will continue as the day progresses/need takes
100mg naproxen
Few cigarettes and a fckn glorious mug of tea
Have a great day everyone and peace out
Nightraver
 
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