AngelsandFairiesarereal
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Thank you for your response. I like how you said at least you got a few decades out of it. It’s funny how someone can sometimes say something in a perspective that makes you think “huh yea I never thought of it that way”.I am 28 and have basically stopped altogether starting at age 26. I started smoking at 14 and was a daily smoker until 25. I've always loved weed. Enjoyed the effects that it had as well as the medical benefits that it provided me. Then one day it just switched. Smoking was a guaranteed panic attack, or if I was lucky an anxiety attack. I've still been able to smoke high CBD buds but anything over 3%THC I am very careful with.
Recently I've been finding myself miss it a lot, so I've started a new technique. I'll take one hit of high THC bud a night. I'm doing it in hopes that I can get my tolerance up again and learn to like the effects again. Weed has always been more enjoyable for me when I have a tolerance. My tolerance is so low that these past few nights, just one small hit of 15% THC flower has gotten me super stoned, but its been manageable and I've been able to find some enjoyment out of the effects. I also find that it helps if I'm smoking with my partner or a close friend. Smoking with my partner, if things get intense I can just cuddle them and hold on for dear life and it keeps me in a peaceful headspace despite the intensity. If I'm with a close friend, then the stoney conversation seems to distract me enough from overthrowing and triggering a panic attack.
I do still keep 10%CBD+ weed around so If I overshoot and get too stoned, then I can smoke some of that and level myself out
I really hope this technique works. If it doesn't, then I'm likely giving up cannabis for the remainder of my life, and that thought saddens me.
But as others have said, weed just seems to turn on people as they get older. It sucks but at least you got a few decades out of it
It’s funny you mentioning CBD, years ago I was in this little hippy town & went to this psychic for fun. & she actually said to me … in the future CBD is going to help you but Not THC. She brought it up outta no where I didn’t even mention it, & I just remembered that reading what you wrote.