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@F.U.B.A.R i recall you saying that moving away from BL massively helped you cut down on drinking. gotta say same for me. i had a while where i was horrendously ill and on antibiotics that you genuinely couldn't drink with. i tried but it made me feel the worst i've felt since my last proper rattle.

my mental state is better, i'm calmer, i've been more active with my buddhist community, reading more, i've made progress on a problem that myself and my colleague have been working on for nearly a year with 0 progress and is fucking hard. at first i was replacing my time on BL wasting time elsewhere on the internet, but now i spend it doing stuff irl, or if i'm online its usually chatting to irl friends.

honestly if anyone is spending too much time on here and are noticing problems with their mental health, i'd consider stepping back. BL didn't cause my massive relapse into cPTSD so i'd still have had an awful year for mental health but i'm just amazed at how much more even my mood has been, and how much calmer. and how that changes the second i engage with certain people on here.
Well done you two!


I tend to post more here while on a run, rather than posting here making me go on a run of booze and madness etc


Agree 100% about internet time being poor for mental health though; between work and a screen addiction it seems like I look at a screen 16 hours a day and it really isn't great for my head. I have began leaving the phone at home during non work hours and it helps a lot
 
Writing an article today for my project's medium page

I love writing articles. I took all day yesterday and all day today off regular duties to write it and took my family for a day out, wrote it this morning in an hour, edited it for two hours and taking another 24 hour break before I hand it in

The editor basically sucks my dick and doesn't edit anything before greenlighting for publishing; easy street
 
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@F.U.B.A.R i recall you saying that moving away from BL massively helped you cut down on drinking.

@chinup

Tbh, it was moving away from drinking that massively helped me cut down on BL..!

I've not been around much recently simply because I'm a right antisocial cunt when I'm not twatted - as opposed to staying away because BL triggers me.



But I'm glad to hear you're feeling more positive now chinup and if that means you have to step away from BL periodically then so be it.

Unfortunately, there are cunts everywhere, and no more so than on t'interwebz. But as a fully paid up misanthrope, the beauty of online intercourse (fnarr, fnarr) as far as I'm concerned is that you can turn the fuckers off. An ability sadly lacking IRL...
 
Happy Halloween bitches.
0n October 25, 2012, NYPD Office Gilberto Valle was arrested and charged with conspiracy to commit kidnapping after his estranged wife Kathleen had turned her computer over to the FBI following using spyware and uncovering Gil's sexual obsession with cannibalism. He'd been sharing photos of her and other women with other cannibalism fetishists and writing in graphic detail about how badly he wanted to have her kidnapped, raped, tortured, killed, and eaten. Was Gil planning on killing his wife and other women? Or was he does sharing fantasies? Did he get arrested and sent to prison for committing nothing more than thought crimes? We dig into Gil's story today, and take the longest look at cannibalism we've done so far. What is humanity's history with cannibalism? Is it bad for you? Why do some people become sexually aroused by the thought of eating human flesh? All this and more on another morbidly curious edition of Timesuck. Happy Halloween!

 
@F.U.B.A.R i recall you saying that moving away from BL massively helped you cut down on drinking. gotta say same for me. i had a while where i was horrendously ill and on antibiotics that you genuinely couldn't drink with. i tried but it made me feel the worst i've felt since my last proper rattle.

my mental state is better, i'm calmer, i've been more active with my buddhist community, reading more, i've made progress on a problem that myself and my colleague have been working on for nearly a year with 0 progress and is fucking hard. at first i was replacing my time on BL wasting time elsewhere on the internet, but now i spend it doing stuff irl, or if i'm online its usually chatting to irl friends.

honestly if anyone is spending too much time on here and are noticing problems with their mental health, i'd consider stepping back. BL didn't cause my massive relapse into cPTSD so i'd still have had an awful year for mental health but i'm just amazed at how much more even my mood has been, and how much calmer. and how that changes the second i engage with certain people on here.
I haven’t been around and I don’t know how hard you’ve had it this past year @chinup you can PM me anytime if you wish.

Taking a step back is sometimes often the best thing and I’m glad you’ve found yourself more able to participate in real life. I know over covid I completely retreated from real life and cut myself off from a lot of my social circle. It’s hard to get back into it but I am feeling much happier and more content now that I’m getting out there again. I wish the same for you.

Take your time and give yourself space to work through what’s happening. I hope you are able to access some therapy? Again, if you ever need to just talk, my PM is open. I’m hoping the best for you. ❤️
 

59kg of cocaine. and all i need is an ickle bag, maybe just a kilo would do me fine. for a while.

how much for a lifetimes needs i wonder :unsure:
 
Happy 40th Anniversary to Channel 4 News

Let's hope the Tories fail in their efforts to sell'em off and shut 'em down

 
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