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All i ever wanted was a home

Robi said:
your baby is gonna come out shakin maracas
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Robi said:
i never had tongue taco
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n3ophy7e said:
Is that a euphemism, or are we still talking about actual food tacos :LOL:
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I think she's talking about lengua tacos, which are made from cow tongue. It's a traditional Mexican type of taco, very tender and juicy.

I'm half Mexican and grew up closer to the Mexican half of my family. Lengua tacos are legit and very yummy!! :love:
 
All the tacos said:
I just need somewhere to vent a bit.
Currently im still living in my van. For awhile i was parking behind a vacant rental space next door to my work. It had a nice dark corner i could back into and i felt safe. I could put up some dark sheets for a bit of privacy from the random passer-by and i never got bothered. Well that space got tented and its now a used appliance store so now im stuck sleeping in parkinglots.
My anxiety is through the roof again from not sleeping well and there have been moments i have got the urge to stick a needle in my arm so bad that i almost give in.

On top of all this i have to have a colonoscopy next month due to repeated diverticulitis episodes. I make to much money to qualify for assistance so im paying out of pocket.
I dont have a home to prep for this procedure so i have to rent a room for a couple nights.

On a good note i have been able to save some money for a place for me and my daughter who is staying with her mom for now. She hates it there and has been pressuring me to find a place but all these things keep coming up. My van needs work and im hoping it makes it through the winter.

I was hoping to get more things accomplished before im committed to rent and bills again. There a lot of little things that have been chipping away at my ability to put back more money like gas, always having to eat out and rooms when its to cold to sleep in my van.

Oh and i have no friends cause i have trust issues and got tired of being used or pressured to drink just to hang out. So i guess you guys are my friends now.
I also want to warn yall i can be bi polar as fuck at times. Ill be feeling like putting an end to it all one moment and next day im having time of my life.
Thanx for reading. I have no life at the moment and just need a friend even if it is a bunch of strangers ill probably never meet.
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Maybe right now focus on getting into a place for you and your daughter. Even just a small place that's affordable. You will feel so much better about things when you do. More confidence and a sense of pride. Then just do one thing at a time. Little by little, don't overdo yourself with tasks. And yes you have friends here. You can hit us up anytime. Be well friend!
 
n3ophy7e said:
Mate, watch your step. You're in my territory now and I will not hesitate to issue you warning points for posting against the BLUA and forum guidelines. Go back to the Lounge please.
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I have that dude blocked 🚫 couple of fries short of a Happy Meal.
 
n3ophy7e said:
Please, of all the people on Bluelight, do not ask acklac for help. He is generally full of shit.


Is that a euphemism, or are we still talking about actual food tacos :LOL:

I still dream about the salmon tacos I had when I lived in San Diego <3 <3 <3
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One of my best-buddies will be going from his own bbqtruck to a full-blown restaurant here in the next week. I can help.

"The Taco Truck - Taco's Taco's and nothing but Taco's":

Tacos from the North, East, South and West - The Taco Truck - Taco's with limitless options!"

It will work, I garuntee it....
 
Seriously, OP, if you were willing to move the Midwest I could probably get you a job, a good job...

But yeah, glad to hear you're getting back on your feet again. Good deal. 👍
 
acklac7 said:
One of my best-buddies will be going from his own bbqtruck to a full-blown restaurant here in the next week. I can help.

"The Taco Truck - Taco's Taco's and nothing but Taco's":

Tacos from the North, East, South and West - The Taco Truck - Taco's with limitless options!"

It will work, I garuntee it....
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acklac7 said:
Seriously, OP, if you were willing to move the Midwest I could probably get you a job, a good job...
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Please stop promising people jobs. Do not bring that shit in to this forum where some people are truly desperate for genuine assistance, that which you cannot provide.
 
n3ophy7e said:
Please stop promising people jobs. Do not bring that shit in to this forum where some people are truly desperate for genuine assistance, that which you cannot provide.
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You think I don't struggle? You think I don't feel pain.

You think wrong.

I'm sick.

As we all are...
 
n3ophy7e said:
Then get off the internet and get some genuine help, like we have all been encouraging you to do for the last few months. Stop being a nuisance here, and use your energy to get yourself some real help.
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Get help for what, my reality, or yours?

.....
 
I'm in reality.

Reality? I'm living it.

It's you that needs my help. Not me that needs yours.

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