Upon waking, once again, I found my energy moving in ways that are not conducive.
Struggling through the pressures of what I had not realized yet was another blockage, I managed to contort and twist my subtle energies to the point of releasing (again, with that very noticeable "giving sensation") another blockage and as per habit or something - in my astonishment or what I do not know - continued to move my energy in the same movements and patterns only to find that whatever was obstructing the flow was definitely gone. Perhaps a double check. Perhaps habit. I cannot yet be sure.
Perhaps I overlooked the problem since yesterday afternoon, for I was sure I sensed many errors that I was yet to fix and yet somehow had ignored them and as a result was astonished to find that - yes - there were several more blockages impeding my progress in healing. As far as I can tell now, which then could not, the majority of these remaining obstructions that I can now feel seem to be rather 'minor' and have thus begun to refer to them as such.
In the case of energetically working with the current so called "minor" obstructions, I have noticed that the natural flow of my energy is only impeded somewhat in working with these "nodes" of blocked energy. That isn't to say that there is no resistance in the positive flow of my traveling subtle energies. What seems to be the case in working with or against (depending on who you are reading this): the most notable difference in such is that these minor blockages seem to merely "slow" [my] flow of the energy, rather than twist in the opposite direction.
In a way, it is a relief to be working with more manageable obstructions, but the sensations I'm getting are just as bad.
As can probably be assumed, however, as I go through these one by one, my educated guess is that the physical or psychic sensations will eventually not be as impacting. Because of these bizarre sensations, I have not been able to drive to some of my appointments.
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In other news, I have seen Vraylar advertised on the television and can't help but wonder if they're pushing this one onto people due to a high supply and small demand. Seems like a conspiracy, perhaps, but if you think like a major conglomerate, it's not hard to see the correlation or trend.
Also, here's an Easter Egg for you: the psychiatrist that prescribed Vraylar to me had samples of this med in her cabinet. I actually still had a few until I remembered them and promptly disposed of them.
