dragonix
Bluelighter
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Disposed of a disposable nicotine vape before I finished it at work as I didn't want the side effects I knew were coming with regular heavy use and no chance for it to wash out of the system just building up levels constantly nearly rare was the hour that passed except alseep without nicotine being inhaled as of most recently yet I want to quit for health and finances ànd how it alters my daily routine for the worst unbelievable how it hijacks the brain and mind.
So I cannot seem to want to choose to deal with the symptoms which fresh air breathing exercise like qigong in the backyard would help as it is woven into my psychological trauma now I feel I need it to cope with my life conditions at present and job this morning going on 48 hours in have to work at nine I am choosing to get nicotine before seven today FML at least it isn't like hey I need some meth, crack, or heroin or booze before work today lol
So I cannot seem to want to choose to deal with the symptoms which fresh air breathing exercise like qigong in the backyard would help as it is woven into my psychological trauma now I feel I need it to cope with my life conditions at present and job this morning going on 48 hours in have to work at nine I am choosing to get nicotine before seven today FML at least it isn't like hey I need some meth, crack, or heroin or booze before work today lol
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