Ganjcat
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I'd have saved the spliff for after I've had some sleep.personally after day and night raves for 3 days I found codeine to be perfect it's actually how I first got a taste and addiction to opiates I swear to this day I was mentally addicted after the FIRST time I took codeine it just felt... To good, in because of tolerance I hardly ever feel that good off opiates now although now and again I will hit the sweetspot have a nod and feel that lovely warm feels and other sensations when I feel like this I end up redosing until I nod back out and repeat until I run out I am honestly just about done with heroin I can see it's not helping anymore although I defo did need it to numb my emotional pain which has been the worst emotional pain I've ever felt most of you know why, but taking and getting anymore isn't gonna help now just make it worse, not that I could anyway because I'm skint and I literally owe every penny to my dealer another reason I'm done with the shite I've had a good run but I feel like I am meant for more in life which isn't saying much tbh lolGot some primo meth for the first time after a break, took my last hit 8+ hours ago and I'm still highly... elevated?Unfortunately I haven't been able to get any 'zos, except for a tiny crumb of lorazepam I had lying around. I reckon sleep ain't gonna come easy.
Gonna take some kratom and smoke a spliff, we will see about the rest.