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Gibberings ver. CCXVIII - Itsanewdawnitsanewdayitsanewsiteformeyeah....

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sounds sweet man.

your kids will thank you for making the effort. though my mum and dad are still married he is a workaholic so we didn't get to do many activities with him as kids. i forgive him cos i was mostly in my own head my own childhood so didn't notice so much, but my sister did and thus doesn't.


I'm not a great dad, I'm an alcoholic stoner who is an under achieving over achiever, but one of the best realizations I have had lately is how much more time with my kids is worth than the salaries I wasted so much time for

I hope my kids are tough and smart in the end
 
Suspect that I accidentally took some MDMA last evening

When I woke today and ate the roof of my mouth does that pins and needles shite that always happened after a MDMA sesh

Plus it was like 4 hours later than I normally wake

And I was on the piss with a purveyor of just such a substance until 4am and did remember I was gushing euphoria style for a bit lol
 
Suspect that I accidentally took some MDMA last evening

When I woke today and ate the roof of my mouth does that pins and needles shite that always happened after a MDMA sesh

Plus it was like 4 hours later than I normally wake

And I was on the piss with a purveyor of just such a substance until 4am and did remember I was gushing euphoria style for a bit lol

You lucky cunt.

I would 'accidentally' take MDMA any day of the week... 😜
 
Had some morphine the other week.
Not bad but nothing to write home about.
 
happy birthday ZB/Gabe

and anyone else who is having a birthday today

any of you good pet psychologists? i have a very defective cat
Both Gabe & I are touched by your comment.

Coke is so odd, just had a pipe & hunting through the women on a live cam service I use. Had all the lust flowing through me alongside the hit of good rock, picked the woman etc and it all went away, I felt so sorry for her that this was her job, grotty men like me keep this poor woman in this job by paying cash to see her do acts on the internet etc.......I felt such guilt & like I'd just done a bad crime.

A guilty conscious on rocks???!!!
Usually I'm not thinking that deep at all on it. Well that's a first for me.
 
I was deeply touched earlier, my ex from years ago but we still have deep connection for each other if you know what I'm on about? It's like we could still get married tomorrow no issue, she made me some e-card with all these important events on during our time together like when I passed out drunk & she covered me in make up & I went to the shop like it, when we had a water pistol fight in public, taking her kid round a local castle, my first taste of Lutefisk (Lye fish voted on a regular basis one of the worst foods ever)

I was so moved & to see how I've grown over the time we been apart. In many of the many I look like some shady bloke who would sell dope on the street corner, at least now I look like some junkie old man who just wants to score, go back home, listen to BBC Radio 4, some ghost stuff on Really then go to bed after doing his Rosary prayers.
 
I was so moved & to see how I've grown over the time we been apart. In many of the many I look like some shady bloke who would sell dope on the street corner, at least now I look like some junkie old man who just wants to score, go back home, listen to BBC Radio 4, some ghost stuff on Really then go to bed after doing his Rosary prayers.
Yet the reality is you're lusting over cam girls while smoking rocks, so looks can be deceptive eh ;)

I'll wish you an ok birthday. I would've wished you a happy one but you made me cross when you wished serious harm/death on the majority of the forum a few weeks ago, so you'll have to settle for 'ok' on this occasion

If today really is your birthday you share it with two old friends of mine who i like very much, and they can be regular dramatic foot-in-mouth dumbass too. Fkin Scorpios
 
sorry ZB if you wished death on me i will have to revoke my birthday wishes and also just wish you an OK birthday.

though i do sympathise with feeling a conscience while smoking light honestly what a nightmare. main thing i dislike about recovery is getting a conscience. it stops me doing what i want. must make using a lot harder to actually have a conscience while doing so.
 
Yet the reality is you're lusting over cam girls while smoking rocks, so looks can be deceptive eh ;)

I'll wish you an ok birthday. I would've wished you a happy one but you made me cross when you wished serious harm/death on the majority of the forum a few weeks ago, so you'll have to settle for 'ok' on this occasion

If today really is your birthday you share it with two old friends of mine who i like very much, and they can be regular dramatic foot-in-mouth dumbass too. Fkin Scorpios
FFS 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Yeah man me,good rocks & cam girls have a horrific history. My phone will need to be burned when I'm fully done with it. You know me too well it seems.

An ok birthday will do I guess, my view on MRNA injections gets heated at times. I've had so many people who have had it wish me a Covid death & when I'm all tweaked out sometimes my temper gets the better of me. If I offended you I'm sorry.

Yeah man it is my birthday, check your DM's in a few mins.
 
sorry ZB if you wished death on me i will have to revoke my birthday wishes and also just wish you an OK birthday.

though i do sympathise with feeling a conscience while smoking light honestly what a nightmare. main thing i dislike about recovery is getting a conscience. it stops me doing what i want. must make using a lot harder to actually have a conscience while doing so.
I don't remember hating on you, many of the people who have gone down a path I don't want to have bashed me for 18 months & when I'm way to tweaked out on white my temper goes crazy, I am sorry if I offended you.

IMO you are good @chinup you got yourself off a huge habit & done well in your life, I Salute that 100%
 
no you didn't offend me ZB and can totally relate to going off on one when you've been up a bit too long on the light.

i hope your feeling better from your vomiting thing i'm a bt worried if you're nodding out you might choke and expire.
 
FFS 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Yeah man me,good rocks & cam girls have a horrific history. My phone will need to be burned when I'm fully done with it. You know me too well it seems.

An ok birthday will do I guess, my view on MRNA injections gets heated at times. I've had so many people who have had it wish me a Covid death & when I'm all tweaked out sometimes my temper gets the better of me. If I offended you I'm sorry.

Yeah man it is my birthday, check your DM's in a few mins.
Happy birthday in retrospect lad


I was at a party yesterday and ate loads and loads but, sadly, I didn't have much fibre in that food

 
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