I counted my acid stash today and found, to my sorrow, that I only have 87 trips in 5 separate blotter types. That’s definitely not going to last my intended lifetime. Not at a rate of one a week anyway.
On the plus side I only have 1.5 g of meth to get rid of before I can be done with it.
I know it probably doesn’t feel like it, but I do get the feeling somehow you are making strides.
It’s like rowing. You have to put some welly into those oars, get some momentum going and maintain it, hard work to the finish line.
It’s an undertaking, not that sort lol, but a very cool alternative application of the word.
You can’t expect overnight success, or ease.
But you clearly have will. Keep believing I’d say, as belief can make us or break us, and it’s unquestionably “possible” for you to gradually acclimate to being less dependant on, affected by, drawn towards Meth.
It’s what you want right? (Rhetorical), so just take a day or week at a time, any small strides.
I’m not doing great myself on reducing benzos. I realise you need a decent support structure and favourable, non inflammatory mega stressful home and environment.
I have maybe 550-600 Acid tabs at a very consistent close average of 100 ug I still profess from gauge.
5.5 weeks off now. Just not the time or situation for me to trip currently, but it’s really not needed, I would do it if it was likely to be a comfortable, enjoyable and worthwhile time.
Remember to see the half full glass.
