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Coffeeeeeeee
16mg Suboxone
300mg Bupropion
5mg Aripiprazole
Oatmeal
Coffee
Doing a group today for two hours and then got a job interview at noon![]()
Luckily for me it wasn't boat-mealI hope you aren't tripping balls from that oatmeal during your interview.
You know, I’ve eaten 3500 E’s, at least 1500 Acid trips, gram lines of ketamine, this that, and that, smoked weed forever, only vaporize due to allergies now, but all ways before, with tobacco.Sertraline 300mg
Dihydrocodeine 450mg
Valproate 400mg
Cans of Cider 4
Cigarettes 14
Cyclizine 100mg
Naproxen 500mg
Omeprazole 20mg
Quetiapine 25mg
You know, I’ve eaten 3500 E’s, at least 1500 Acid trips, gram lines of ketamine, this that, and that, smoked weed forever, only vaporize due to allergies now, but all ways before, with tobacco.
I’ve plugged LSD, taken it by eye, eaten humongous amounts of THC, but never once in 41 years through a full poly drug social youth, have I smoked, nor even taken a single puff on an actual cigarette I can honestly say.
I never once smoked tobacco on its own for own’s sake, only with cannabis.
The only point I’m making, that’s quite a rare and unlikely demographic.
I’m severely allergic to all tobacco smoke since 2005, I can’t go into an enclosure of any sort with passive smoke for even 20 seconds.
Until that event, everywhere I went, all friends, parties, gardens houses etc, became immediately off bound.
Talk about disruption to social life and options.
Well, I suddenly, upon developing Lyme Disease after a tick bite, along with multiple bizarre chronic conditions and trillions of sudden allergic reactions to anything and everything and more, became unable to passively, or directly inhale tobacco smoke without a very severe allergic respiratory reaction.Is this you guessing/assuming or have you been tested for/diagnosed with a tobacco/smoke allergy?
I was never that into smoking - although I always loved the smell of second-hand smoke, even as a kid. I have a long history of eating disorders and started smoking for the appetite-suppressant and metabolic increase effects. I'm better now, but still smoke just because I do enjoy it.
Well, I suddenly, upon developing Lyme Disease after a tick bite, along with multiple bizarre chronic conditions and trillions of sudden allergic reactions to anything and everything and more, became unable to passively, or directly inhale tobacco smoke without a very severe allergic respiratory reaction.
I would have to up and dash out of a room or a house if somebody lit a cigarette up indoors.Lyme Disease trashed my immune system, rewired my nervous system, you wouldn’t believe the scope and severity of the allergies.
I still have to vehemently avoid passive tobacco smoke in any form.
Thanks, I’ve learnt to live with it, mindfulness, ingenuity and discipline.I'm really sorry to hear that. Do you carry an epi-pen or at least get prescribed anti-histamines to help you out with the symptoms?
I know how awful allergies are. Especially common one's that are really hard to escape! I have to take Cyclizine and Loratadine every day because I'm allergic to pretty much every type of pollen (especially grass pollen, I break out in hives), dust, dust mites and newspaper print.
Thanks, I’ve learnt to live with it, mindfulness, ingenuity and discipline.
It’s not anaphylaxis, not fatal in minor exposures, just a major prolonged sufferance.
I know exactly what I can and can’t do, have an excellent and fine tuned bodily intuition to assess all things and anticipate risks.
It’s the discipline which is the hard thing but I’m working on that. I had it for years, solidly, but broke eventually.
Thanks. I’m definitely mindful, I’ll gladly accept that one. I am actually very conscious. I don’t mean clever, right, advantaged, just literally conscious, awake, except it’s arguably a nightmare to be awake in this reality.Well you certainly seem very level-headed and mindful,
Thanks. I’m definitely mindful, I’ll gladly accept that one. I am actually very conscious. I don’t mean clever, right, advantaged, just literally conscious, awake, except it’s arguably a nightmare to be awake in this reality.
No drugs yet today, rough night, appointment with a homeopath in 4.5 hours.
Gotta do full allergy mucus clearance from lungs first, hot shower, will feel way better then.
I’m hurting for benzos for high anxiety and PTSD level, but I’m forcing myself to hold out. Do the time do the crime.
I’ll allow myself a dose as reward for symptom management, likely a strong coffee to wake up some, definitely a big jar of kava to take with me, and prob some edible cannabis before we leave.
Plenty to do yet.