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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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TripSitterNZ said:
the dumbest shit i ever did for my adult self was chasing ego dissolution. You need a strong fucking ego to survive this world. Embrace the ego its your humanity its a tool if you master how to express your ego authentically you can achieve many great things. Be assertive in yourself Don't take any shit Be a real true g never fear anybody else just look at them like they aint shit to you and your mindset of grinding to the fucking top. Be proud to admit you want a fucking ferrai and live in a mansion and fucking the hottest women dream large grind to become a billionaire life is a fucking video game that you can try really hard at and can dream and achieve your goals you pour your heart soul blood sweat and tears into it. Never let anybody doubt yourself and your inner potential friends you bluelighters are beautiful souls i send love to everybody on their journey in this fucked up world its a dark place but good people in this world make life worth living.


ima just stick to ketamine for future healing. Like SKL said about that guy saying the age of LSD is over. It truly is man LSD had its days but its not as good as ketamine man. Ketamine is the grade A top shelf healing for psychological problems.
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I would gladly have ketamine all day forever if it was possible. I could very likely inject it without any immune rejection. But never snort.

I could plug it though. I’d need a drip really. For medicinal purposes.

I’d have zero hesitation or anxiety about the effects of ketamine any time on any day.

LSD I can’t handle presently, until in better physical and emotional shape. I can accept that it has less place in today’s world. It has served a purpose for me in terms of personal development. But it hardly holds a place in my life currently.

Ketamine I crave.
 
porkstock said:
Ketamine is not appealing to me. All this unwanted LSD though....
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It was wanted. I thought a thousand trips would maybe last me my remaining lifetime.

About 400 in and I’m feeling surprisingly full.

If it was yesteryear, starting out as a teen or twenties, I’d surely be good for another 2 or 3 thousand, would likely be going at a much faster rate.

LSD isn’t so compatible with physical pain and anxiety. Ketamine eases number one for me, never raises number two.

At least not without a near, and happy ending anyway.
 
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I plan on tripping tomorrow afternoon. I have 3 different types of tab. The last ones from the same vendor were rated at 105 ug and felt that they were. However these new ones are rated 200 ug and 150 ug and I don’t know whether that is marketing hype or reality. The vendor deals in just LSD and is reliable in every other way. But most people seem to doubt tabs are dosed that high these days. I want to be tripping at 400 ug so should take 2 of the 200s. But if it’s just marketing I’ll be undercooked. Yet if I take 4 assuming they’re really just 100 ug, I could be overcooked severely at 800 ug - a level I have no desire to attain.

Of course I could just take one and see how it is, but then I’d have to wait at least a week for the big trip I really want due to tolerance.
 
Perforated said:
I plan on tripping tomorrow afternoon. I have 3 different types of tab. The last ones from the same vendor were rated at 105 ug and felt that they were. However these new ones are rated 200 ug and 150 ug and I don’t know whether that is marketing hype or reality. The vendor deals in just LSD and is reliable in every other way. But most people seem to doubt tabs are dosed that high these days. I want to be tripping at 400 ug so should take 2 of the 200s. But if it’s just marketing I’ll be undercooked. Yet if I take 4 assuming they’re really just 100 ug, I could be overcooked severely at 800 ug - a level I have no desire to attain.

Of course I could just take one and see how it is, but then I’d have to wait at least a week for the big trip I really want due to tolerance.
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If it was myself, I think I’d take 2 of the alleged 200’s, or 3 of the alleged 150’s.

If on cue, you should feel so. If not, likewise. I redose though. So if I felt confident it was short of the mark, I’d flexibly decide a worthwhile redose and time to make up.
 
AutoTripper said:
If it was myself, I think I’d take 2 of the alleged 200’s, or 3 of the alleged 150’s.

If on cue, you should feel so. If not, likewise. I redose though. So if I felt confident it was short of the mark, I’d flexibly decide a worthwhile redose and time to make up.
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I think I might take 2 of the 200’s as you say and maybe one more after 45 minutes if it’s feeling average. I find adding more after an hour at most does not really increase the peak. I also find that bigger doses come on much quicker. I’m sure I could handle a 600 ug trip alright if I accidentally found myself having one but I don’t really want to blow my mind that way at the moment.
 
Perforated said:
I think I might take 2 of the 200’s as you say and maybe one more after 45 minutes if it’s feeling average. I find adding more after an hour at most does not really increase the peak. I also find that bigger doses come on much quicker. I’m sure I could handle a 600 ug trip alright if I accidentally found myself having one but I don’t really want to blow my mind that way at the moment.
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I can appreciate that. Dose on empty ish tummy maybe, you will likely get a guage of the dose by the initial effect intensity and the speed of the rise, or lack of, so you might have a fair sense of what dose you are on.

I wondered you know, and I think it’s worth speculation, if reposing so often, flexibly, at all doses and times, repeatedly, played a part in my peculiar lack of tolerance.

One way or another I truly hacked it somehow much to my surprise.
 
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If I was in better condition presently, just not due to high level exhaustion to pick up from, no physical energy, and nerves are up a tree still, I would actually be on the mood for a 5 or 600 ug trip.

But recent trips have shown me it just isn’t compatible with my present state.
 
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I can appreciate that. Dose on empty ish tummy maybe, you will likely get a guage of the dose by the initial effect intensity and the speed of the rise, or lack of, so you might have a fair sense of what dose you are on.

I wondered you know, and I think it’s worth speculation, if reposing so often, flexibly, at all doses and times, repeatedly, played a part in my peculiar lack of tolerance.

One way or another I truly hacked it somehow much to my surprise.
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There is a growing body of evidence that genetics plays a significant role in differential responses to LSD. Including how and how fast it’s metabolised and transported around the body to different receptors. Perhaps you have excess or lack of some particular gene expression or enzyme or protein in comparison to most people. Most research shows there are signifiant outliers to the median in all kinds of things dimensions from speed of come-up, subjective effects, duration etc so I don’t see why there wouldn’t be outliers on tolerance. Whether its in your DNA or epigenetic via your drug history we’ll probably never know.
 
Perforated said:
If i remember they make it on a curved hotplate, like the bottom of an upturned wok. Which they throw it onto. Might be tricky making it on a flat hotplate or frying pan.
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That sounds really familiar, I think I've seen that too - maybe for the roti canai style? Pretty sure the Singaporean prata version is done on a flat hotplate though - you can see that in the video I posted earlier.

What's the reason for that curved kind of pan? Is it to counter the dough's tendency to pull back together towards the center, so gravity pulls it out?

It's neat how there are all these different ways if making flatbreads and stuff.
 
perpetualdawn said:
That sounds really familiar, I think I've seen that too - maybe for the roti canai style? Pretty sure the Singaporean prata version is done on a flat hotplate though - you can see that in the video I posted earlier.

What's the reason for that curved kind of pan? Is it to counter the dough's tendency to pull back together towards the center, so gravity pulls it out?

It's neat how there are all these different ways if making flatbreads and stuff.
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You are right. The regular prata is cooked on a flat plate. The one I was thinking of is called Rumali Roti. It’s cooked on an upturned wok. I believe the reason is to stretch out the dough and make the bread as thin as possible. It’s like paper really and served folded up for dipping in stuff. It’s a North Indian thing so bit surprising to have it in Singapore now I think about it since most Singaporean Indians are Tamils.

I used to eat it at this one place near my work so it might not be that common in Singapore.
 
Perforated, it sounds like you are familiar with the 105 ug blotters. You might consider 4 of those to get your desired 400 ug, instead of a presumably stronger batch that you haven’t tried yet. Dose the “200 ug” blotter when you want to trip on that amount.
 
I still think that a bit of ego death/dissolution can be really good if only to experience the view from a higher altitude, and to give you a chance to rebuild. But it has be in balance. We only get one chance to live, and from a certain perspective it seems like pouring it down the toilet to be chasing no-self or hiding in a monastery.
 
Perforated said:
You are right. The regular prata is cooked on a flat plate. The one I was thinking of is called Rumali Roti. It’s cooked on an upturned wok. I believe the reason is to stretch out the dough and make the bread as thin as possible. It’s like paper really and served folded up for dipping in stuff. It’s a North Indian thing so bit surprising to have it in Singapore now I think about it since most Singaporean Indians are Tamils.

I used to eat it at this one place near my work so it might not be that common in Singapore.
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Neat. That's right about the Tamils! You know a thing or two about Singapore, did you live there?
 
Perforated said:
There is a growing body of evidence that genetics plays a significant role in differential responses to LSD. Including how and how fast it’s metabolised and transported around the body to different receptors. Perhaps you have excess or lack of some particular gene expression or enzyme or protein in comparison to most people. Most research shows there are signifiant outliers to the median in all kinds of things dimensions from speed of come-up, subjective effects, duration etc so I don’t see why there wouldn’t be outliers on tolerance. Whether its in your DNA or epigenetic via your drug history we’ll probably never know.
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I appreciate you not just dismissing my account and giving it some speculation. I mean, I, no kid making a deal over light effects. It’s come about so unexpectedly.

I reported this to some kava patriots on Kavaforums and the research guy, he did suggest I may be onto something to feel the kava’s modulating effect on my brain chemistry and the fact that there may be some interaction at the LSD receptor sites, may have a connection.

Obviously there’s no peer reviewed evidence on this. But also, I’m not aware of anybody else who takes in a stay rating amount of Kavalactones constantly, and has followed the LSD dosing schedule and pattern I have concurrently.

So I don’t think it’s wild conjecture that was called misinformation by some because they couldn’t find anything solid or even suggestive scientifically or even anecdotally with a quick search.

I am the anecdote so far. So I feel it’s a reasonable consideration.

Most daily kava drinkers are far more sensible and ordered. They do take acid, shrooms, weed, of course.

But not more than a blue moon here and there that I have come across so far. Certainly not daily, or any significant quantity so they couldn’t comment on tolerance.

But I’m not saying that’s the culprit for me being such a lightweight with acid. There’s a lot of individual brain chemistry variation.

And I still like the concept of it being a consciousness factor. From long time usage spread out, and so many breakthrough trips that a lot of trippers might never quite even reach.
 
porkstock said:
Perforated, it sounds like you are familiar with the 105 ug blotters. You might consider 4 of those to get your desired 400 ug, instead of a presumably stronger batch that you haven’t tried yet. Dose the “200 ug” blotter when you want to trip on that amount.
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That would be ideal. But the 105’s are out if stock. Which is not surprising given their quality. Unfortunately I burned through my supply of them trying to beat tolerance and wasted about 30 of them. So I have no option but to try this new type.
 
perpetualdawn said:
I still think that a bit of ego death/dissolution can be really good if only to experience the view from a higher altitude, and to give you a chance to rebuild. But it has be in balance. We only get one chance to live, and from a certain perspective it seems like pouring it down the toilet to be chasing no-self or hiding in a monastery.
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How I look at it now very simplistically because it kind of helps me see how to move towards that ideal. Our vibrational field. We can become mindful of this, and learn to raise it.

It kind of achieves oneness with the self, a loosening of desires and self focus. And frees us up a lot. Without this rainbow to chase in a way. Self improvement, purification, I’m right on board with.

Simply learning to be your higher self. If I can feel I’ve worked well to those ends, and can feel the achievement, I’ll be fairly content.

It’s kind of not looking at and focussing on our self though in this light. Well it is, but in relation to how we project our energy and consciousness into the outer world and other’s minds, and how we react and feel toward things.
 
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