over the course of 5 months LSD, mushrooms, DMT, LSA, and Harmaline, I think that's about it. Also another mystery psychedelic that I believe was either a DOx compound or possibly an exotic nBOME (but not 25i). Other drugs were involved but not psychedelics.
My use varied greatly over this time. Some days I was smoking DMT 3-4 times per day. Sometimes I was dosing LSD/shrooms 2-3 times per week in large doses. Other times it was more reasonable like a small dose once per week. Every time I dosed LSD/mushrooms I would smoke DMT at the peak. My doses were never that crazy, but early on I was being a bit reckless and trying to overcome tolerance. The craziest night I had was about 1.2mg LSD, 5mg mushrooms, LSA and 100mg DMT, but I had a ridiculously high tolerance at that point.
The last 2 months were almost exclusively mushrooms and DMT, then I had my psychosis, this is why I blame the tryptamines
Eventually my brain completely snapped and sent me into a prolonged psychosis. Official diagnosis was drug induced schizophrenia. It's been 4 years and I'm still not the same. This is what I mean by 'brain damage'.
It wasn't just the drugs, other factors like chronic sleep deprivation, stress, malnutrition were also factors in what happened.
Ouch. I’m trying to understand where you are on this.
Your writing is exceptionally coherent.
That’s quite a load of chemistry.
What might you think is the bio-mechanical ( if only it could be that singular ) cause involved? Maybe you should seek-out the people at John Hopkins that have been running studies. They may be able to help you, and I’m sure they would appreciate the case study... if you could deal with that exposure.
Help me with the math, please... but isn’t 1mg of LSD equivalent to 10 times 1000ug? We talkin’ 100 hits at once?
Dude, I’m sorry. I’ve been at the edge, and prolly further with psychosis. You can re-track.
I wish I had the skill and knowledge to give you something of value to help.
Healing can happen.
Don’t lose hope.
Eat right. Take lots of Vitamin C. Something called Sodium Ascorbate might be good for you... look into it!
I just found-out about it today.
-Serendipity? I dunno.
Google-up foods that promote serotonin.
Get some GOOD doctors...
Stay the fuck away from psychedelics now... not even POT!
I knew a Schizophrenic that did some pot, and it flipped his shit.
Sometimes, when we open up excessive channels to the unknown, we become vectors for extraneous and malevolent extra-dimensional entities, and energy networks well beyond our mortal capacity to comprehend.
Were you with The Elves? I dunno what those little fuckers are about.
Rebuild your barriers. Your filtration system, and collation system has been made: A) More permeable B) Scattered.
It can re-sort.
How old are you, and where are you?
I hope I’m not coming-off as pompous... or speaking outside of my sphere of genuine understanding. Make your OWN time, and re-define yourself with these new characteristics.
Check out Buddha, and Christ.
Read Richard Alpert’s “Be Here Now”
EAT RIGHT!


