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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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a streetcar named desire

you guys know how DMT makes your body/limbs look super short and stubby when you look at yourself? Anyone know what I'm talking about? Most notable on low dose or the comedown.
 
Man, so I stayed up for about 70 hours over the weekend, slept 6 hours afterwards, last "night" I managed two hours, now I'm fucking pumping with energy (zero drugs today) while I should fall over from exhaustion. I work throughout the day (from home luckily) but I'm so wired all the time that I can't think.

I 100% need to sleep, it's madness, I'm also hypersalivating because of it, making me need to spit saliva out every minute. I don't know what to do, I'm gonna ask my psychiatrist if I can get some Seroquel prescribed for when these things happen, I think that should be possible? I only have Abilify but that is mostly for regular use, and sleeping on that is also hard. Hope this fucking ends soon.
 
SnafuInTheVoid said:


I hope you guys can appreciate this as much as I do. Reminds me of when I was 13 so much.

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I don't know how I should feel over the fact that I've never tried DXM.

Assuming you guys have a feel for my taste in drugs, is DXM powder worth searching out at some point? Probably should, but I never actively thought about it
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I don't know how I should feel over the fact that I've never tried DXM.

Assuming you guys have a feel for my taste in drugs, is DXM powder worth searching out at some point? Probably should, but I never actively thought about it
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oh man I don't know what the EU equivalent of DXM would be...

DMX to american teenagers in the last 30 years is like.... rofl lol

IDK man what's the dumbest thing you did to get high as a kid?

DXM is a super weird drug. Technically an opioid isomer it acts as a disso and also has other weird SSRI shit. It's NOT a good drug to get high on. It's known as the drug teenagers use. You can certainly get a very strong but fairly unpleasant disso high. Some people say in high doses it's very psychedelic but I've taken high doses and it's only very mildly psychedelic.

In general it's just a very shitty drug that kids get high on because you can buy it over the counter in the US. It's essentially the only OTC drug in the US that you can actually get high on... but it sucks (remember we don't even have codeine here)

it will certainly get you high as shit though.... did like 150ug LSD + 300mg DXM once a few months ago and it was beyond trippy and almost too intense... hmm that was actually the last trip I've had 6 months ago lol. Only had 2 tabs of LSD and wanted a strong trip - got more than I bargained for)

but again by itself its useless, if anything slightly dysphoric
 
I see, I figured.... I'll probably try to find out myself at some point in my life.

And I didn't get high as a kid, I went to schools where drugs were not a thing at all, weed would have been major news lol, the thought of taking drugs never even popped into my mind, and neither did my friends, before I turned 18, then later I fell in love with shrooms... and look at me now :D :D
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I see, I figured.... I'll probably try to find out myself at some point in my life.
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I mean... it's a drug I wouldn't tell you NOT to do... it's ACCEPTABLE to me as a weird disso drug yet not a recreational drug... but I'll never stop talking shit about it because it really does suck. It's like the WORST drug that I would ever possibly CONSIDER doing again... lol if that makes sense. I could be BEGGING to get high and I still wouldn't use DXM... it's that bad. Zero recreational value.... yet some oddballs get addicted to it out there.


Buzz Lightbeer said:
And I didn't get high as a kid, I went to schools where drugs were not a thing at all, weed would have been major news lol, the thought of taking drugs never even popped into my mind, and neither did my friends, before I turned 18, then later I fell in love with shrooms... and look at me now :D :D
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awesome man :D

at 13 I was a promising young chess player who smoked weed, at 14 I was smoking heroin and didn't go to school, by 15 I was a felon selling drugs.... I went downhill very quickly xD
 
im so lucky i never got my hands on acid in the hood while in school thank fuck these people were smart not to sell it to a 14 year old lmao. I was such a wild kid i wanted to take LSD since i was 12. I was bullied so heavy by the time i got into highschool i barley had friends till this kid showed up in my class and he was doing spots of hash oil all day every day he would make hash oil with his dad and even had his own plants at 14 in his sleep out lol. turns out doing drugs was really good to make friends with other fringe elements of society quickly got onto doing speed codeine meth while doing butane hash oil. And huffing deodorant cans lol
 
SnafuInTheVoid said:
at 13 I was a promising young chess player who smoked weed, at 14 I was smoking heroin and didn't go to school, by 15 I was a felon selling drugs.... I went downhill very quickly xD
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I was also a promising young chess player :cool::cool:
I won 15 (small) rapid and blitz tournaments in total (I have the trophees here) including 7-time back to back youth champion in my city, and I crushed the school tournaments for 10 years in a row, not even kidding, but simply nobody played decent chess.
Looking back at it now, I was good and I had talent, but I had 0 support, like nobody really teaching me, so I was playing all on feel and for stupid tactics, always played the same openings as well and didn't understand them at all. Without regularly using internet I just didn't know any better and since I was winning stuff sometimes (although sometimes I got brutally beaten by true talents, and often got my shit kicked in by adults). I quit at 15, then started playing somewhat again (online blitz) 3-4 years ago, but I'm inactive and my skills are nowhere to be seen.
I was about as good as my nephew for a long time, who continued playing and studying and is now 2200 rated, he's a good player and I might've had the talent to reach 2100-2200 but probably not more.
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I don't know how I should feel over the fact that I've never tried DXM.

Assuming you guys have a feel for my taste in drugs, is DXM powder worth searching out at some point? Probably should, but I never actively thought about it
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If you want to add a notch to your belt then sure, you should seek it out for novelty sake. But as a disso head I far prefer the pcp, ketamine and MXE analogs over DXM. ACH’s give a better dissociative high.
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I was also a promising young chess player :cool::cool:
I won 15 (small) rapid and blitz tournaments in total (I have the trophees here) including 7-time back to back youth champion in my city, and I crushed the school tournaments for 10 years in a row, not even kidding, but simply nobody played decent chess.
Looking back at it now, I was good and I had talent, but I had 0 support, like nobody really teaching me, so I was playing all on feel and for stupid tactics, always played the same openings as well and didn't understand them at all. Without regularly using internet I just didn't know any better and since I was winning stuff sometimes (although sometimes I got brutally beaten by true talents, and often got my shit kicked in by adults). I quit at 15, then started playing somewhat again (online blitz) 3-4 years ago, but I'm inactive and my skills are nowhere to be seen.
I was about as good as my nephew for a long time, who continued playing and studying and is now 2200 rated, he's a good player and I might've had the talent to reach 2100-2200 but probably not more.
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love this man

Me personally I had the best support any kid could ask for. The school I went to was known nationwide for producing famous chess players. My chess coaches were rated 2350 and 2450. The team I went to nationals with when I was 13 our ratings were [1350,1650,1750,2050,2150].... yes I had some 13 year old Fide Masters and future GMs on my team. I was the one rated 1650. Our only competition were the teams from downtown New York. There were several future US grandmasters at that tournament including Alex Lenderman who was our main competition (later won the 2005 World Under-16 Championship and was the highest rated kid there). We beat his school's team by half a point to win that year. I was on the front page of the newspaper.

I guess my biggest achievements were
11th in the state (in my age group)
1st at nationals (team tournament, I placed 48th individually)
-quit chess-
in 2014(??) I played in a tournament and got 1st place in Northern California state championship B class (Under 1800) and won $1000

haven't been to a tournament since then

You've got strong natural talent man, with training you could easily be 2000+ trust me I know these things

my most famous game was playing Judit Pulgar at a simul (was as a side event to the national championship I went to). She destroyed me in less than 20 moves.
 
@Buzz Lightbeer hold on to your trophies man.... due to drugs and moving states 5 times I lost ALL of my chess trophies, notes, games.... everything

I deeply regret losing all that....

the only record of my chess past is online tournament records and a few recorded public games...
 
Wow nice man!!
You also won 1k?? LOL, that's epic, probably more than many 2000s make in their whole "career" :D
Most I earned was a couple times 20 bucks, and once 40 because of some youth state blitz championship.

I could've been 2000+, as a kid you pick up all the patterns really fast, and with the right training and discipline and some talent 2000+ is possible. Now... not so much unless I start investing a LOT of time into playing which I won't.

SnafuInTheVoid said:
@Buzz Lightbeer hold on to your trophies man.... due to drugs and moving states 5 times I lost ALL of my chess trophies, notes, games.... everything
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Hahah they're worth fuck all man :D
 
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