☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: Tripping Past 2020

[Buzz Lightbeer]

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[AutoTripper]

Evening dudes. My head has been so totally blown this time from this weeks trip.

I did redose 150 ug yesterday after a spontaneous and slightly miscalculated 1100 ug on Monday, really was, Ithink, the most raw, encompassing, vibrant and deepest trip of my life.

Honestly looking out into nature, it hit me- this is the sort of trip people talk about after which they were never the same again.

I wasn’t concerned, but I recognised that in it.

Like, everything was in a different town, or parallel universe. There was no way of seeing past it.

Reality was so twisted. So clear, alive, vibrant. For like a day, night and a day.

Only at 7 pm Tuesday, 27 hours later, did I suddenly remember normality.

I crashed about 9.30 pm to 2 am, woke up still stripping strong. 4 hours zoomed by like 1. Just processing stuff.

The 150 ug redose, kicked it back to high intensity. Too much.

I got into a panic- shit I’ve done it this time. Too much acid. Was so intense, alert, so high. Feeling nuts.

Today, finally, it’s eased off.

On my life, I’ve never been as impacted, shaken by an LSD trip.

5 mg’s twice before and not a ruffle, but just 1.25 mg’s last two days had me actually scared I would never settle and calm again.

I think I’ll be alright though. I always have been.

Top two if not top full on next level high dose acid trip ever though. Words can’t do it justice, except- Wow, wow, wow. Lol.

And be careful guys, too much acid doesn’t feel nice for a short while. That feeling of going crazy, panic afterwards etc. Glad it always seems to suddenly pass though.

Still feeling totally head wrecked, fatigue kicks in now. Vapor brings me up too much atm.

 

[AutoTripper]

POST ABOUT- VISIT TO HOMEOPATH TESTING TWO TYPES OF ACID, (and some less interesting shit lol.)



So guys, just for fun, and partly because I’ve felt overjoyed, as today has gone on, from awaking feeling intensely manic, everything so luminesce after a deep sleep....to actually access total peace!

If only for today it’s gold alone. 5 minutes of madness is a lot basically.

That’s really unique for me too LSD. Time dilated mania.

The world still feels like a serene 300 ug trip, vaping lovely weed all eve hasn’t made me anxious just nicely back up on the acid.

But damn all things really are so fresh. Lorry sounds. The lay out of my room. The view outside my window.


Me???? Lol, to be seen yet. No fears on that one though.

Saw my amazing Lady Homeopath today. I communed perfectly, no trouble. We have wicked, fast, sharp convos. She has so much knowledge and wide field feedback.


I have rare intuition with my own infections and much else.


So check....I took- a bag of 1plsd, plus bag of 1cP-LSD.

Natasha happily tested them for, basically, agreeability with my body.

1p first. I said to her- “I suspect this one to be slightly aggravating to my nerves presently, more than last time.”

Turned true, but, tested well, good signs of benefit mixed with a little bother. Nothing major.

I then passed her the bag of 1cP. I said- “I expect this to test considerably better even though it’s stronger.”

It did indeed. 1p has always been a bit more abrupt upon my body.

My 1cP is truly fantastic.


Whoops....so, for fun, home tea tonight, @Cosmic Charlie easy man hope ‘tings are dandy bro.

Nother eg of simplest home cooked tea- wholewheat noodles, red kidney beans, green olives, and 1st try of new grass fed organic pork sausages fried in coconut oil.

Cinnamon and cayenne, Olive oil to add to spices, drizzle as sauce.

Natural Vitamin D drops too.


burrito

 

[perpetualdawn]

@AutoTripper was she blind to what specific variant was in each bag?

 

[AutoTripper]

@AutoTripper was she blind to what specific variant was in each bag?

She had no idea what was what, just knew they were diff types. We tested them both plus ALD in 2019.

Back then, 1p was okay, but 1cP noticeably better, and ALD very good.

Conversely, my mum she also tested. Her body 1cP wasn’t good for but 1p was okay. It just shows How individual these things can be sometimes.

 

[perpetualdawn]

Oh so when she tested the bags it was relative to you specifically, and then for your mum? Has your mum tried 1p and 1cp?

 

[Deleted member 521610]

i never done 4-aco-dmt.

If i could get a mushroom visual mind high without the body high that would be cool.

i need to start making serious plans to escape this sinking boat of a country everywhere i see is just desolate people. Fuck all development happening and a fake society. Maybe australia would be good. If i had the money id find somewhere in Europe to live.

I want to live somewhere were i can just live peacefully without having to walk around with this mentality that requires me to always be ready for anything. Had a sketchy cunt in the park hanging around in a hoodie while i was smoking up just staring at me lol last night the pussy did nothing though thank fuck going to the gym has filled me out and i don't like a corpse anymore like when i was on heavy drugs.

trying to grind my way from the bottom its tough but im determined i never wanna be stuck at the bottom again i get jealous though seeing all these rich assholes never working or doing anything getting fed with a silver spoon travelling the world and wiping their asses with their parents money. Ungrateful fake cunts aswsell. If i ever made it rich i would not want my kids turning out like them. But money corrupts everything. I want my kids in the future to at least one day understand how i fucking grinded my ass off from the bottom to give them a childhood and life i missed out on. My parents grinded every day since they were 13 working jobs. But still got stuck in the hood. I Never ever want to be stuck living in a crime infested shithole for my entire life.

im helping my mate get clean again aswell going to go to church.

 

[Deleted member 521610]

feeling a bit fucking manic tbh from microdosing 3 days in a row and i fucking love it.

 

[AutoTripper]

Oh so when she tested the bags it was relative to you specifically, and then for your mum? Has your mum tried 1p and 1cp?

Yes that’s how it works. My mum has only been microdosing with 1p. Never used 1cP herself.

But the testing indicated 1p is much better suited to her body personally.

With a much bigger margin between the less suitable 1cP for her, than for myself between better tolerated 1cP and 1p which is still within fairly well tolerated realms for me.

Oh man, some new member in the MDMA thread just trying to tell me I need scientific proof for ESP, like it’s all just coincidence.

I can’t even waste my energy on such a low platform of understanding.

NOT feeling crazy today, phew. Getting up yesterday, I was in panic I would have a sort of lasting psychosis and enhanced anxiety disorder from getting too high on acid but seems not to be so phew.

 

[AutoTripper]

feeling a bit fucking manic tbh from microdosing 3 days in a row and i fucking love it.

Yeah man. Even tiny doses, even to me, are a 24/7 moving experience.

It’s like a ladder, so many levels and natures of experience to access.

 

[Deleted member 521610]

fucking smoked up but dropped half my weed lmao but super fucked. But tomorrow is detox.

haha autotripper man to many are stupid to even understand what proof is. ESP has been verified in peer review journals under the effects of LSD this is a known fact of the drug and was proven in experiments done in the 1950's. Time is also just a illusion aswell and since all beliefs are held within time all beliefs are illusions. So its funny when believe say they believe in science but science itself is a illusion hiding the truer deeper reality that exists that is beyond the mind itself. It transcends time and space is it the origin while having no origin. It is the universal infinite consciousness that is eternal it is beyond understanding its a paradox and due to that reason is transcended in essence of being i,e no limits it is infinite all powerful energy and that my friends is GOD the multiverse aka infinity. We are one and are all god playing a game and the ego is our human mask playing this game. fuck man this microdose kicked in some mad lsd visuals on the weed i just got sucked into another world.

 

[AutoTripper]

fucking smoked up but dropped half my weed lmao but super fucked. But tomorrow is detox.

haha autotripper man to many are stupid to even understand what proof is. ESP has been verified in peer review journals under the effects of LSD this is a known fact of the drug and was proven in experiments done in the 1950's. Time is also just a illusion aswell and since all beliefs are held within time all beliefs are illusions. So its funny when believe say they believe in science but science itself is a illusion hiding the truer deeper reality that exists that is beyond the mind itself. It transcends time and space is it the origin while having no origin. It is the universal infinite consciousness that is eternal it is beyond understanding its a paradox and due to that reason is transcended in essence of being i,e no limits it is infinite all powerful energy and that my friends is GOD the multiverse aka infinity. We are one and are all god playing a game and the ego is our human mask playing this game. fuck man this microdose kicked in some mad lsd visuals on the weed i just got sucked into another world.

Exactly. He also called me a troll for suggesting, cheeky me, that the mind is capable of knowing things scientific instruments cannot tell us.

Called me a troll! Insisted it is bullshit.

Some people just will never reach into those flames of greater knowingness.

Patronising is one thing. Stick it together with antagonism and we are verging on being a twat lol.

And yep, that’s why I was so into the mini doses for so long. Weed fuels it and vice versa. You can still access that alternate state of consciousness, add a glow and luminance to everything, particularly enhancement of yellow I found, feel profound mood uplift, and still eat and sleep at reasonable times.

I really need to hold off now, I aim for 5 weeks. I’m so so relieved to feel, essentially, back to myself after a trip that would send many nuts I’m sure.

Just gonna focus heavily on getting better physically now.

Those soil based organism probiotics I told you of are really helping, massively detoxing my intestines. There are definite signs of hope, and I have the exact treatment I need at last starting next week with a return appt in July.

There is hope! Gotta play my cards sensibly though.

Don’t get me wrong, my head is totally hammered from LSD still. But I don’t feel like I must never trip again.

A break really really is called for though.

 

[Xorkoth]

I don't get it when people feel the need to be patronizing or rude about something. Even if I find myself disagreeing with someone's assertion, or thinking that someone may be deluding themselves into believing what they want to believe, I'm not going to insult them, or call them a troll, or even shut myself off 100% from the possibility that I just don't know their reality, seeing as how I only know mine. The only purpose of such a thing is to assert a feeling of intellectual superiority to oneself or others (which is really to oneself). Any time someone does that, you should pretty much just ignore them, because that's their own thing.

If someone addresses you respectfully and attempts to engage in debate or assert an opposing viewpoint, that's one thing. But to bring it to an insulting/condescending level is just a sign of their own insecurity.

 

[AutoTripper]

I don't get it when people feel the need to be patronizing or rude about something. Even if I find myself disagreeing with someone's assertion, or thinking that someone may be deluding themselves into believing what they want to believe, I'm not going to insult them, or call them a troll, or even shut myself off 100% from the possibility that I just don't know their reality, seeing as how I only know mine. The only purpose of such a thing is to assert a feeling of intellectual superiority to oneself or others (which is really to oneself). Any time someone does that, you should pretty much just ignore them, because that's their own thing.

If someone addresses you respectfully and attempts to engage in debate or assert an opposing viewpoint, that's one thing. But to bring it to an insulting/condescending level is just a sign of their own insecurity.

Yeah man, I’ve only ever seen the utmost level of politeness and respectfulness from you. I applaud you for that. I call it simply being higher. I don’t mean better, than the next man, as the next man can choose to be just as high IMO with recognition and understanding.

I’ve passionately stated views myself that I know may heavily contrast those of your own, and you’ve only ever been totally calm, reasonable and polite, with no love lost (when there is actually love to be lost I mean).

So you are a great example setter.

I just got some new kava in post this morning. I only finally sent payment this morning, the guy posted it to me yesterday to make sure it’s here for the weekend.

I have a wardrobe full of kava lol, but this is a special one I was excited to try again.

How lovely is that though when somebody trusts you that much to the tune of £330.

So we have, 3 kg’s of Solomon’s headhunter kava. A really bright gold one. Smells like bubblegum.

I’m just shaking up a jar now.


Now regarding the ESP denying science demander (lol what a capitulation), if he even comes back to me with any sort of antagonistic, know better, rebutting counter argument, with bells, whistles and equations all chalked out....I have zero intention of even replying.

I did already reply to him to say that....NO- finding a lost MDMA pill in pitch dark, deep grass, no marking point, after walking about 3 miles, in a highly altered state of consciousness, without any conscious thought to reach down into the grass and put my finger bang on top of the pill- was NOT coincidence or subconscious memory.

That’s my piece said on it. No further engagement and rigmarole will I entertain along such a purely non-sensical line. I’m sure there will be an amusing, up-arse repost though.

 

[AutoTripper]

Yep. This golden Solomon kava is lovely. It’s particularly mood lifting, vs sedative.

I vaporized some Bluedream, I only need a tiny vapor atm and I’m right sky high on acid again.

It gets easier by the day, and more enjoyable.

We ran out of cannabis edibles, I ate so many while tripping, so my mum is in the kitchen right now making a fresh batch, except from some black market high grade skunk for a change.

Should be ready in a few hours, not that I need any more cannabis, but digestive upset it helps massively.

 

[Xorkoth]

I did already reply to him to say that....NO- finding a lost MDMA pill in pitch dark, deep grass, no marking point, after walking about 3 miles, in a highly altered state of consciousness, without any conscious thought to reach down into the grass and put my finger bang on top of the pill- was NOT coincidence or subconscious memory.

That reminds me of a time that I witnessed something really unexplainable that was quite similar. The summer after my senior year of high school, my friends and I were at a party, and one of my friends (who has a history of some rather unexplainable knowledge events) was passed out wasted inside and had been for much of the night. The rest of us were out of the front lawn being wasted teenagers, and we started trying to do drunk cartwheels. After a while, my friend realized he had lost his keys somewhere in the yard. We spent a lot of time searching the ground all over the place for them to no avail. Then my blacked out wasted friend came stumbling out and was like YO GUYS WHAT'S UP. We told him we couldn't find the car keys, and he stumbled over to a random spot in the yard, beelined straight towards it, and bent over and picked up the keys. Then he passed out in the lawn right there. It was so crazy. He didn't even remember it the next day.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Does anyone else get deeply intense cravings for LSD or whatever? It feels as visceral as a heroin trigger craving.

Ughhh want some tabs so bad but need to not do that right now

I just love lysergamides SOOOOO much it's the best drug

 

[BK38]

Does anyone else get deeply intense cravings for LSD or whatever?

Nothing like a heroin trigger or anything like that, but sometimes I get the feeling that I need to "defrag" or "reset" my mental paradigm and then crave mushrooms/lsd as the tool to do that. I actually have some magic truffles sitting on my desk rn that I am contemplating taking...

 

[Jabberwocky]

Nothing like a heroin trigger or anything like that, but sometimes I get the feeling that I need to "defrag" or "reset" my mental paradigm and then crave mushrooms/lsd as the tool to do that. I actually have some magic truffles sitting on my desk rn that I am contemplating taking...

It's the same as any trigger for me. I can feel that LSD stimulation and euphoria. My palms sweat. My heart races. I visualize the visuals. I can taste the tabs in my mouth.

I have a true psychological addiction to psychedelics >_<

 

[AutoTripper]

That reminds me of a time that I witnessed something really unexplainable that was quite similar. The summer after my senior year of high school, my friends and I were at a party, and one of my friends (who has a history of some rather unexplainable knowledge events) was passed out wasted inside and had been for much of the night. The rest of us were out of the front lawn being wasted teenagers, and we started trying to do drunk cartwheels. After a while, my friend realized he had lost his keys somewhere in the yard. We spent a lot of time searching the ground all over the place for them to no avail. Then my blacked out wasted friend came stumbling out and was like YO GUYS WHAT'S UP. We told him we couldn't find the car keys, and he stumbled over to a random spot in the yard, beelined straight towards it, and bent over and picked up the keys. Then he passed out in the lawn right there. It was so crazy. He didn't even remember it the next day.

Exactly, because no actual cognition or consciousness in this case is required to access the Oracle within.