For your information, I'm on huge trouble.... I'm sure y'll gonna help.Stock gonna be run out.And I'm ready for this war.But not enough ammo......I have only 150 mg.
Your suggestions are like 50 cal.......
I was busy typing a reply to your other posts and then you posted this so I deleted my reply.
Truth: unless you can get your hands on a HUGE amount of Alprazolam then I don't see that you have any choice whatsoever but to go to a doctor or clinic and tell them what's going on and let them take it from there.
Based on your posts: you simply don't have enough to taper off. It's as simple as that. Assuming you've been on, let's say, a minimum of 50mg per day (and I'm guessing it's not been steady and probably higher): that would leave you with around 3 days worth even if you started now. It's just not going to happen. Not without life threatening consequences and/or permanent damage.
Those my friend are your choices i.e. either you go and buy a BOATLOAD of these things or you go to a doctor or clinic like as in before you run out and before withdrawal starts. Like as in right now or when they open in the morning (not sure how things work there). Or you can go to the emergency room right now.
I don't think the reality of your situation is clear to you as yet (although it seems as though we're getting there slowly but surely). But I assure you that if you run out and have not done anything: things are going to get very very real. And very quickly too.
And should you decide to follow the course of action that I would (which would be to make sure I don't run out): then it's time for you to change your mindset and get serious about tapering off.
And fuck your friends by the way. If they're not helping and encouraging you then they ain't your friends. It really is as simple as that. I had the same shit when I gave up my Cocaine career. So I know what I'm talking about.
And I'll tell you something else: even if they be friends and they've ended up in the same unfortunate situation as you have then, sad to say, that's their problem. Not your problem. They're not posting here asking for help and support. You are. And you need to take care of yourself and sort your own shit out first. They're more than welcome to join the party here if they wish. But unless they're serious too: you're going to have to give them a miss. Sorry. But there is always a price to pay for something. And that, unfortunately, may be a part of the price. For now.
It's been noted more than once on this thread: sooner or later the party is going to end (and if not that then your constant huge supply). And the last thing you want is to be down the river without a paddle.