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You know that feeling when you've been waiting 2 years to shoot up cocaine and then you do it and it's not as good as you remember? That's where I am right now.

I mean it's good, but I don't think this is of the quality I last had. I'm not into the uppers game. I'm not into any drug scene really. Opiates kill my sense of humor and my desire to see other people, which has made the pandemic not as bad for me as for others. In fact, I bet if you met me you might actually think I'm not a user of any kind. My original suboxone doctor once told my mother that I was the most polite drug addict he ever met. She was so proud.

So shot some coke, took 0.5mg of xanax little before that, had my daily methadone of course, and now am vaping herb. The only thing I found to be crappy about not seeing people is that if you do have some good news, you can't share it with anyone! Fortunately for me I hadn't had any good news in about 7 years, so didn't ever have to worry about that.
 
8mg buprenorphine
2400mg gabapentin
100mg hydroxyzine

Working on reorganizing my buddies apartment so I can move my bed in. Smoking some cbd and regular flower. Lunchin.
 
You know that feeling when you're like, "I'm only going to do these 2 shots". Then five shots later you're like, "I might as well just finish this first half off" (since I'm not touching the second half, which was purposely separated). Well that's where I am right now.

Argh! These uppers do make you feel more confident. I really want to brag about something, but it's so pointless to brag about and there's only a fraction of people in the world that would even find it remotely impressive. Having no one in my life that shares many of my interests is crappy. I miss my friends I had growing up. I'm still in the same town. They're all in different time zones and in one case a different continent. I need to focus this drug fueled energy on something more productive. To the Switch!
 
Vagabond696 said:
Roughly 40-60mg a-pihp, 3ml GHB and a couple of beers. Happy birthday to me 🤙
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Happy Birthday!

I remember several years of trying to do things for my birthday and they never worked out, so I just stopped trying. My birthday and Halloween, just never worked out. It actually snowed one Halloween. Is it so much to ask that I see some slutty Halloween costumes just one year!?

I forgot you could get bell ringers shooting coke. I got two and they were pretty intense. Several years ago when I was last doing this and the coke was of much better quality, I remember getting one that made me nervous that I did too much. It was a pretty intense feeling, one that now follows me into my dreams. Plus since I haven't ran in years and I'm out of shape makes me worry about my heart. A lot you newer/younger BLers wouldn't know this, but I was kind of known on here for going running whilst high. Most often it was after vaping weed because that is fun, but I've also tried while drunk, while on acid, while on adderall, while on oxy, and while on heroin. I'm definitely forgetting some. I actually placed 7th? (either 5th or 7th) in a local 5 mile road race after snorting some lines of heroin! I was a real American hero(-in user). I don't know how that came up, but I had meant to talk about something else. Oh yes, I'm now chubby, like in middle school, except I'm older and have to pay attention to my health a lot more. So I always think of that History Channel group of shows "Hooked: Illegal Drugs and How They Got That Way" or something like that. This was back when the History Channel was still halfway decent. The episode on cocaine, this doctor talks about a cocaine overdose where the guys heart essentially exploded. I don't think I would like that. Did you know that after being decapitated by the guillotine, the heads would still be alive for a few seconds? One anecdote talked about a guy who watched the head fall to the ground. There was a look of confusion and then horror on the face of the decapitated man, as he realized he was looking at his own decapitated body. I don't know why I brought that up, except we are fucking terrible to one another.

I love ranting!

TLDR:
There's a global conspiracy to keep the rich rich and the poor poor.
 
Double post because I'm an outlaw

Of course after writing about worrying about my heart exploding I had to take the biggest shot of the night yet. The bells are ringing and there's a persistent noise. My mouth is puckered in an odd way. My eyes are wide open. It's actually almost hard to hear over the noise of cocaine ears.

Yeah I don't know what else to say. I do not want to die, not before I get a chance to live and actually try to make my life worth something. If I could have a positive impact on someone's life, but not a small impact, a big one (my vocab is terrible with this noise! and not very good without the noise!). If I could make someone's life exponentially better I'd feel like I did something worthwhile. Of course I'd rather help invent or discover something that helps save the world, bring mankind closer together, and help to eliminate a lot of problems in the world, but that sounds pretty difficult especially for a guy who never finished college and is high on coke and xanax and weed. Or maybe that's just the combination needed to get shit done! And because I grew up on The Simpsons whenever I try to think of a great idea I always think of hamburger earmuffs. I figure if Professor Frink can't handle the pickle matrix then there's nigh a chance I could. I used nigh in a sentence. That was pretty cool.

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Drug fueled rambling. I'm going to plan my next drug adventure ahead of time and I think I may hire an escort. Or almost definitely. I have no shame in paying. Plus you're not going to tongue fuck a girls asshole at the end of the first date. Caveat emptor, buyer beware. The pics shown are when they're looking good and taking pics to look good. Not that they're not going to be as attractive, but they're going to not be all dolled up either.

My favorite time, of the few that I've had, was when I accidentally walked into a Chinese massage parlor that was open at 4:30am and had no advertising outside. I had walked in because there was a neon sign that said open and I was drunk and high and looking for a Snapple.

Third person point of view: You can clearly see by this rambling somewhat cohesive group of words that the cocaine has clearly made him type-ative. It's like being talkative, but it's only in your head and then your head tells your hands what to type and they type it out. Quite a system it is. Clearly a very deranged and possibly dangerous individual. He is on drugs after all and drugs are bad mmmkay. Like is he ever going to stop writing? Does he think anyone is actually going to read this? If they do, you should definitely apologize because this has been a lot of empty words. If you have read it, I'm sorry for wasting your time, but being realistic you probably weren't going to do anything great with it anyway. So that it isn't a complete waste of time you should all know that rodents have chisel shaped incisor teeth. Learned that in 7th grade and still remember it today.

So in conclusion, just say no. Or you know think about it, but say no if you're uncomfortable. Maybe some other time. I don't think I ever was peer pressured into anything. I was a DARE kid who got a 108 on the final test, all questions right and all bonus questions right. Program worked out great as you can tell.

To answer the thread question: pretty high.
 
@Carl Landrover
I like reading about people's experiences with IV cocaine, sounds way too intense though... It truly is an extreme pharmacological sport.

Out of curiosity, do you know what happened to @SirTophamHat ? He used to post a lot on this thread around the time you were active on BL as well. He posted one last time and never logged on again AFAIK (unless he made another account), that was years ago.


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3.3g of kratom
600mg of phenibut
Some d-meth earlier
 
I must say I rather enjoy ranting wildly while high on some sort of stimulant. It might not always make sense and it certainly won't be anything groundbreaking, but I feel I am pretty honest with myself. Or maybe I'm not at all, I really have no idea. Perpetually confused I am.

I don't know how many young people are on here, but if you're in HS or college and are trying to figure out your career path, except you have no idea what you want to do, that's fine. I'm sure many people will tell you that, and they'll follow it up with "you'll figure it out". That last part is bullshit. You might, but there's no guarantee. I've found what I DON"T want to do, but not what I do want to do. It's been many years now and I am not any closer to figuring it out. Also, if possible try not to become addicted to drugs (don't I offer the most amazing advice?)

Somewhat ironically I never knew what I wanted to be. Even as a younger kid I could remember seeing some older kids a few years after they graduated. They looked lost, no longer surrounded by friends, stuck in the same town where they grew up. That was exactly what I did NOT want to become. I had no clear picture of what I wanted to be, so my only clear visualization in my head was what I became. It was the only thing I did not want to become. So my point is, if you have a dream or something you are interested in, go for it. Others will doubt you, but if you really feel it's right for you, go for it. It's only going to get harder to pursue the older you get.

This mini rant is brought to you by Cocaine. "Cocaine! It's for more than just your nose!" Speaking of which, anyone ever try it vaginally? I would, but I don't have a vagina, unfortunately. It didn't work on that supposedly realistic sex doll, but I kind of figured that'd be a bust. Virtual reality porn is going to be pretty cool one day, and will probably slowly lead to the end of the human race. JK, kinda. I think it must be weird to be growing up now. A lot of youngsters think porn sex is how people actually have sex. I guess we never really worked at it when I had a girlfriend, but reverse cowgirl isn't that fun of a position. I can imagine middle schoolers or high schoolers getting their first blowjob and their thinking being, I could either shoot it on her tits, her face, or if she's really into me then she'll swallow it. Aw, young love.
 
Old school speed the good old smelly Gak it seems to activate the body and activities as opposed to fucking ice that you can't smell or tell if it's any good until you have it and it unlike the other speed activates the mind and thought I already live with my mind going at light speed so I don't really like the ice very much unless I'm going to play chess all night.
 
4meSM said:
@Carl Landrover
I like reading about people's experiences with IV cocaine, sounds way too intense though... It truly is an extreme pharmacological sport.

Out of curiosity, do you know what happened to @SirTophamHat ? He used to post a lot on this thread around the time you were active on BL as well. He posted one last time and never logged on again AFAIK (unless he made another account), that was years ago.
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Wow! That is a name I have not thought of in a while. Unfortunately there a number of people on this message board, and other boards, that will occasionally pop into my head and I'll wonder what ever became of them. It can be one of the sadder parts of being on a message board community for a long term period. Sometimes people just disappear and you don't know if something happened to them or they just got busy and moved on in life? I'm hoping SirTophamHat just stopped coming on BL, but I have no idea. Sorry I couldn't be more help.
 
Carl Landrover said:
Wow! That is a name I have not thought of in a while. Unfortunately there a number of people on this message board, and other boards, that will occasionally pop into my head and I'll wonder what ever became of them. It can be one of the sadder parts of being on a message board community for a long term period. Sometimes people just disappear and you don't know if something happened to them or they just got busy and moved on in life? I'm hoping SirTophamHat just stopped coming on BL, but I have no idea. Sorry I couldn't be more help.
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Yeah I figured it was pretty unlikely that you knew something but it doesn't hurt to ask, it just popped into my head like you said.
My memory is kinda weird, I remember a lot of random stuff :p
He's probably alright and just got bored or left bluelight for whatever reason, like many others.
 
Meh I've had methadone then I had heroin which I wish I saved because it ain't done shit with the methadone blocking it currently drinking a few cans of darkfruit and doing my best to make everyone around me feel as miserable as I am im kinda a trained pro
 
Well after this mornings shit at the courthouse and finally back i dosed up nicely to have an afternoon nap or try at least lol


60mg Oxazepam
0.5mg subutex
200ml vodka
1mg alzam
0.25mg triazolam
And a phat blunt of Critical i got yesterday at a steal of a price.

Starting to feel nicely relaxed and good after this mornings schlep of dealing with our ridiculous law system.
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Well after this mornings shit at the courthouse and finally back i dosed up nicely to have an afternoon nap or try at least lol


60mg Oxazepam
0.5mg subutex
200ml vodka
1mg alzam
0.25mg triazolam
And a phat blunt of Critical i got yesterday at a steal of a price.

Starting to feel nicely relaxed and good after this mornings schlep of dealing with our ridiculous law system.
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Glad you’re chilling out 😎 got a new vape today so can’t wait to try it out.
 
ghostfreak said:
Glad you’re chilling out 😎 got a new vape today so can’t wait to try it out.
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never been a vape fan and also tried vaping dry herb or tinctures and such but just not the same, except for this one vape or this electronic one pull dry herb pen my one friend had that was awesome but apart from that i just love the taste and feel of smoking dry herb in a blunt or bong (guess im just too old skool in that way). But hope your new vape ticks all the boxes lol. Have a pull for me too.

Edit: Oh and thanks
 
On the way down and out. 12 hours since stash of meth exhausted. Time for bye byes.

75 mg seroquel
5 mg diazepam
25 mg agomelatine

I’d like to throw .1 clonodine into the mix but am not up for a hypotensive crisis.
 
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