Zopiclone bandit
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I admit I don't know much about Hinduism but at a time when I was reading books about as many religions as I could find info on, I started finding mantras online with audio so I could learn them and follow along. I learned to pray to a few different deities and I definitely noticed my consciousness change to only thinking of the deity
I never got scared but there was one deity I saw continually behind my eyelids for several hours. I didn't do any fasting per se, although I did eat only rice for a week while I did this
I've got something for you to look into. Sadly my phone has just died & I'm on a PC atm but can I DM you a group website over later today?
I learned to pray to a few different deities and I definitely noticed my consciousness change to only thinking of the deity........... there was one deity I saw continually behind my eyelids for several hours.


I jumped right in with one of the most potent Matrikas, Oh God I got such a fucking slap as I said in the first post.
The local Temple guy wants NOTHING to do with me now, he KNEW something was up with me the first time he laid eyes upon me & said I'm "not normal" & when i told him a small section of what I'd been going through he looked freaked out, now he wants NOTHING to do with me & I'm NOT welcome at his temple.