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Nightraver said:
Wish me luck brother it’s my bros ashes committal this afternoon so getting ready just now
290mg oxy
Been staggering 1200mg Gabapentin every hour since six am
Only managed to get a few 2mg diazepam
Totally forgot that they made them so small a number so will munch the forty mg I managed to get on way
Have packed a vape for when the rest of his family leave the graveyard so I can have one last blaze with him
As always peace out
Nightraver
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You dont need any luck mate, that side of it all is just a formality now.

This is purely now about your own right to release, heal, let go, grieve, whichever way you need.

But keep sight of things. That's shockingly insensitive I realise. But life is still ahead for you. And (we hope) your bro is okay.

So for him maybe, keep sight of that. Well, really I suppose it is for you mainly.

Time really does heal. Sometimes we suffer more because we fail to understand or refuse to accept.
I would say you have done well to have by a significant array of psychoactives.

The Diazepam should keep you chilled and mellow, time fly, and you can focus on that moment in your own peace later.
 
So as I'm here, on topic, from midnight- 60 grams kava, plus an extra 20 I'm working through now.

That big dose of edibles plus CBD which put me to sleep on the 140ug comeup.

Bluedream vapor before the 200 ug plugged 8.25 am.

Cinderella Jack vapor.

14.5 mg's Etizolam last 27 hours- Im calling it 12.5 mg's "yesterday" lol, only 2 today!

Really "altered" though on the acid.
 
1050mg Pregabalin (usual dose 900mg)
20mg Diazepam
Added in 50mg Baclofen (trying to use them up)

Feeling fantastic.
 
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Extra 100ug oral acid, 8 houre after 200ug plug plateaued.

Lost kava, edibles,,top draw vapor....lovely combo.

440ug LSD now today.

Am I nuts??


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Extra 45ug, so fresh 145ug last 20 minutes.
 
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So I’ve only been smoking weed this last month or two because I don’t want to do anything harder but I also don’t want to be stone cold sober all the time... yet I have also found it is amazing for mental health so far. It’s great.

Problem though. I’m up to a quarter a week, and I only got a half last fortnight so I’m about to run out todayyyy ... my source wants me to wait until Friday.... I have another contact who used to be a friend but I hate him... I’m so despo I’m gonna ask him...
 
Im almost embarassed now truthfully, but hopefully, just hopefully this LSD bender has reached it's end now.

140ug orally at 8 pm UK time, strong comeup actually, very stoned at the time.

That made 480 ug total.

I slept for a heavenly hour after some food, on the strong comeup on that 140 ug, got myself up by 9.30 pm, vaped some weed, plugged the final 3 tabs in the bag that was the 4th 50 bag of Batch 1 WoW 1cP....780ug total this day...

That was a couple hours ago now. Kava and a strong weed vape since. Just settled down after a refreshing shower.

Beyond that, in this moment as weed and kava hits me, words escape me for once...
 
Sirena Oscura said:
So I’ve only been smoking weed this last month or two because I don’t want to do anything harder but I also don’t want to be stone cold sober all the time... yet I have also found it is amazing for mental health so far. It’s great.

Problem though. I’m up to a quarter a week, and I only got a half last fortnight so I’m about to run out todayyyy ... my source wants me to wait until Friday.... I have another contact who used to be a friend but I hate him... I’m so despo I’m gonna ask him...
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Yeah, look after number one. Swallow pride. Maintain the upper hand. Be your higher self and do with dignity what you gotta do to get yourself some medicinal weed....is what I would do myself I think.

Let's call it a first world problem?
 
I tried to go to bed, I was/am tired, if I hadn't taken 440 ug late evening, Im sure I would be sleeping for all the world now.

I vaped a big load of nice weed, felt electrically high, got into bed, fairly comfy, warm enough, heavy stoned, white noise distraction....

No way was I going to sleep. Tripping way too much for that, right now still.

It was like lights were on. I gave up for now. I need light to distract me from how intense the peak is from plugging 300 ug about 5 hours ago after 140 ug few hours prior.

So Im kinda thumbtwidling lol. Just don't know what to do with myself.

Damn, it's all so complicated now! I would/will sleep DEEEEP as soon as I can, but just way too buzzing on LSD atm.

Lying in the dark, as if going to bed, was just freaking me out seeing how much I am tripping, and how intense plugging acid is on the peak.

I made kava few hours ago, I tried to resist more and got really vaped up instead- which kicked up the LSD obviously.

I think it may be my best course to just fix some proper, numbing kava right now, blender style.

The rest should be history...no more cannabis vapor, gotta come down off this ceiling.
 
Kava session complete, nicely mellowed me out, despite an EXTRA 450 ug acid.

Just about to vape some nice Indica Night Queen from 2018.
 
so I got up again by 10 pm, just couple hours out there kip.

I hate sleeping right through the peak of an acid trip.

I felt messy though. But I was determined to cook some hot oatmeal.

I did so, ate it, the whole time feeling so beyond crazy from too much acid.

Like when everything is too much. Every sight, sound, thought.

I was just counselling myself to hang in there, breathe, let time heal.


Then...out the blue an oldtime friend called having a mental bteakdown and emotional crisis.

I was gonna just die into sleep lol, but he was coming over, so I managed allergies, washed.

I did start to crash a bit by 3.30 pm, so I took another acid dose.

200 ug plugged, 50 ug oral.

Drank lots kava. Got really high on vaporizer too.

But damn, plugging acid is so strong. That 250 ug today was/still is, surprisingly heavy.

I swore no more after feeling so head scrambled after me last two trips- 1230 ug yesterday, 1130 ug Sunday....but I never would have avoided crashing otherwise.

So still...sky high on acid 10 days in a row without coming down.
 
I'll just say it's "snowing" here and a woodchuck could chuck as much wood as a woodchuck could chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood.
 
Okay...I think....I figured it out..a little bit.

MAJOR epiphany struck today.

I realised the culprit of much or my recent mental woes.

I have been taking TOO much acid, on a daily basis.

Today, the unplanned 250 ug, 200 of which plugged....was simply magical.

One hell of a trip. No more than that was needed, along with 50 grams of kava, weed edibles and a couple vape sessions.

I did take the loose half tab an hour ago, to give me enough energy to seevthe day out.

But crikey...1130, 1230 ug! No wonder I was feeling a little imbalanced the next day!

What was driving me? I've already come up strong on the 50 ug redose, but just the 250 ug earlier haa been special and plenty sufficient.

That was my realisation anyway. So obscure hey lol?!
I think maybe I can see a way out of this maze I've wandered so far into.

It's an interesting one. But each day, I've been compelled to keep diving deeper into the maze.

Sorry for the boring repetition. This avenue of expression and document is like breadcrumbs for me (like Hansel and Gretel), and I'm sure it's the 1st time I've ever taken LSD for 10 days, well 9 out of 10 so just keeping some track.
 
Good morning Blue world
160mg oxy
2900mg Gabapentin so far
20mg nitrazepam
10mg diazepam
One of my household has tested positive for covid and I’m showing symptoms so waiting on test coming but think I defo have it
I’m hoping my medication helps with it but knowing my luck it will probably help kill me un lol
So the five in my house are all quarantined. Wonder how long before we kill each other as we are a easily stressed family
Anyway as always peace out
Nightraver
 
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