HeadphonesandLSD
Bluelighter
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- Oct 10, 2011
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it was this girl I had a thing with like 8 years ago it was amazing to see that she had become such a beautiful woman. she was teenager back then when I saw her the last time. she moved to Sweden about 5 years ago but now she is back and god it was almost like reconnecting with a long lost love.
GIVE ME THAT OXYTOCIN!!!!!!!!!!!! Helluva drug
Hopefully going to be riding that oxytocin high myself again soon. I've met another one of those women that make me nervous. Any girl that does that to me always ends up being something worth my time. The gut just knows man.
Rumors of my death have been greatly exaggerated. Disconnected all internet and TV devices two months ago. Been reading a lot of books and working around our property. Got a ton of shit done and dropped my stress levels by a ton. It's true what they say: The Industrial Revolution and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race.
Thinking about dumping most of what I have into the stock market, cashing out in a few years, selling off my land here, and buying a nice spread in Wyoming to build my forever home on. Want to move away from everything, get some animals, raise my own food, provide my own clean/filtered water and get mostly off the grid. Just need to get some decent internet run out there so I can continue to do my hobbies related to software. Want to find a girl that wants to have a bunch of kids and raise them in a place like that. Life is so much better when you aren't constantly being assaulted by social media and MSM. You guys are alright though I don't mind forums.
Buying a street bike soon. Going to ride it all over the local mountains and do long day trip. Just torn between a mostly-street bike and a dual sport (on and off road) bike right now. I need one where I can pack up all my camping stuff. Want to take a hammock, tarp, small camping kit, and just pull over and sleep in the woods wherever I want. Maybe see some people I know just from the internet and crash on their couch. Anything to meet more friends face to face instead of through just the internet.
My focus this year is over coming my social anxiety problems without drugs. I realized most of my drug use over the years came from that. Means I gotta start doing shit like dancing in public. I can't even dance in private lol always been too chicken shit to give it a try. I just want to get to the point where I can meet a new group of people and not spend the entire night being hyper aware of everything I'm doing and thinking.
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