blackmarket91
Bluelighter
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I have a question about what i should do
6 months ago i ct'd off methadone and i had a relapse for about a week during the xmas holidays i thought i would be ok but its day 12 and sadly alot of my initial symptoms have returned which makes me think i got reset back to 0 again luckly tho i have energy i couldnt even get out of bed my first month so thats good
anyways im thinking of going into rehab hopefully they would take me after 2 weeks just because the new environment will help me get over this initial hump cause im literally stuck inside my house atm not workig currently so makes things worse
or i thought about trying to get a few weeks worth of subs to help me feel somewhat better so i dont have to go into a rehab center and only use the subs like once every 2 days at most i tried them a few times in the past and i dot like them so i dnt think ill try to abuse them
what would be the best in this situation i prefer not to go to rehab and hope i can just takes some subs to help take the edge off and get some sleep
6 months ago i ct'd off methadone and i had a relapse for about a week during the xmas holidays i thought i would be ok but its day 12 and sadly alot of my initial symptoms have returned which makes me think i got reset back to 0 again luckly tho i have energy i couldnt even get out of bed my first month so thats good
anyways im thinking of going into rehab hopefully they would take me after 2 weeks just because the new environment will help me get over this initial hump cause im literally stuck inside my house atm not workig currently so makes things worse
or i thought about trying to get a few weeks worth of subs to help me feel somewhat better so i dont have to go into a rehab center and only use the subs like once every 2 days at most i tried them a few times in the past and i dot like them so i dnt think ill try to abuse them
what would be the best in this situation i prefer not to go to rehab and hope i can just takes some subs to help take the edge off and get some sleep