๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Social ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ How High Are You? V. How Much Wood Does a Woodchuck Chuck?

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110mg oxy
2900mg Gabapentin more later
Vapes my way through this morning with lashings and lashings of delicious purple punch and stardog cannabis flower ๐Ÿ’
Just about to have a mug of tea ๐Ÿต then rail another 80mg oxy with a joint for a chaser
 
Nice and stoned feeling. Few noid vapes and Tramadol there (350mg never go over that).

Gonna stick on a film soon and chill the rest of the night.
 
That lonely depressing feeling when your opiates are all gone... itโ€™s okay though Iโ€™ve been doin like 4 day binges on poppy seed tea followed by a few days to a week of sobriety then I order some more and go on another 4 day binge. Keeps the dependence from building up, so I donโ€™t have to worry about withdrawal. For the next few days Iโ€™ll just dabble a little here and there with phenibut
 
The 350mg Tram didnโ€™t seem to do much earlier. Not sure what happened with it.

Anyway some more noid vapes and am relaxing watching a good flick (Spree (2020).
 
That lonely depressing feeling when your opiates are all gone... itโ€™s okay though Iโ€™ve been doin like 4 day binges on poppy seed tea followed by a few days to a week of sobriety then I order some more and go on another 4 day binge. Keeps the dependence from building up, so I donโ€™t have to worry about withdrawal. For the next few days Iโ€™ll just dabble a little here and there with phenibut

Careful man, I did every other day poppy tea for a while and got wickedly addicted. Every time you get addicted, you get addicted faster the next time. I can't even take opiates anymore at all because I get minor withdrawals after every individual time. That kind of usage pattern is going to catch up to you.
 
^ Iโ€™ve been chipping opiates for over 15 years, I know what works for me and what doesnโ€™t . If I use for more than 4 or 5 days I will get withdrawals when I stop. Thatโ€™s why I cut myself off at that point. Iโ€™m not scared of minor withdrawals anyways.
 
I've climbed out of one K-hole this night; getting ready to rail myself into another one.
Fuck, I LOVE CHAINSMOKING ON KET!

During the previous 24h I've ingested;
- 2 mg of Klonopin (12 hours ago, time to re-up)
- ~ .5g of hashish (2 hours ago - toked up with a friend at our old high school. Good times)
- ~ 260mg of Ketamine (4 hours ago-ish)
- ~ .8g of amphetamine (.1g in a cup of Joe just now)

Writing on Ketamine is a NO-GO, Jesus-fuck-me-Christ. did I even bother?
Going of into other realms soon enough, stay safe fellow b-lits!
 
I really canโ€™t tell if my filthy mood today is the consequence of too much meth or not enough. Itโ€™s already sunset and two points hasnโ€™t shifted things in either direction so far. Not sure this binge is going to make it to 2021 now.

One more point to see if itโ€™s posible to find any remnants of joy and if not I guess itโ€™s time to flush and retire.
 
140mg oxy this morning as the cold really fucks with my nerve damage
I donโ€™t really wanna take too many Gabapentin today as av been hitting them hard lately so will see how long I can go
Few cigarettes
Large mug of breakfast blend tea ๐Ÿต
 
Writing on Ketamine is a NO-GO, Jesus-fuck-me-Christ. did I even bother?
I always try to write stuff on ketamine too for some reason. ๐Ÿ˜„ I think it's part of that dissociative, about to unlock secrets of the universe kind of mania. Usually it's only a few sentences and usually it's kind of nonsensical to possibly vaguely profound but hard to do anything with... that's if it's even legible.

On topic - high on a small amount of caffeine with added carbohydrates. ๐Ÿ˜ ie, tea with sugar.
 
I always try to write stuff on ketamine too for some reason. ๐Ÿ˜„ I think it's part of that dissociative, about to unlock secrets of the universe kind of mania. Usually it's only a few sentences and usually it's kind of nonsensical to possibly vaguely profound but hard to do anything with... that's if it's even legible.

On topic - high on a small amount of caffeine with added carbohydrates. ๐Ÿ˜ ie, tea with sugar.
Hahaha, nonsensical indeed! I read what I wrote - "boiling water drives the toaster" (in swedish), at least that's what I think it says.
Painting however, is hilarious!
 
45mg methadone
Clonazolam. More than I should have.
1 24oz beer
2 bowls of bud

Had an appointment in boston today that my mom was able to take me too and was happy to see her
 
Straight as an arrow. I donโ€™t think I can stomach the thought of further amps. However, I did trap a loud and angry possum in my roof in the middle of the night last night and I feel Iโ€™m gonna need to take something before I can go deal with that.
 
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