How old are u?Nope.
I can't see myself actually being totally clean for a long long time. Assuming I ever am.
How old are u?Nope.
I can't see myself actually being totally clean for a long long time. Assuming I ever am.
If u don’t want to deal with things then methadone is perfect. It eventually numbs ur emotions.I'm 32.
I don't wanna deal with PAWS, I don't wanna deal with depression.
And it's been difficult enough to stay away from heroin even with methadone so I don't see myself sustaining it long term clean.
I had a relapse on heroin this year, if I hadn't been on methadone I'd have zero doubt it'd have been many times worse off.
At least on methadone my relapse hasn't gotten totally out of control again.
If u don’t want to deal with things then methadone is perfect. It eventually numbs ur emotions.
Yes u seem quite emotional sometimesYea but my emotions are out of control anyway so methadone probably numbs them down to the level of a normal person. :D
Yes u seem quite emotional sometimes![]()
at least your being honest and not snobbish like a lot of drug addicts these days especially olderspeopleNope.
I can't see myself actually being totally clean for a long long time. Assuming I ever am.
I take it you have had some trouble with opiates to mate? If you don't mind me asking and sorry maybe I was a bit defensive I just don't really care for drama these days all the members I have beef with such as zb are On my blacklistJust sayin it’s gone downhill quite quick to this point.
it can go downhill a lot more too
Yes mate I had a problem with opiates. And other drugs,at least your being honest and not snobbish like a lot of drug addicts these days especially olderspeople
I take it you have had some trouble with opiates to mate? If you don't mind me asking and sorry maybe I was a bit defensive I just don't really care for drama these days all the members I have beef with such as zb are On my blacklist
crack is one drug I have managed to stay away from mainly because I know it would be heroin all over again and I sort of hate the drug for personal reason I'm n what I seen it do to people are you off the wagon now?Yes mate I had a problem with opiates. And other drugs,
The holly trinitycrack heroin and methadone
Clean for Few years now. Done 18 years on though so that was enough lolcrack is one drug I have managed to stay away from mainly because I know it would be heroin all over again and I sort of hate the drug for personal reason I'm n what I seen it do to people are you off the wagon now?
If you plan to quit for good then id say yeah it's worth it but ive noticed if i start using herion and missing doses it takes days to get stable again
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Yeah if you miss a dose you won't feel right no matter how much dope you use. You still feel off.
Best not to miss a dose. Then you be clucking and buying overpriced drugs.
Right missing 1 day is fine. You wouldn't even have bad withdrawals without using heroin. Takes methadone a good 3-4 days to start to kick in the withdrawal.
But jumping off 80mg, especially after dosing for years....you are going to see a whole new level of dependence and all the dope in the world won't keep you right for the 1st few weeks.
Some of the worst withdrawals ever were jumping right off the clinic and going back to dope. Takes a few weeks. In the meantime you can blow through $100's a day in dope and still will be feeling like shit. Depends on the dope too I guess. Some strong fent dope and likely to cross back over to dope easier.
Not something I recommend doing of course. Stay on the methadone. Jumping off the clinic and back onto dope was always a huge mistake and always landed back at the clinic.