LadyAlkaline
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WTF is it, Lady?
My rig kept clotting. All fucking night. Very angry squirting of needle.WTF is it, Lady?
Damn... word.talkin walls
Ohhhh. So sorry to hear of the plight. Ya know, even at my worst junky-fied-edness (?) I refused to use a "dirty" rig. I used to own a set of the old-school glass rigs of various sizes that I kept atop the gas-tank of my scooter in a leather pouch and was proud of it... lol talk about good times.Very angry squirting of needle.
Damn... word.
Ohhhh. So sorry to hear of the plight. Ya know, even at my worst junky-fied-edness (?) I refused to use a "dirty" rig. I used to own a set of the old-school glass rigs of various sizes that I kept atop the gas-tank of my scooter in a leather pouch and was proud of it... lol talk about good times.
Thanks for the insight and hope this all plays out for the best.
Please be safe. Would absolutely hate to read that veins have been blown (or worse) from something as correctable as a fouled point,
Love ya and wish us all well.
Yeah, I can and do identify with this. Using the once in a while method drastically decreases the dangers of using the IV route. Problem is, though, is that it only take the one fucked up bag to take a MF out... this is not an option for me but if things all of a sudden take a sharp (no pun) mental/emotional turn for the worst I can easily see myself slipping into the comfort of being numb and be damned all the effort made to keep afloat. Only thing I can see causing this is the loss of my loved one. Yes... only one individual would have this kinda impact. Seen enough death to become callused to the thought of it.Although, once in a blue moon I've been taking one.
Yeah, I can and do identify with this. Using the once in a while method drastically decreases the dangers of using the IV route. Problem is, though, is that it only take the one fucked up bag to take a MF out... this is not an option for me but if things all of a sudden take a sharp (no pun) mental/emotional turn for the worst I can easily see myself slipping into the comfort of being numb and be damned all the effort made to keep afloat. Only thing I can see causing this is the loss of my loved one. Yes... only one individual would have this kinda impact. Seen enough death to become callused to the thought of it.
Shoulda been gone long ago but niether "god" nor "the devil" seem to want anything to do with me. Fuck 'em.
To be so life promoting I sure am preoccupied with death, no? WTF.
Peace
Ohhhh. So sorry to hear of the plight. Ya know, even at my worst junky-fied-edness (?) I refused to use a "dirty" rig.
I thought I had completely gotten away from the ROA as well
When I say dirty needle I mean old and dull
The only way I finally was able to stop shooting was after everyone of my major superficial veins collapsed and all I have left is spider and varicose veins everywhere. Sad, I know. But, everything happens for a reason I suppose. Took me years to stop the obsession and fantasizing and ideation of doing it again.
Shud see the one on my mates ceiling
This would fit the bill.When you can hit a vein far better than any nurse
Again... I feel bad for ya, LA. I hope and "pray" that everything evens out eventually... before something terrible this way comes.Yeah for years I said the same thing.
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I don't steal bikes but I had weapons and booby traps everywhere
Love you too booThis would fit the bill.
Again... I feel bad for ya, LA. I hope and "pray" that everything evens out eventually... before something terrible this way comes.
There was and is no judgements, just the opposite: Empathy and understanding. Just wish you weren't in this dark place.
Love you always,