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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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Recovery is possible. I am on the road of recovery. I'm getting my motivation back. My libido, my conversation skills are coming back. But its a slow process. Some will take longer than others but good days are ahead. Be positive even though its the hardest thing to do right now. Do something that stimulates your brain. I read everyday. And its working. I've been off Invega for three months now.

The brain is made of plasticity. It will come back to normal but everyone is different. Everyones chemistry is different. Do not lose hope! :)
 
haldolhell said:
im drunk but im not feeling any of the good feelings that come with it :( this shit sucks
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I got intoxicated a few weekends ago. It usually takes me almost a whole quart to get drunk but i had two drinks and a few puffs of weed and i felt great. It will come, just give it time. If you're still on the injection you'll keep feeling like shit. If you're off it give your body and mind time to process the drug. It takes time to get rid of it. 6 to 8 months i was told. It's been three for me and I'm seeing some pretty big improvements. I'm not sitting on the couch staring at dead space. I'm reading, doing things that stimulate my brain, even if thats video games. Just get into the flow of things and forget your thoughts. Try meditating. Just let go of alp thoughts and only allow positive things to fill your mind. You will get through this. We all will.
 
Antipsychiatry said:
I got intoxicated a few weekends ago. It usually takes me almost a whole quart to get drunk but i had two drinks and a few puffs of weed and i felt great. It will come, just give it time. If you're still on the injection you'll keep feeling like shit. If you're off it give your body and mind time to process the drug. It takes time to get rid of it. 6 to 8 months i was told. It's been three for me and I'm seeing some pretty big improvements. I'm not sitting on the couch staring at dead space. I'm reading, doing things that stimulate my brain, even if thats video games. Just get into the flow of things and forget your thoughts. Try meditating. Just let go of alp thoughts and only allow positive things to fill your mind. You will get through this. We all will.
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Did you get the shot in the arm or butt cheek? Where u feeling euphoric or some dopamine? Usually my vision shows that I’m drunk but I don’t feel it. Does weed work for u alone? Thanks for responding I’m 6 months off hoping the poison gets out in atleast a year
 
Antipsychiatry said:
I got intoxicated a few weekends ago. It usually takes me almost a whole quart to get drunk but i had two drinks and a few puffs of weed and i felt great. It will come, just give it time. If you're still on the injection you'll keep feeling like shit. If you're off it give your body and mind time to process the drug. It takes time to get rid of it. 6 to 8 months i was told. It's been three for me and I'm seeing some pretty big improvements. I'm not sitting on the couch staring at dead space. I'm reading, doing things that stimulate my brain, even if thats video games. Just get into the flow of things and forget your thoughts. Try meditating. Just let go of alp thoughts and only allow positive things to fill your mind. You will get through this. We all will.
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Took me 4 months to finally get off the couch nice that u felt better in 3
 
haldolhell said:
Did you get the shot in the arm or butt cheek? Where u feeling euphoric or some dopamine? Usually my vision shows that I’m drunk but I don’t feel it. Does weed work for u alone? Thanks for responding I’m 6 months off hoping the poison gets out in atleast a year
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I got it in the arm. I get a rush of dopamine when i listen to music now but it has to be the right song. Weed for me is a very spritual thing. It gets me in touch with my soul so i don't smoke it for the feeling it gives me. I rather don't like that feeling of being burnt out. But when my soul calls out to me and the time is right i smoke it. If that makes sense.
 
I also had a pretty good cry last Sunday. First time i cried like that in a year. I was just crying for my soul. How it got tortured with this poison we call Invega. I don't understand how something like this can be made to " treat" people. I understand if you're always showing negative symptoms of mania, psychosis or what have you, it might be a godsend. But i do not agree with how it affects the brain. Cutting off all form of free thought or feelings that make you a human being. Its chemically torturing people. The masses don't even know what this shit is or what it does.

If there is a "hell" its called invega sustenna/trinza.
 
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Im 2 and a half months off and im really sick last night i experienced extreme pain at night time (head, stomach, body pain). God damn fuck this shit it ruined my life. Idk if i am going to see the day where im healed. I really hope i do
 
akitalove said:
Im 2 and a half months off and im really sick last night i experienced extreme pain at night time (head, stomach, body pain). God damn fuck this shit it ruined my life. Idk if i am going to see the day where im healed. I really hope i do
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You will. Every trial has its end. I'm not saying its the meds that caused your pain but maybe its something else? Are you thinking of pain? Are you thinking that the meds are causing the pain? I'm currently not on anything. Been three months since I've been off invega and I've experienced no pain of any sort. No withdrawals from the meds coming out of my system.

Think positive. Even though its the hardest thing in the world to do. Trust me i didn't think positive for the whole time i was on invega but now that it's coming out of me i feel positive. Drink lots of water. You have to flush it out.
 
Antipsychiatry said:
I got it in the arm. I get a rush of dopamine when i listen to music now but it has to be the right song. Weed for me is a very spritual thing. It gets me in touch with my soul so i don't smoke it for the feeling it gives me. I rather don't like that feeling of being burnt out. But when my soul calls out to me and the time is right i smoke it. If that makes sense.
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Im glad you're feeling well enjoying some song books video games and even letting out a cry! How many shots did u get? Were u still able to feel weed 1-2 months off it? I know it connects u to your soul but does it give u dopamine or euphoria? Sorry for all the questions im just so lost
 
haldolhell said:
Im glad you're feeling well enjoying some song books video games and even letting out a cry! How many shots did u get? Were u still able to feel weed 1-2 months off it? I know it connects u to your soul but does it give u dopamine or euphoria? Sorry for all the questions im just so lost
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I got 11 shots at 150mg. Before that i was on risperdone, seroquel and olanzapine. They all made me feel the way invega did. Yes weed made me "high" two months off it. But it was a spiritual connection. Getting in touch with the divine as it is a brain stimulant. I am practising semen retention and stopped watched and looking at porn as well. Hoping i can bring my brain up to enough vibration that i am in touch with tye divine at all times. I don't experience much "euphoria" yet as my brain is still healing from this posion still but i have faith that it will come. I know it will. As for the dopamine it depends on the day and what kind of music I'm listening to. Last night i was having a few beers and listening to orion by metallica and it sent shivers through my body. Thats a dopamine rush. So i know its coming.
 
lmao i flushed some of my meds (risperidone) out of wc, when i touched the pills they fucking hit my head again, im having headache lmao they absorbed through my hands this is horrible :(
 
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