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Oh, now I feel a lot better. Has nothing to do with my history or drugs but is has to do with my psychotic, paranoid neighbour. She IS a REALLY bad person even if I don't judge any illness but there is no reason to let me torture by her. She sees fires and calles the firemen then - this happened two times already and I had to laugh because SHE hast to pay that they come for no reason. Then she sent me the police because i was hoovering the apartment and my cat Stanley (like every othere cat) fears the hoover but is not running away but standing there and crying so loud it was always the same. Police was there then because they have to have a look of course but saw my two purring cats and knew everything was fine - I told them she sees or hears things sometimes or put them together in her stupid head, so that I have the problem with authorities.

Shortly before all the windows were open and she is living directly next to me - and I just heard that she was badly talking about me (jj is doing this, jjj is doing that , i imploded and went to her and rang the bell because I have no fear to do this. When she has another "problem with me" that doesn't exist, she tells all the people in the house but not me. What a stupidity. First she didn't want to open but as I said I'll call the police she did. ( oh yeah, in between she did a lot more but fuck it) She never threatened me or did bad things to herself so I have no chance. There is a lack in the law when it comes to this. She is a good actor and did as if she NEEEEEEVER EEEEVER said my name but i told her "I have ears and the windows are open. Go get help and if i will here just my name also by other people in the house, she is on court definitely. I'm well insuranced, i do not fear it. additionally i have her voice recorded everytime the last year when she was doing ANYTHING. I told here this, too. She did like she was so close to a heart attack when i told her this but she was just playing.

I hope this is over now. She is 76 ,i hope it is SOON over. Sorry, but you can't imagine what a beast she is.

Now that I tould here I feel much better because she is doing stuff like that sincemore than 3 years. AAAh, this was so good. OH fuck, wrong forum! Totally OT. Sorry mods, If you need then move it please, I was so full of adrenaline I just posted anywhere.

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negrogesic said:
I didnt think MDPV smoked well, but a-pvp, a-php and n-ethylhexedrone smoke very nicely (even as hydrochloride salts). They are like crack light, not as overwhelming euphoric, and perhaps more stimulating than crack due to a relative lack of serotonergic properties. They are much cheaper than crack which can facilitate far more lengthy binges. With crack, if you are able to set it aside, you can sleep eventually, but the residual stimulation from smoked cathinones is long lasting making sleep impossible.
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Getting my hands on some NEH soon, can't wait to smoke some. There's something about smoking drugs other than weed that I really like. How would you compare it to like meth or something like that? I don't know shit about all these weird cathinone RCs but it's the only upper my guy has and I need to combat some chronic fatigue and also wanna stay up and binge with some video games.
 
devilsgospel said:
Getting my hands on some NEH soon, can't wait to smoke some. There's something about smoking drugs other than weed that I really like. How would you compare it to like meth or something like that? I don't know shit about all these weird cathinone RCs but it's the only upper my guy has and I need to combat some chronic fatigue and also wanna stay up and binge with some video games.
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Its more like crack than meth. To be frank its sort of a matter of chasing the initial high. The comedown is harsh and requires benzos. Very fiendish if its good stuff. Its schedule I in the US so id be a little skeptical of someone who had it here but in sure its around. Its probably better snorted than smoked.

In large doses benzos are almost a requirement. Benzos make it more enjoyable but also make it more fiendish due to the "fuck it ill have some more" attitude that benzos create.
 
negrogesic said:
Its more like crack than meth. To be frank its sort of a matter of chasing the initial high. The comedown is harsh and requires benzos. Very fiendish if its good stuff. Its schedule I in the US so id be a little skeptical of someone who had it here but in sure its around. Its probably better snorted than smoked.

In large doses benzos are almost a requirement. Benzos make it more enjoyable but also make it more fiendish due to the "fuck it ill have some more" attitude that benzos create.
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Well good thing I got benzos too. I personally wouldn't use any stims without them anyways. I read that the duration is better snorted, so I might take that route. Was hoping to get something longer lasting, but there's nothing like that on the menu. I think NEP is around too I'll probably try that as well.
 
NEH is good with a good batch, smoking it is stronger, snorting it is quite strong too, I quite like it but it's very fiendy and it seems to take a little while to really get into it for me, the first day(s) are kinda jangly/jittery. I prefer NEP, that stuff is gold in my book. I found it more or less the ideal stimulant, fantastic mood, just manic enough, and a serotonergic/rolly aspect to it than NEH lacks. I had a week of some of the best conversations of my life, with all sorts of people, when I got some.

Both NEH and NEP cause me to binge until it's gone. NEP is friendlier and more functional though. I would do bumps all throughout work and excel at work, then do bigger bumps and go hang out and/or play music and stay up all night having fun and socializing, whereas once I got into NEH, I'd be rather unfunctional/scattered/fiendy/isolate myself and keep doing more.
 
Xorkoth said:
NEH is good with a good batch, smoking it is stronger, snorting it is quite strong too, I quite like it but it's very fiendy and it seems to take a little while to really get into it for me, the first day(s) are kinda jangly/jittery. I prefer NEP, that stuff is gold in my book. I found it more or less the ideal stimulant, fantastic mood, just manic enough, and a serotonergic/rolly aspect to it than NEH lacks. I had a week of some of the best conversations of my life, with all sorts of people, when I got some.

Both NEH and NEP cause me to binge until it's gone. NEP is friendlier and more functional though. I would do bumps all throughout work and excel at work, then do bigger bumps and go hang out and/or play music and stay up all night having fun and socializing, whereas once I got into NEH, I'd be rather unfunctional/scattered/fiendy/isolate myself and keep doing more.
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See I figured that NEH would be a better choice for functionality when I read about it. I figured NEP being serotonergic along with the effects it shares with its counterpart would be more of a party drug so I passed on it and went with hexxy. Should've done some more reading and gotten more opinions especially because most of my BL friends were into those at some point. I mean I have the chance to try both so it's no big deal.
 
They're both pretty good drugs, I had NEH a few times over the years, and really liked it, but I got NEP once, and I was in love. It's much smoother and chiller which is something I like. It probably boils down to personal preference in what you look for in a stim.
 
Xorkoth said:
They're both pretty good drugs, I had NEH a few times over the years, and really liked it, but I got NEP once, and I was in love. It's much smoother and chiller which is something I like. It probably boils down to personal preference in what you look for in a stim.
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I appreciate you enlightening me man, feel free to PM me with some more experiences. I'm really excited to try some cathinones, these specifically cuz I've been seeing them around for so long.
 
How do you go about uploading a picture from a file? When I click on the picture icon it only gives me the option to upload a URL link and no option to upload picture from a file. There's one topic on a thread where you are allowed to post pictures of yourself. All of my pictures are stored on my phone and not on a web link.
 
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Here's the result of a brew I made with 50 grams of just the knuckle portion of poppy stems (the little ball shaped joint that connects the stem to the poppy pod) along with 15 grams of powdered coca leaf.

Im estimating that this it contains around 80mg of morphine and 75mg of cocaine, all from plant sources. Its an natural speed ball. I drank it an hour ago and its good stuff. I found the suitcase of poppy stems and seeds in my attic (it had been up there for 10 years; i thought i had thrown it away). Apparently the poppy stems are still good. Some had pod shell bits still attached. Im pretty lit, and the coca leaf powder was a nice addition.

Poppy stalks:



Coca leaf powder:



The brew (it was very bitter);

 
This used to be my suicide stash, just in case I got cancer or some other horrible physical illness...

...and then this happened:

Scared - My story...

This horrid nightmare began on the morning 26th June when I woke up with what seemed like a blocked right ear and some mild nausea. I tried to pop my ears as usual by drinking a glass of water and that didn't help. I noticed there was a ringing when I heard any sound coming through that ear. I...
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The end result was that the pentobarbital ended up down the toilet because I was at such huge risk of suicide (yes, even after the hearing in my right ear returned to normal because the trauma really got to me). Crazy I know, but it had to go, I wasn't going to chance it. I decided that I did not want to hurt my family again after my mother took her own life when I was only 12.

I'm now 41 and trying my best to put this behind me. Baby steps...baby steps.
 
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negrogesic said:
Here's the result of a brew I made with 50 grams of just the knuckle portion of poppy stems (the little ball shaped joint that connects the stem to the poppy pod) along with 15 grams of powdered coca leaf.

Im estimating that this it contains around 80mg of morphine and 75mg of cocaine, all from plant sources. Its an natural speed ball. I drank it an hour ago and its good stuff. I found the suitcase of poppy stems and seeds in my attic (it had been up there for 10 years; i thought i had thrown it away). Apparently the poppy stems are still good. Some had pod shell bits still attached. Im pretty lit, and the coca leaf powder was a nice addition.

Poppy stalks:



Coca leaf powder:



The brew (it was very bitter);

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Do you find Coca Powder to be worth ordering?
 
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