18 x Zopiclone (I can only assume 7.5mg x 18 = 135mg)! That is some heroic does lemme tell you! Lol! I surprised you didn't sleep for a month! Lol!
Yes the 7.5mg ones I took 16 spread over the day, didn't trip like I've done on between 4-8 zopiclone before, I was taking 4 at a time, still didn't trip so took 2 more and went to sleep woke up about 6 hours later, because of its half life for me I can take shit loads and still wake up after 5 or 6 hours lol
I did wake up to replys to messages I had no idea I'd sent though
Not to mention that wonderful (NOT) metallic Zopiclone aftertaste!
Now I've looked into this and it's a strange thing but not everyone gets that taste, I don't, I chew zopiclone up and taste absolutely nothing at all now I've tried ones off my doctor, a few different brands, I've tried Indian blues called Zops I've tried zimavane, and no taste at all, I've googled it, it's just one of those things, a lot of people can't stand the taste so much they don't take them as can still taste it the next day, even after food lol
And do let us know how you're feeling once the Mirtazapine kicks in (don't know much about it, or acid for that matter by the way, so I don't know if the effects are immediate or if it's like Prozac that normally takes around six weeks to be "rocking and rolling" in full)
Mirtazapine takes 2-6 weeks to help anxiety and help with depression, but strait away on sleep and appetite for most people, and because I slept good I feel loads better today, but when I needed it for depression for PAWS it did take 6-8 weeks but again strait away on sleep
So the prozac didn't keep you awake? All stimulating ones did me, they can fuck right off lol, if I wasn't struggling to sleep I'd be having night terrors thats just the start of the bad side effects I had on SSRIs mainly and some SNRIs,
But mirtazapine is a NASSA, no one knows exactly how it helps but it works on my brain chemistry better than any other antidepressant medication, it still acts on serotonin but in a different way, it's also a very potent antihistamine hence the sedating quality of it and the appetite stimulant
Also did you know
You need to stop mirtazapine 2 weeks before taking mdma or acid etc
But SSRIs and SNRIs and also tricyclics are 6 weeks to leave the system before mdma etc works properly
Believe me I've been on enough SSRIs and SNRIs etc before I released how bad they was for me, they caused bad side effects and insomnia and also that they stopped drugs from working, I'd be at a rave, my ex was fucked off his face and I'd barely feel anything, so I googled it and found out antidepressants act as serotonin blockers so where can the serotonin etc from MDMA be absorbed if it is being blocked by the antidepressants? no where lol, and you know where I found this out? Bluelight, way before before I was member and when you'd Google a drug question and get straight to answers on Bluelight
So yeah 15mg mirtazapine helped me sleep last night but the 2 x 7.5mg zopiclone helped too I might need more mirtazapine tonight though 22.5mg, and my appetite is crazy again, I must of mentioned it's an appetite stimulant, I'm stuffing my face with a fish finger sandwich right now, and not long ate a sandwich and crisps lol
I'm going to put weight on so quick but fuck it, summer be over soon so I'll be hiding under lots of clothes soon anyway
I just read that last bit about not wanting to wake your girlfriend up, that would be me everyone knows not to wake a sleeping Fairy for she will unleash the beast on your ass if you do, my ex used to get up to go to work, make breakfast and a tea, have a shit, brush his teeth and get ready for work when we first met, but soon as my sleep started to get shit because of his coke addiction he knew its best to sneak out the flat after giving me a quick kiss, I'd of not long fell asleep when his work alarm would go off 4 or 5 FUCKING TIMES HE'D RESET THAT DAM ALARM which made me so mad lol, and if he started banging around in the kitchen I'd fucking go ape shit and be in a mood
So yeah 2 years of him and doing that I decided pills was the answear lol