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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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People did you also got recommended meditation often. Did it help? What are those benefits?
 
the cops took me into the hospital and didn't let me leave after 72 hrs why is this they kept me for 9 days and then forced drugged me with imvega I didn't even know what was going on before it was too late.?
They made me sign something and then I got shot up I don't get it I thought police can opt gold you for 72 hours idk man the system is corrupt I'm about ready for it to be over the entire system to be honest e everything is satan
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Sbar25 said:
the cops took me into the hospital and didn't let me leave after 72 hrs why is this they kept me for 9 days and then forced drugged me with imvega I didn't even know what was going on before it was too late.?
They made me sign something and then I got shot up I don't get it I thought police can opt gold you for 72 hours idk man the system is corrupt I'm about ready for it to be over the entire system to be honest e everything is satan
Jesus-is-saviour.com
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Whats actually the reason the cops took you with?
 
Ab33 said:
Why tf does psychiatry even exists?
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It’s pseudoscience, a huge scam. They seek to dehumanise and incapacitate people, making them so disfunctional with meds therefore proving their illness. It's a perpetual cycle. I have no doubt there are some people drawn to the industry through genuine care, my current psychiatrist is good, though it's certainly not the majority. The industry is full of power tripping assholes, who get kicks from exerting control over people and ruining lifes. My old psychiatrist was fat, out of shape, but claimed I had apathy and anhedonia, told me I needed medication for life. I was so active, in great shape, I exercised everyday before medication. Apathy and anhedonia are caused by antipsychotics. It's truly evil to knowingly disable someones brain.
 
Cabra said:
The industry is full of power tripping assholes, who get kicks from exerting control over people and ruining lifes.
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You should talk to that cunt of a doctor who refused me the steroids that would save my hearing. By sheer luck my hearing returned. If it hadn't, I would be dead right now. And now, I get nightmares all the time not to mention massive, massive damage to my emotional health.

Psychiatry is just as bad though, I have no argument.
 
akitalove said:
i can totally relate to how she is feeling i am going thru the exact same thing. Ive used different scales and have weighed different amounts. in six months to year from now the scale will hopefully go back to normal
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Do you also experience sharp tummy pains and / or gassiness ever since you got on that medicine?
 
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Cabra said:
It’s pseudoscience, a huge scam. They seek to dehumanise and incapacitate people, making them so disfunctional with meds therefore proving their illness. It's a perpetual cycle. I have no doubt there are some people drawn to the industry through genuine care, my current psychiatrist is good, though it's certainly not the majority. The industry is full of power tripping assholes, who get kicks from exerting control over people and ruining lifes. My old psychiatrist was fat, out of shape, but claimed I had apathy and anhedonia, told me I needed medication for life. I was so active, in great shape, I exercised everyday before medication. Apathy and anhedonia are caused by antipsychotics. It's truly evil to knowingly disable someones brain.
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Did it went away at least?
 
Do you guys feel all the time the same (excluding windows you might sometimes have) or does your mood, intensity of intrusive thoughts and energy change throughout the day or week/s? For example, I can feel totally fucked up and depressed, not being able to talk for a day, then I have three days of severe OCD, then I feel a bit better for a day, which means I can even smile a little for a while, I feel like playing games, watching TV or going for a walk at night makes me feel kind of good, then I wake up feeling shitty again and the whole process repeats. What does that mean? It's like on a scale 1-10 I can feel "10" when it comes to feeling shitty, for some time, but another time it's only "8" or "7". My theory is that Abilify being a partial agonist allows me to have more dopamine and serotonin for a short while, but when it notices that I feel "too good", it starts to lower the levels of dopamine and serotonin to the point that I feel really terrible again. I don't know, it's weird as hell. Any explanation? Is it just my weird reaction to the drug or is it common?
 
Cabra said:
It’s pseudoscience, a huge scam. They seek to dehumanise and incapacitate people, making them so disfunctional with meds therefore proving their illness. It's a perpetual cycle. I have no doubt there are some people drawn to the industry through genuine care, my current psychiatrist is good, though it's certainly not the majority. The industry is full of power tripping assholes, who get kicks from exerting control over people and ruining lifes. My old psychiatrist was fat, out of shape, but claimed I had apathy and anhedonia, told me I needed medication for life. I was so active, in great shape, I exercised everyday before medication. Apathy and anhedonia are caused by antipsychotics. It's truly evil to knowingly disable someones brain.
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Yeah im with you. I honestly was always against psychiatry and never believed in diagnosis like ADHD or ADD. But after being on the meds im even more strongly opposed to it. The ironic thing is that im the only one against psychiatry in my family yet km the one forced on it. I kinda blame the government. There the ones forcing people to have to be involved with psychistrist were just unlucky victims of it. Imagine how much better the world would be of psychiatry didnt exist.
 
Offvega said:
I'll help the best I can but you actually need to motivate yourself into recovery. It does not just appear as easily as it seems. First, the mental unlock is necessary to move again. You got to stimulate your brain, with that their are lists of medications that do benefit your mind towards stimulation. Welubtrin, Adderall, and Marijuana were my choices and with that I took many walks with my ex around the town and stayed at home until I was able to feel alive enough to get a job before she would leave me, so I worked hard and ended up with a physical injury due to the madness of the poison, but not all hope is gone otherwise I wouldn't be here to share.
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Hey was marijuana getting u high while u w
Offvega said:
This happened to me too. It took me over 6 months to feel feelings again, and that was without therapy for the most part just living life on the edge listening to music and pulling for a Miracle that I would recover. I hardly remember much besides trying everyday to just cook something or make breakfast it was simple a smoothie and music or video games like Phantasy Star Online and then I lost motivation and saw my ex losing interest in me so I forced myself to work to make her proud and yeah it wasn't worth it I have a lot to go over with everyone but in the end we will make it. I been where you are now, do not lose hope, do not lose faith. I am here to show you that you can recover. Love is still within. Just have to find yourself again with patience. It's a jail sentence.
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Were u able to feel THC while on the shot? How about now?
 
Ya I'm feeling a little better can still tell the receptors arent working tho luckily it's not permanent A-malik has not waited enough time for recovery
 
Ya I'm hoping to become an underground miner eventually when I recover from this poison
 
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Sbar25 said:
Ya I'm feeling a little better can still tell the receptors arent working tho luckily it's not permanent A-malik has not waited enough time for recovery
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Dude im so glad to hear ur starting to feel better u worried me with ur posts. Can u feel weed or alchohol? Im on 8 shots and 5 months off
 
I have now clearly started doing things like talking to others via the internet, i haven't felt like this before and also im more creative. Well still can't feel the alcohol but it may be not the "thing" for me since i have drinked alot while i was on injection, just makes my vision blurry and moving stump. I get more "LOLZ" from drinking energy drinks and chatting at discord etc.. Stimulants? Yeah i clearly do feel them, and have been getting psychedelic thoughts, that may be the answer cuz u clearly aren't able to do them all the freaking time, in my country it's now the season when mushrooms called liberty caps aka psilocybe semilanceatas starts to grow, tbh i have never find any of them8( . I mean i have started to listen psychedelic sound and staring at the trees.. weird huh?😂 if god lets me get some of "libs" in my hands i think i will be reborn, also my friend suggested me liquid LSD but im unsure am i ready for that, if someone of u have tried "tripping" u sure do know the "bodyload." When i think the bodyload makes me nervous cuz i can imagine it 100%.. we'll see, we'll see.. but if i find a psilocybe semilanceata i am gonna eat it no doubt.
 
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I have now clearly started doing things like talking to others via the internet, i haven't felt like this before and also im more creative. Well still can't feel the alcohol but it may be not the "thing" for me since i have drinked alot while i was on injection, just makes my vision blurry and moving stump. I get more "LOLZ" from drinking energy drinks and chatting at discord etc.. Stimulants? Yeah i clearly do feel them, and have been getting psychedelic thoughts, that may be the answer cuz u clearly aren't able to do them all the freaking time, in my country it's now the season when mushrooms called liberty caps aka psilocybe semilanceatas starts to grow, tbh i have never find any of them8( . I mean i have started to listen psychedelic sound and staring at the trees.. weird huh?😂 if god lets me get some of "libs" in my hands i think i will be reborn, also my friend suggested me liquid LSD but im unsure am i ready for that, if someone of u have tried "tripping" u sure do know the "bodyload." When i think the bodyload makes me nervous cuz i can imagine it 100%.. we'll see, we'll see.. but if i find a psilocybe semilanceata i am gonna eat it no doubt.
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I had a horrible time on shrooms i took 7g of golden teachers i ended up being in a really depressing uncomofortable vegitative state i kept telling my gf i needed to be in a hospital. I was only a month or 2 off my antipsychotic though
 
haldolhell said:
I also did not have any visuals no dopamine nothing but i felt horrible
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Holy crap, thats a heroic one definently8o, got to respect. I've never taken that much..likely 3.5g of same shrooms once. I'll heed the advice, hope u get going good with drinks and the pot and the regulars.
 
Some sources on quora declares recovery isnt likely to occur some declares it does? Wtf to believe. Maybe just follow how the user felt instead of what some psychiatrist declares? Legit makes me confused.
But if they dont find brain atrophy in the brain, guess recovery is likely to happen?

Guess im just impatient? I gladly want to have my life back :)
 
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