Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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jhjhsdi said:
My mate actually has some trazodone although I took 2 once before and felt realllly weird and it didn't put me to sleep either.
I've had 5mg diazepam, 150mg pregab and 75mg dph, prob take another 25-50mg dph soon and force a cider down me and lie in the dark.
I would take more diaz/pregab but there is none left

I've shot water once. Drunk in a house full of needles and no drugs. Just wanted to see that beautiful rose come into the barrel.

I then proceeded to shoot 0.5ml vodka mixed with 0.5ml water, twice.
Didn't feel anything, although I was already pretty drunk.
Yes I know it was stupid. I don't recommend it. It made my vein pretty purple lol
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Yeah, I used to do shots in beer. It was inside joke, the OG beer shot. We would make beer tasting videos by shooting up and getting the taste in your mouth that way.
Get some real expensive beer and shoot it up :D
 
jhjhsdi said:
I then proceeded to shoot 0.5ml vodka mixed with 0.5ml water, twice.
Didn't feel anything, although I was already pretty drunk.
Yes I know it was stupid. I don't recommend it. It made my vein pretty purple lol
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injected alcohol -> alcohol embolism; it is used to kill veins. I would never recommend you do that again.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
injected alcohol -> alcohol embolism; it is used to kill veins. I would never recommend you do that again.
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I won't. Surprisingly it didn't kill the vein I used. Probably because I diluted the vodka with water?
Swear that fucking vein in my hand is indestructible *touch wood*
It took a good beating earlier, again.
I bet I've jinxed myself and it won't come back now lol.
PRAY 4 VEIN

p.s it's 6.16am and I'm still laying here unable to sleep. Been rinsing tinder/badoo/bumble for ages lol. Matched with a few nice looking birds tbf, ones in an open relationship and lives with her partner, i asked her what she was looking for. I bet they want a 3some or me to fuck her while he watches
 
jhjhsdi said:
I won't. Surprisingly it didn't kill the vein I used. Probably because I diluted the vodka with water?
Swear that fucking vein in my hand is indestructible *touch wood*
It took a good beating earlier, again.
I bet I've jinxed myself and it won't come back now lol.
PRAY 4 VEIN

p.s it's 6.16am and I'm still laying here unable to sleep. Been rinsing tinder/badoo/bumble for ages lol. Matched with a few nice looking birds tbf, ones in an open relationship and lives with her partner, i asked her what she was looking for. I bet they want a 3some or me to fuck her while he watches
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Diluting it was a smart idea. That probably helped a lot.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
. I wanted to punch this bitch out for not wearing a face mask an hour ago. And then I saw two more bitches not wearing face masks and my rage kept growing.
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I’m one of those people that don’t wear masks. Would you want to punch me? I know I’m deserving of a good punch every now and again, and like @DeadManWalkin' said It’s ok for whores, not ladies- I just don’t want you to hit me captain. Pls don’t. I’ll wear a mask next time.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Diluting it was a smart idea. That probably helped a lot.
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@DeadManWalkin' when you injected beer did it fuck your vein?
The day I injected vodka I was originally planning on using strong cider but my mate said cider or beer is really bad and can kill you?
Can't remember his reasoning. Think it was something like 'because apples and hops/barley are living things?!'
😂
Now I'm thinking about it sober it sounds so fucking stupid. So what, potatoes aren't?
🙄🙄🙄
I'd like to jack my favorite cider and taste it. Isn't it bad to jack something fizzy though?
Although I did shoot up K with sparkling water once when I accidentally got a bottle of it instead of still water 🤷‍♂️

This speed isn't wearing off yet lol gona give up on sleep soon and start trying to score k before work lol
 
iLoveYouWithaKnife said:
I’m sorry. But I never understood this.
Ever.
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What else are you supposed to do with it if you don't want it around you/are quitting and haven't got anyone to give it to/take it off your hands? Return it to the dealer? What if it was from the darknet?

Down the toilet or sink is probably less dodgy than jus putting it in the bin where sniffer dogs could potentially find it!
Plus, it adds to allllll the drugs that get flushed into the water system. Eventually we'll all (or our future generations will) be getting mega poly fucked from tap water 😂
 
Although I never rehab’d Maybe it’s a rehab thing.

I just never decided to quit drugs, in the middle of doing drugs.
But like I said.... I’m not a quitter

I’ve also never been able to put them away in “some bin” as you quoted either.
 
iLoveYouWithaKnife said:
how about do it, then rehab.
Sorry. Just dont get it.
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When i got back from rehab I found a foil sealy bag in my backpack and it had some weed some benzos and a wrap with about 3g k crystal and a note saying 'if it all goes tits up'
Which it did
I have absolutely no recollection of stashing it before I left for rehab. I thought I did all of my stash before I went.
Glad I did because I actually got kicked out of rehab 2 months early. I was so happy when I found it lol
Go blackout me
 
See that’s my point about stashing shit. Even though you forget, you still kinda knooooww..

If your planning on going back to the same spot after rehab, that shit would have to be cleaned out before you left.

Buteven that, I wouldn’t be able to go to rehab, and come back to my last known existence. It wouldn’t work. This I know.
 
jhjhsdi said:
@DeadManWalkin' when you injected beer did it fuck your vein?
The day I injected vodka I was originally planning on using strong cider but my mate said cider or beer is really bad and can kill you?
Can't remember his reasoning. Think it was something like 'because apples and hops/barley are living things?!'
😂
Now I'm thinking about it sober it sounds so fucking stupid. So what, potatoes aren't?
🙄🙄🙄
I'd like to jack my favorite cider and taste it. Isn't it bad to jack something fizzy though?
Although I did shoot up K with sparkling water once when I accidentally got a bottle of it instead of still water 🤷‍♂️

This speed isn't wearing off yet lol gona give up on sleep soon and start trying to score k before work lol
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It's not healthy but never got any problems for it.
Alcohol makes it sterile.
 
iLoveYouWithaKnife said:
See that’s my point about stashing shit. Even though you forget, you still kinda knooooww..

If your planning on going back to the same spot after rehab, that shit would have to be cleaned out before you left.

Buteven that, I wouldn’t be able to go to rehab, and come back to my last known existence. It wouldn’t work. This I know.
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Correct. It doesn't work.
My room was cleared out of all paraphernalia etc when I was gone and a few Es and sleepers in my bag but they didn't find this particular bag it was in a tear in the back inside padding. #winning
DeadManWalkin' said:
It's not healthy but never got any problems for it.
Alcohol makes it sterile.
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That's what I thought about the vodka at the time tbh. Still it was pointless as it didn't do fuck all but turn my vein purple for a bit lol
 
jhjhsdi said:
Correct. It doesn't work.
My room was cleared out of all paraphernalia etc when I was gone and a few Es and sleepers in my bag but they didn't find this particular bag it was in a tear in the back inside padding. #winning

That's what I thought about the vodka at the time tbh. Still it was pointless as it didn't do fuck all but turn my vein purple for a bit lol
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You would have to inject irrational amounts to get drunk.
 
iLoveYouWithaKnife said:
I’m sorry. But I never understood this.
Ever.
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It was not easy. Basically, I knew the cycle would just keep going if I kept getting high and I was so sick of myself at that point that I couldn't look at myself in the mirror. So down the toilet it went, as incredibly painful as that was.
 
iLoveYouWithaKnife said:
I’m one of those people that don’t wear masks. Would you want to punch me? I know I’m deserving of a good punch every now and again, and like @DeadManWalkin' said It’s ok for whores, not ladies- I just don’t want you to hit me captain. Pls don’t. I’ll wear a mask next time.
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If you keep 6 feet distance it doesn't matter. People get close to me w/o masks and that makes my blood boil
 
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