Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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I'm pretty fucking low today... I cut out an extra day between phenibut doses so that's part of it, I took some earlier as it was my day to do so in the taper and I feel better now. But my girl is trying to get us to self-isolate again and my life has gotten going again, band stuff happening, seeing friends. Still being careful, but we hung out with someone whose coworker tested positve for covid 8 days ago, we hung out 14 days ago, and now she thinks we need to not see anyone for 2 weeks. I'm like, it's been 14 days already and we show no symptoms. I feel pulled in so many directions, my bandmates need me to participate, we're trying to finalize our album, we're practicing and writing new material. Have an outdoor event we're playing at next weekend. My girlfriend is freaked out and wants me to drop out of everything because cases are spiking. I'm addicted to drugs and trying to do a detox retreat all August but my buddy doing it with me is not doing a great job of getting it organized, the cabin may have fallen through, we may be pushing the date when we do it back. And I'm finding myself chipping away at kratom and noticeably having withdrawals from it. Plus the phenibut. Total lockdown fucks my mental health, everything in my life that I love involves going out in the world and doing things with people.

I just want to sleep until this is all over.

DeadManWalkin' said:
Why is abyss so dry?
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Menopause iirc
 
DeadManWalkin' said:
Hello everyone!
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Hi!
DeadManWalkin' said:
How's your day?
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About the same as above poster... just not in a band and the stress of that particular dedication. This has been a constant in my life so it is not only a*norm but also sort of comfort-zone. I don't pretend to get it (yet) but let's say it hasn't always been so and I feel sharper for it.


Edit: well... beings how I am a slow mf it would be the poster above poster now.
Thx

Hope your day is a bright shining example of what living sposed to be. =D

Love always
 
Xorkoth said:
I'm pretty fucking low today... I cut out an extra day between phenibut doses so that's part of it, I took some earlier as it was my day to do so in the taper and I feel better now. But my girl is trying to get us to self-isolate again and my life has gotten going again, band stuff happening, seeing friends. Still being careful, but we hung out with someone whose coworker tested positve for covid 8 days ago, we hung out 14 days ago, and now she thinks we need to not see anyone for 2 weeks. I'm like, it's been 14 days already and we show no symptoms. I feel pulled in so many directions, my bandmates need me to participate, we're trying to finalize our album, we're practicing and writing new material. Have an outdoor event we're playing at next weekend. My girlfriend is freaked out and wants me to drop out of everything because cases are spiking. I'm addicted to drugs and trying to do a detox retreat all August but my buddy doing it with me is not doing a great job of getting it organized, the cabin may have fallen through, we may be pushing the date when we do it back. And I'm finding myself chipping away at kratom and noticeably having withdrawals from it. Plus the phenibut. Total lockdown fucks my mental health, everything in my life that I love involves going out in the world and doing things with people.

I just want to sleep until this is all over.



Menopause iirc
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just use a face mask and social distance iirc

i went on w/ my life in small ways trying for bigger ways - we know that isn't going to happen (because I am stuck in the loop)

and I'll never get out 'till I'm dead!

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Captain.Heroin said:
just use a face mask and social distance iirc

i went on w/ my life in small ways trying for bigger ways - we know that isn't going to happen (because I am stuck in the loop)

and I'll never get out 'till I'm dead!

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Can we ban Cap?

not a question, that's an order. Without cheese iirc

he uses the lounge as his toilet

and other ppl gotta put up with this shit

nah bro we ain't lifting weights

nor morals

u want that, you get naked

and u began to get that metro outta head

otherwise it will keep spinnin
 
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