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I got totally unexpected another offer from somebody who i knows about ten years. He just opens his one practice and there were 35 hours free for me. I was totallly confused because i just called him for his birthday and asked him - If he hears something for a freelancer he should pls tell me. He told me :D I was very happy about that.

JJ
 
JoEhJoEh said:
I got totally unexpected another offer from somebody who i knows about ten years. He just opens his one practice and there were 35 hours free for me. I was totallly confused because i just called him for his birthday and asked him - If he hears something for a freelancer he should pls tell me. He told me :D I was very happy about that.

JJ
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So happy for you! That’s a weight off your shoulders now! Yay!
 
Bromazolam nearly consumable - a few hot water baths, a few shakeshakeshakes and it should dissolve by itself.

JJ
 
neversickanymore said:
Picked up a nice new phone:)
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Nice!

I'm getting a new phone imminently. Thinking about finally going over to the dark side and getting the iPhone 11 pro because I want the sick camera on it. Fucking ridiculous amount of money for a phone though dont know if I can stomach spending it.
 
I slept all day today, even if I got to bed early yesterday

Reason (probably):

5 mg Nitrazolam plugged
5 mg Diclazepam plugged
7 mg Etizolam plugged
... i forgot the gram of Cocaine and the vomiting but this is not too bad :D

That was a bit much..... thankfully I have 3 days off now

A-haaand: I got my SL-164 in a proper nearly consumable form, plus I'm just making a Bromazolam-solution - I'm so happy! Afterwards I do the last solution: 3-Hydrophenazepam and than I'm (till now :)) satisfied with my collection.

jj
 
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THECATINTHEHAT said:
Nice!

I'm getting a new phone imminently. Thinking about finally going over to the dark side and getting the iPhone 11 pro because I want the sick camera on it. Fucking ridiculous amount of money for a phone though dont know if I can stomach spending it.
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I went to the dark side grabbed the iphone SE check it out its cheaper and has some of the best bells and whistles
 
Today I fixed my thoughts that I already had for months:

I WANT TO GET RID OF THE ADDICTION TO RC-BENZOS

I WANT MY NORMAL LIFE BACK

BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO TAPER OFF AND IN WHICH TIMESTEPS AND SO ON

I have a incredibly big tolerance, what I heard is that the tapering from lets say 40 mg ( i did never count, im so stupid) to 10 mg is really easy, and afterwards, jes, it gets awful.

The only thing is: i need a plan, because i'm working in the medical sector and cannot go to a clinic now, i need definitely to taper off at home and also while working, fuck!

I'm not scared of pain. I'm just looking forwards to have a sober life again.

Can somebody please help me to make my dream come true?

JJ
 
This may sound harsh but I mean it with love:

As good as zero chance of that happening, you need to drastically reassess your priorities. Doing a taper and detox like that is going to be almost impossibly difficult to get through whilst working, in my opinion to the point of it being counterproductive even trying.
 
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