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I really, really miss having a sauna and a cold plunge pool! I would love to get one, but I can't justify the expense
 


About to watch this movie Loving Vincent, amazing artist without question Vincent van Gogh.
Starry Night is one of my favorite paintings, spellbound.

Tripping on 3-HO-PCE so I'm sure it will be beautiful ❤


Thats a pretty awesome movie, I watchd it a few years ago, on a little bit of MXE, heh. Did you like it?
 
Thats a pretty awesome movie, I watchd it a few years ago, on a little bit of MXE, heh. Did you like it?

Yeah I liked it alot its pretty amazing that they literally painted a movie.

Briefly I will touch upon my life...

Im from a family of artists and some of my relatives acrylic paintings are worth alot money here in the United States. When I was a child my mother brought me along up and down the coast going to shows to sell their different works. My grandparents actually met in an art school in the city many moons ago and my grandfather had been given an offer to work for Disney Animations studios. So from the time I could learn to speak and express myself I'd had a brush/pen in my hand but I couldn't hold a candle to some of my family. Something has been tugging at me that i have to get back to work drawing again and i really need to listen to my heart.

I'm about to order some supplies once i have extra money and create some things to share with all of you <3
 
fuck this HPPD is really kicked up since i have been dosing weekly. Strong visuals that feel like im dosed up 24/7. Will take a long extended break once i take 1-2 more trips and try integrate back into society.
 
Shit, I kinda miss the mild HPPD I had after my first summer with MDMA and mushrooms. It was interesting.....and made life more colourful, literally.

In other news: staying up drinking pints of IPA til 8 this morning was not very conducive to me continuing my mushroom kombucha experiment today. Kept the zooms in for a day but I'm not feeling well enough to ingest it tonight. I will let it sit for a week and try in on Friday as well as make another one-day secondary ferment batch on Friday for use on Saturday if the week-long doesn't have any effect as is widely expected.
 
Back when I was first using 2C-x super heavy I'd had some pretty intense HPPD symptoms. From my understanding that class of compounds are pretty notorious for making that happen but it never bothered me too much. I'd see Persian carpet sorta stuff on a plain white ceiling at times and whatnot, trees bending and swaying to my bidding. Had pretty significant delusions of grandeur and felt I was on the brink of the ultimate breakthrough with each upcoming trip. Ended up taking a 5 year break from Psychedelics and as time went by the visual artifacts began to dissipate.

Having a hell of a night up here in the city gonna head back down to see my family for a week tommrow. Gonna be pulling an all nighter tripping out and watching Midnight Gospel, this cartoon is hilarious. Duncan Trussel is a seriously funny dude, gonna rent a place by the Ocean for a week before I come back up here to start cooking again,planning on going to a dollar store or something to by some blank white paper to start an art project. Found some markers so I'm pretty much good to go. Have like 4-5 more days until I start working again so I'm gonna just utilize this time the best I can.
 
Had some pretty bad hppd 13 years ago most likely from 2cs. I wasn't even tripping all that much then just had some little bouts were I did it allot within a short amount of time did the first 2 times I did lsd and first 2 times I did 2c-e was over a 6 day period on 4 separate trips; did 23mgs of the 2c-e the first time.

Even though I got far heavier into tripping later on it never came back nearly as bad for the most part.
 
I used to trip like 3+ times a week for a couple of years back when I was younger, I didn't get any HPPD from that though, somehow. But I've noticed as I've gotten older, even though I don't trip as often, I have a lot more visual static, especially in the dark. I don't get actual visuals though (unless I'm tripping of course).

I drank a lot yesterday, man. I'm gonna be going to my friend's farm in about 4 hours, hope I get below .04 by then, I doubt I am now. .04 is my limit and I have a breathalyzer interlock until the end of September.
 
As a teen is suffered a very bad head injury once and it fucked up my vision anyways with massive tracers at night and halos around lights forever afterwards so i think i was always more susceptible to hppd. Always been quite sensitive compared to others i tripped with aswell. Any dose over 100 ug usually lands me in another reality for the next 10-12 hours. 300 ug and i wont be able to walk outside without getting totally lost in the other universe without a trip sitter reassuring me each second that im fine.

My dreams have gotten very very trippy when i dose weekly like totally fucking bizzare stuff that makes no sense and mind blowing aswell.
 
As a teen is suffered a very bad head injury once and it fucked up my vision anyways with massive tracers at night and halos around lights forever afterwards so i think i was always more susceptible to hppd. Always been quite sensitive compared to others i tripped with aswell. Any dose over 100 ug usually lands me in another reality for the next 10-12 hours. 300 ug and i wont be able to walk outside without getting totally lost in the other universe without a trip sitter reassuring me each second that im fine.

My dreams have gotten very very trippy when i dose weekly like totally fucking bizzare stuff that makes no sense and mind blowing aswell.

I had a full-on ego death experience in a dream once, it was so wild. My dreams tend to be really crazy when I remember them, ever since I did my ibogaine flood dose. It changed my dream architecture, probably forever I'd say since it's been over 6 years.
 
I've kinda always had HPPD since my first trip. It usually never overwhelming and I kinda like it most of the time. If I smoke even the tiniest amount of weed it can get really out of control though.

I've found that it seems to increase in intensity during intense physical or emotional states. So like after I go on a trail run that shit is PUMPING out some swirlies or if I enter my zen state on the dancefloor. For stuff like that the HPPD is very present but in normal waking life it only happens if I look at something that reminds me of a past trip like a tree swaying in the wind or floor tiles being wonky. Never really get tracers but textures often look -enhanced- as they do while tripping
 
I find everyday life psychedelic, the sheer magnitude of life blows my mind all the time. Essentially I feel like I'm always tripping, in a way... it's a perspective shift that has taken over my life. I love and greatly value it.
Agreed, I mean after all psychedelic means “mind revealing” or “mind manifesting” so any life well lived will surely be psychedelic :)
 
felt so fried yesterday but today i feel quite fine might make tonight my last acid trip for a while and then start prepping for when lock down eases up so i can introduce my friend to some DMT.
 
Back when I was first using 2C-x super heavy I'd had some pretty intense HPPD symptoms. From my understanding that class of compounds are pretty notorious for making that happen but it never bothered me too much. I'd see Persian carpet sorta stuff on a plain white ceiling at times and whatnot, trees bending and swaying to my bidding. Had pretty significant delusions of grandeur and felt I was on the brink of the ultimate breakthrough with each upcoming trip. Ended up taking a 5 year break from Psychedelics and as time went by the visual artifacts began to dissipate.

Having a hell of a night up here in the city gonna head back down to see my family for a week tommrow. Gonna be pulling an all nighter tripping out and watching Midnight Gospel, this cartoon is hilarious. Duncan Trussel is a seriously funny dude, gonna rent a place by the Ocean for a week before I come back up here to start cooking again,planning on going to a dollar store or something to by some blank white paper to start an art project. Found some markers so I'm pretty much good to go. Have like 4-5 more days until I start working again so I'm gonna just utilize this time the best I can.
Midnight Gospel is awesome. I watched it all real quick and now am re watching it. There are so many cool philosophical musings in it, often based around drugs, it reminds of conversations me and my friends have while tripping. Duncan is a modern day philosopher, I love that guy, so glad this finally came out. His podcast is really good too, I think this show is mostly based around it.
Fun fact: Duncan is actually from the town Xork and I live in and graduated from the hippie university here.
 
Bad news. after the 3rd day binging Dissos and Tryptamines and went catatonic and my ex had to call the ambulance. Had this vision that the lives we live are in actuality part of a massive simulation created by higher beings. The all are immortal and the architects I the multi-verse which there are many with other lifeforms.

They explained that they do this all for there amusement and to witness emotions like love and sadness. I was shocked when they killed me with some. Then to only realize after spending time in the aether my soul was outside my body. I was the reborn into another animals like humans, Tigers or whatever they choice i had become a tree and felt my leaves blowing in the wind and the tactile sensation was incredible.

Could not speak but I had telepathic abilitys. Some of the other trees were concious. I was removed from my body and gazed across the open fields and then they snapped me out of it and I was once more in the house barely able to talk and form words. My ex had called the ambulance and police and I was brought to the Psychward and went beyond wacky like 3 or 4 times they IM lorazepam into my are to calm me down.

I was extremely Dossociatedd for a few days and they kept me unded observation to make sure I wouldn't harm myself i had a hard time working. After that they let me leave and I came down soith to meet my mom and she gave me 350 bucks for a hotel in North Jersey so I can have super cheap rent. Needless to say my ex really doesnt want anything to do with me at the moment so I'm going to give her space.

Will just have to pick up jeans and some t-shirts to bring for work this week I start Thursday. Been making 450 dollars a week after taxes which isn't bad. So im gonna look to rent a room that 500-800 per month. But hopefully mt friend let's me get his second bedroom if his roommate moves out. I lost literally all of my drugs.

It was a really bad situation and could be compared when I swallowed a bag of phenazepam when i wad forces by probation to do a program for 30 days. It was about 100-150mgs and I was blacked out for an entire week or two. The told me I had a drug induced psychosis and i surprised that I was able to snap out of it, my mind is strong and can take on any drug experience usual but this Russo shit was bad and they rushed me to the hospital.

So yeah guys no more Dissos for me because I get to compulsive id eaten 30mgs with breakfast and 50mgs in the afternoon which pushed me over the edge. I'm sorry that I messed up but can you please send me love I'm homeless and and this dude on the train sold me 13 amphetamine pills for 80 bucks and I took four. I've turned into which a bad addict. I know that im getting worse and I really need you love PD fam cuz I'm struggling hope that you all are late.

Wanna get one of those fancy water proof sleeping bags cuz I'm gonna gide im the bushes there in the cut wherw i used to smoke probably do this few times a week to save money then bird bath and put on lots of deodorant and have pairs of clean pants specifically for work. Domt worry about my guys in a street wise dude and used to associate with the Bloods im the past hustling "Molly" which was actually Methylone. 4-FMA or 3-MMC. Was deff not the right thing to people but the fact i got it so cheap I could have amazing profit margins but I'm quitting doing that forever.

Just gonna make honest money and settle down with a beautiful woman. Please show me some love and PM me, I'm on my way to Newark to by Heroin right now. I'm going down a downword spiral and playing Russian roulette without fear of death because i loved her so much and her cutting me out of her life is devastating. Ive Been thinking about suicide everyday but I javr to carry on. You all mean the world to me and if something happens can you please make me a Shrine thream gonna give Dorky my mothers number for if i disappear for an extended period be safe everybody.





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