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Okies!! Yeah I usually do 250-300. I’ve got no tolerance either. Ducking scary sometimes, almost had ambulance called on me a few times. Reckless af but fun!!
 
Cream Gravy? said:
Damn really? I use dexamp once in a blue moon and never exceed 40mg, I find it great at that dosage.
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Wow I wouldn’t stick a hole in my arm for that I would just be frisyated. I wouldn’t recommend doing it how I do it, but imo that’s the whole point of doing drive
 
Cream Gravy? said:
Y'all are crazy! I'd be crawling out of my skin and peeping through the window blinds looking for FBI helicopters at that dosage o_O
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😂Dint get me wrong at that dose I can’t even fuckkng talk. Eyes are in the back of my head. Can’t stand. World is spinning!! I’m useless for 6 hours app I can do is sex and I just have to tide it!!
 
180mg diphenidine total today, bit disappointing on the whole, both this and that 4F-MPH from earlier. Debated adding some speed, kratom, cocaine, valium or something but trying to stay off the path of just piling myriad more substances into myself to tweak my headspace one way or another and rescue an otherwise disappointing experiment.

Phenidines are pretty boring, in many ways, just no getting around it. Like all drugs they have their unique nuances and quirks that can surely be eked out in time, and may well have some usefulness, but, guess I've lost my patience with them.

Waiting til it gets dark so I can smoke a joint outside without pranging about people seeing me. Got some beers coming from an overpriced but convenient delivery service, alcohol is a boring drug too but it's an easy and reliable one.

Guess I'll get back on the amphetamine train tomorrow and try to do something useful. This diphenidine and phenidate combo experiment is an uninteresting failure I won't be repeating. For some reason, just unsettled in myself right now. This particular window into the vastness of eternity is a difficult one, but as with all of them, it will soon be nothing but a memory, and other windows will follow. Such are the vicissitudes of fate.
 
+200mg cocaine, 40mg diazepam and a few beers in an effort to shake the post-diphenidine weirdness haha, ah god fuck this shit I'm going back to some kind of ACH. Efforts to counter weirdness have still not completely worked.
 
I've had 900mg of gabapentin today. Haven't had any etizolam for 4 days which is cool, I definitely have some anxiety without something but I don't think it's from etizolam anymore, probably phenibut... also been about a week since I had that. Feeling good. :)
 
Xorkoth said:
I've had 900mg of gabapentin today. Haven't had any etizolam for 4 days which is cool, I definitely have some anxiety without something but I don't think it's from etizolam anymore, probably phenibut... also been about a week since I had that. Feeling good. :)
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Xorkoth, do you find that Phenibut potentiates Gabapentin an appreciable amount?
 
Etizolam is the nuts, has just ruined diazepam for me now for the most part. Probably is true though that it's a bit more disabling than it feels like... but used sparingly honestly it's like a nootropic to me sometimes, at least it feels that way.
 
You know what? Real deal? When you run out of much Etiz, life feels much like it used it used to.

I will never order again in my case. I don’t know about you,but I love you so much

WTF?! I was never ever trying to order Etiz again and PLEASE DON’T GO!!!
 
Vastness said:
Etizolam is the nuts, has just ruined diazepam for me now for the most part. Probably is true though that it's a bit more disabling than it feels like... but used sparingly honestly it's like a nootropic to me sometimes, at least it feels that way.
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Don’t become on dependent on Etiz please. I bet you please with everything within you distance yourself.
 
Oh yeah for sure, I have no plans to, thanks for the concern though. :) Obviously it is a little more ish, but it's the most functional benzo I've used, except perhaps pyrazolam, and the short duration and (for me) minimal day after after effects- with fairly infrequent usage - is pretty convenient. Definitely some caution warranted though. I think maybe I'll try going back to a softer GABergic for a while, I was using phenibut semi regularly but it seems this time since I decided to take a break from it I'm just drinking more and doing more benzos.
 
Morning blue world

Expected more from that dopaquel last night for sleep, know the dose was low but I haven't used it in a long while, men anyhow. So no real sleep
Had 5mg Arem at 5am to sleep in and worked for like three hours
Just woke up, its past 9am.
4 bong hits
Coffee

Will leave subutex when I feel the need.
Same for benzo.

Side note: day 3 no h
 
Holyshit this thread is more active than ever!
Two dynavap with cheese strain and coffee, sun bathing at my window.
 
Would kill for a drink, no really I would...

Feeling super irritated .. Had 1mg alzam about 40min ago and a few bong hits like just now.. Pure boredom.
 
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