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OT: I’m taking a dump pre-coffee which is weird. Bad headache, gonna go get some coffee in me then some breakfasts, some etiz to calm my gut, then off to my old apartment one last time to curse out the employee when they try and blame me for damage I didn’t do to the unit.
 
At 2pm I slammed 0.25meth and missed so 5 min later I slammed another 0.35g meth and got paraletic!! Friend was gonna call an ambulance and freaked out but that’s the whole Reason I’ll use!! 😬
 
I had a dream I was trying to buy some meth from my friend's friend, we were in a hotel, my band and I were getting ready to play a big show. Typically, I never managed to get the drugs, it was one long drug seeking endeavor.

I've only done meth 4 times and it's been years, but it's almost always the drug I'm seeking in my dreams.
 
Some part of me is glad I've never tried meth. To be honest, I don't really like being around people whose DOC is a stim... I'm a very introverted person and stim freaks are the exact opposite.

Got some coffee in me now, headache is slowly receding. Got two full nights of sleep finally, I'm assuming because my pot WDs are over now. No dreams still, thank God. Scared of the potential hyoscyamne has to induce nightmares...
 
Cream Gravy? said:
Some part of me is glad I've never tried meth. To be honest, I don't really like being around people whose DOC is a stim... I'm a very introverted person and stim freaks are the exact opposite.

Got some coffee in me now, headache is slowly receding. Got two full nights of sleep finally, I'm assuming because my pot WDs are over now. No dreams still, thank God. Scared of the potential hyoscyamne has to induce nightmares...
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At the end of the day I won’t judge. I’ve sniffed paint, been an alcho, been on heroin, weed induced my schizophrenia, dmt,Mdmaetc etc.

At the end of the day addiction gets many people in whichever way shape or form and it is a menace on a disease which is usually comi bid with other mental illnesses. The life of a stimulant user is hard enough without all the judgement and stigma they receive. I have people from all walks of life and my life is more colourful because of it it.
Just try empathise with people mow. You don’t have to take it on but respect your fellow.
I’m 100% extroverted so can’t wait relate to being introvert. Hope you sleep well.
 
Misskitt said:
At the end of the day I won’t judge. I’ve sniffed paint, been an alcho, been on heroin, weed induced my schizophrenia, dmt,Mdmaetc etc.

At the end of the day addiction gets many people in whichever way shape or form and it is a menace on a disease which is usually comi bid with other mental illnesses. The life of a stimulant user is hard enough without all the judgement and stigma they receive. I have people from all walks of life and my life is more colourful because of it it.
Just try empathise with people mow. You don’t have to take it on but respect your fellow.
I’m 100% extroverted so can’t wait relate to being introvert. Hope you sleep well.
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I'm not judging, we're all addicts of one sort or another here. I feel you. Heck, I would even try meth, if it was pharm grade Desoxyn. I just don't like street drugs like coke, heroin,and meth because God knows what's in them. I've done coke a handful of times, don't really enjoy it so never spent money on any.

My DOC is benzodiazepines, particularly diazepam and alprazolam, and I often relapse into opioid abuse. I guess you could say I like feeling mellow and like nothing matters, wheras stims make me worried about EVERYTHING and of course, fuck with my sleep. I like sleep and I'm naturally an early riser so I get up around 4-6am daily. Today I woke up at 7am and I was like, "Fuck yeah I got real sleep!" lol

I hope you're well too <3
 
Shit hun!! It’s all a frickin menace!! I was on H for a week when I was 15 but was used to uppers and I just vomited a lot so I left it. For the past few years though I’ve been fixated on doing h Again or ozys. All I’d my friends have kade Le oromise not to do it. I think these sets up like. It too much.
 
Drinking a beer, about to roll a spliff.

I had ordered some kratom but for whatever reason they didn't deliver it to my place, the mailman delivered it to a small supermarket near my place (one of those sketchy looking stores). Well I just went to pick it up and it turns out they closed today because of the coronavirus... It really sucks because I don't see them opening soon, I'm trying to contact the owner but he hasn't answered yet. Gonna have to figure something out.
 
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